YES!HE'S GOING WITH MY DECISION!NO CATS!

can't take back your words Mr. cause it's written here..

Kak Hanez's Wedding

 

To know you have marry the women of your dream...

Haven't thought of any resolutions for next year.next year it's gonna be another life-changing.anticipating?maybe.i'm anxious of what to come.but i have two things in my mind.Get myself a job and enrol myself into private Uni.InsyaAllah, praying never stops..
and the possibility of you being away too..

so much fun yesterday, i wished it didn't end.
one week left.

you are exceptional...

sometimes the people we loved the most, hurt us the most.

the other i was talking to K.we saw a cat wallked passed us.the major difference between us is that, he really really loves cats and i'm really really terrified of cats.so the conversation went something like this.
Me: "So if you have a cat, what would you name it?"
K: "Zero and Scrabs".
*silence
Me: "I asked for one, you gave me two.does that means that you want two cats?"
K: "Yes".
i can't remember what i said, but i bet it was 'noooooo'and 'OMG'.shakes head in complete disbelieved.
if we were ever to get married, he wants to have cats at home. i tried to make him promise me to not have cats but till now he hasn't promise me yet.K if you reading this,please please please, if you really love me,you have to choose.Me or cats?

HAHA.

Kak Hanez's Bachelorette Party

 don't know why i looked so dark here down here

 pictures credit to Zara

school is draining me especially when you wished that you were in your dream course.there were several opportunities that i passed off because of school.if i had more time, i would like to do baking, taking up sewing class, getting myself a driving lesson and also taking my time to read and increase my knowledge.when i do have time now, all i want to do is lie in my bed,spend my time watching TV shows, facebook-ing and twitter.those are my temporal replacement of school.i do not think of school when i do that of course.what i want to do for all these 2 years takes time.unfortunately time isn't on my side.if i don't finish up my work, it will be always at the back of my mind,bugging me.if i do something else, without finishing my work,i can't do it peacefully.like the simplest things of all, watching tv.that is why i couldnt take up what i've been wanting to do.just a few days ago, my mam told me that my dad would sponsor me to sewing class.this is the second time i said no.no because i have no time.it's sad but that's life.i hope it's not a sign that i'm not fated to sew.i've always wanted to and i hoped i could start when i have graduated. but the other issue like money will crop in.we'll see how alright.it's just that in design, you are always on the rush for time. we are chasing time,time fooled us sometimes. it sucks and it's starting to wear me down and of course, everyone else in my course.

now that it is mid december, time can you please slow down a little.because i need time.i need more time seriously..

so freaking pissed off

this is by far the most fav picture of you and me.feeling guilty cause we're not doing anything for your birthday again.i don't think you'll read this but happy 21st my friend.have fun in Korea(South of course!haha inside joke).please do bring back for yourself a korean boyfriend.and like they always say, sarang hae yo!i think that's right?

the truth is, i want to spend my whole life with you and no one else.Period.

conventional/traditional woman with modern dreams?
somehow you have already just defined me.

i find this funny.
when i just got into poly, K was few months away to serving the nation.
2 years later, he is done with NS and even got himself enrolled to Uni while i am still here stuck with school!3 years seems very long aye?i can't wait to get out(i might take back my words when i start working myself)and do something that i love to do.
now the nearer it is, the slower time gets, the harder the project is.
praying for the best.

dont want december to end because the next one month and a half is going to be really tough.
i will enjoy to the fullest!

I LOVE YOU MUHAMMAD KHIDHIR :)

>3