quite recently, my cousin uploaded old pictures of us, during the childhood times. seeing the pictures, makes me reminisce but the thing about me, i have nothing much to reminisce cause i cant remember things too well. so pictures says a lot of things and i was thinking of how happy we used to be when we're younger.how close we are and still is. really really grateful and thankful that we didnt distance ourselves but as years go by, we became closer. looking at the pictures made me wish that i could go back to when i was younger.i was much much happier i guess.nothing critical happening in my life. all i know is to have fun. but now, as we grow, they are so many things to think about. for me it would be, my family, my school, my faith and you, definitely.i should be and i am glad that i am not a parent yet and my responsibility is not as heavy. it's just that i am just a tiny winy tired that some things didnt go the way i want it to be. but i learnt, what you want might not be the best for you. you never know what's best for you.. Only God knows it all.

alright pictures;

this was at melaka.ages ago.i was probably about 6,i dont know.i think is easy to guess which is me. i dont change much, i think. well except i got a really beautiful mole when i got older.hahah!

this was at west coast!!awww..how much i love this place. my heart still aches when i think about west coast. it was where i grew up..we're having satay convention, accoring to abg ajir. i was at the back with the peace sign.

this was at bedok, my cousin's place. one of the places filled with memories.i am in red.notice how i pout my lips. i did it again in the first picture.haha.

alright, now i am really free...no more school!

see you soon.

that's it. the end of semester 1.project's done and critique is next week.what's done is done.

happy fasting to everyone :)
May Allah bless you

i wanna finish everything by thursday!

lets update.we only have two more weeks to school,which means two more weeks to submission.i am just hoping to finish everything by next thursday.i wanna enjoy the night with K.remember that wednesday night?we were sitting quietly under the pavillion?i want the feeling when my love is by my side,and i, my mind is at ease, floating around and not thinking anything of particular. we both stare at the night's sky and watch time goes by,without saying any word.only occasionally when needed to.silence is golden and not all people can enjoy silence.i'm afraid,i learnt that from an introverted person.hmm,that would be so so good,and it will be my motivation to finish my work. so my dear friends, find your motivation,whatever it is :)

ps, thanks girls, for the charm bracelet.i remember last year,i keep rambling about getting a tiffany-look-alike charm.i totally forgot about it and there it was at my table when i came to school.i love you girls :)xoxo.and kat, thanks for the china souveniers and pen!!appreciate it a lot girls.

i was out shopping on friday.i at was charles and keith, well obviously looking for shoes when i saw a nude wedge/platform(i dont know how to describe it or what it is called)selling at 12.90!!i so wanted to buy it but then, there was this girl, she was deciding whether to buy it or not and she has the last pair of nude shoes!!so i, walked around charles and keith, aimlessly and spying on her.she took damn long to decide and i keep going in and out of the shop to see whether she has decided and she did buy the nude wedge/platform or whatever it is called!! at that moment, my heart breaks.this is much hurtful than my boyfriend not calling me. seriously.anyway, the last pair was size 38 and i dont think it fits well but what the heck!!

hai..i looked like some obsessed girl.anyway, thanks to my sister for paying the dress(assuming she didnt ask for the money back)and it felt better.

ps, i wished all public holidays fell on monday, that would be really good.aww..back to school tomorrow and i'm not looking forward for autocad!

our studio corkboard <3

school has been fine.i've got 3 weeks to finish my last final semester project and i'm done.i hope i can manage my time well and finish the day before submission. my motivation has always been K.hear that K? cause that day you will have an off day and it will sort be our last proper date before ramadhan.haha, how i find this as a motivation.anyway, looking forward for the fasting month and the daily terawih prayers.that will keep my holidays occupied.

okay, have to start narrating.actually, i find it so hard to start on work cause we sort of rested for a week..ahh..have to pick myself up!

Hamie's 18th-

cant you see, that i love the camera.i was so excited okay, so yeah that explains why and i'm not even the birthday girl. location? school!be back soon.

XOXO (hearts)

everything's back to normal.thank God.i've never experienced something so deep.there were so many things to talk about and to know about. you and me,we will work it out, with the permission of God.i am happy for us cause we're so different from everyone.you make me different.