thank you for the times when you weren't there,because your absence made me work harder.When I missed you or when you were busy to text,I delved myself into work,all my thoughts of you diminished when I start to work like crazy non-stop for hours and hours.I can proudly say that I don't need a man to get me going.In a way,you wanted me to be independent and that is the greatest gift you have given me.

ps/: sorry two mushy entries in a row!

As I am writing this,I don't know if you know that today mark the 3 years that we have been together.Maybe you pretend that you don't know cause when I asked, you said,you don't and you gave me the smiley face.Haha.Anyway,nothing celebratory of today.We probably go out as per normal and have dinner.Keeping all the good stuff when we get married huh?

I just want you to know that it has been a really really good 3 years with you.We had a solid relationship.I like the way things are between us and I am really grateful.You are so easy to be with and you always put up with me(like how I always put up with you).Okay I shall save the mushy stuff to him in privacy but I  rarely publicized my relationship with him so this is the only one time okay?

alright gotta go and get ready to meet him!

no,no,no.I am not abandoning blogging.
Maybe when life gets better or when my mood is right,I'll be back.Anyway,I don't think anyone reads my blog anymore but whoever still does,do pray that I will get a job soon and maybe that is when I will start blogging!

Of hope,patience,trust and faith.