It's a wrap!


this year was all about polaroids



2am in the morning under my blok.

last weekend was the last of raya visiting.now..now,can i have a proper date with K?

i could not imagine how next year would be like for me after my graduation.it is like the period when i was waiting for my O levels result.at that point of time,while i was waiting,i could not know how life will turn out for me until i received my results and got into polytechnic.i am very anxious because my last year in poly is nearing to an end,faster than i thought.i am closing this chapter of my life and opening a new one soon in about less than 6 months time.it is affecting me everytime i am closer to graduation.when the chapter closes and i am opening a new one,this is where i do not want the history to repeat.it will be the time for me step up and all the being bravery,confident talk will need to be put in an action.i am even scared of myself,scared that all the talk,the dreams will go to waste.that i just end up letting myself down.while everyone else out there is feeling sad that poly is going to end and they will miss their friends and such,here i am not.i know i have been talking about post-grad but this post-grad will be the definition of my life and the ramifications if things doesnt go the way i plan will be impactful than ever.

as for now,i am going to enjoy the remains of my "teenage" life and prays very hard. everything is now in God's hands and i am leaving to Him to know what is best for me.
hopefully if i don't get what i want at least just let me marry K.(opps did i say that?hahahah!)

to sum up, I HAVE TOO MANY RELATIVES!



















pictures taken from facebook

now school is over for a good 5 weeks.i am finally free for a while.i want to spend my time wisely and since working is out of question(i didn't get any job,sad huh)i have to think of something else to do to keep me busy and sane.thank God,raya visiting is filling my schedule if not i will just die of boredom.i seriously cannot see myself as a stay-home mam.right now,i am adjusting to myself to having absolutely nothing to do.i was thinking of going for sewing class(my mam would gladly sponsor)but i guess i rather her use her money for my Japan trip.heheh.maybe i will start baking experiments or even start jogging..maybe baby.

alright,this is quite a pathetic post.be back with my raya photos not that you care..

remember i blogged about wanting a tiffany's charm bracelet?well that special someone got it for me before i can get it myself..i loved it K.thank you so much..surprises from you are rare and i'll treasure every minute of it.

i love you.

it's september already!??
heheh looking forward for Hari Raya!!