THANKS DIGICAM FOR CAPTURING THE WONDERFUL MOMENTS.
WE'RE SICK IN THE BRAIN.BLURRED
THE ANAK DARA FROM MY FATHER'S SIDE.
ARTIFICIAL EYES.
I LOVE FARAH
THE ANAK DARA FROM MY MAM'S SIDE.
YEAH,WE WEAR LAST YEAR BAJU COZ WE DIDNT GO OUT TODAY AND WE HAVE TO CLEAN UP.WE DUN WANT TO GET OUR NEW BAJU KURUNG DIRTY!

YUM,YUM.SO MUCH FOOD,COOKED BY MY MAM

FIRST DAY OF HARI RAYA,WENT TO SOLAT AIDILFITRI.TODAY,THERE WAS NO TEARS SHED BECAUSE MY FAMILY DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO SEEK FORGIVENESS AS MY AUNT CAME SO EARLY AT AROUND 10.

SINCE MY NENEK IS AT MY HOUSE,ALL MY MAM'S SIDE CAME TO MY HOUSE.LATER AT NIGHT,ALMOST ALL MY FATHER'S SIDE CAME TOO.SO NOW,WE GOT NO ONE TO COME TO OUR HOUSE SINCE EVERYBODY CAME ON THE FIRST DAY.

MY KUIH RAYA IS ALMOST FINISHED!

long time no blog(wat a language!)

anyway,i wanna wish everyone who knows me SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.SAYA INGIN MOHON MAAF JIKA SAYA TERKASAR BAHASA,BUAT KESALAHAN ATAU MENYINGGUNG PERASAAN HAMBA-HAMBA ALLAH.HALALKAN REZEKI SAYA YAR.

ENJOY THE REST OF HARI RAYA BUT DON'T FORGET THE POOR,UNFORTUNATE ONES.

okay,i'm totally distracted by my cousins!blog next time!

I HAVE TO ANNOUNCE THIS:I AM SINGLE.I DON'T LIKE WHEN PPL THINK THAT HE'S MY BOYFREN.I DON'T HAVE A BOYFREN AND NEITHER WILL I BE HAVING ONE.PLEASE DON'T DISTURB ME WITH HIM.I DON'T LIKE.EVEN MY SISTERS THINK THAT HE'S MY BOYFRIEND.THAT'S BULLSHIT.IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.HE'S TOTALLY NOT MY TYPE.

I'M HAPPY BEING SINGLE!

arab was atrocious.i dun even understand a single thing.bullshit,i'm gonna flunk.i received a bad news from fatin.she's not going to madrasah aljunied anymore.she's transferring to al-iman.i was crushed by the news.oh god,this is the second time we got separated :'( nvm,we can always go out and meet each other if only time allow us.i must take a pic with you!

i wanna go for movie marathon.i wanna sit in the cinema for the whole day with chacos deep with cheese and watch the movies for free.i seriously miss watching movies.i haven't watch anything this year except for harry potter and goblet of fire which i will be watching next month.
anyone can belanja me watch a movie?

clean up my stuff yesterday.i can't throw the books and files.i'll be using it for the next two years.

my ic picture,my contacts
i collect plastic bags.ahaha,wat a weird habit.i have a box of plastic bag but my mam threw it away :(
i'm a neat freak.you'll see something that shouldn't be there.ahaha
so many files!and i can't throw it away!

dun forget to watch full circle today at 10.i watched the advertisement and it's a boy who turned out to be a sissy.acted by a real sissy guy.


i missed my some of friends.remember,we used to be so close? but now you already forgotten about me because you found a new better friend than me.everytime i look at you all,i wonder,have you forgotten about me?have you forgotten the good and bad times that we shared?how come we're not close like last time?what did i do wrong?i just hope that someday they will realise that they had left a friend.right now,i'm just happy that they are happy with their new friends.good things have to come to an end.i'll always welcome them with an open hands.yes,i'm referring to everyone who had been close with me before.i'm truly hurt.

what kind of sports are you into?

i like running and soccer though i frequently do it but it will give me tremendous pleasure.running allows me to be alone and that's when i will think bout my problems that i'm facing and literally,running away from the hectic life.it calms me down and release my stress.soccer is just so fun!it need a lot of discipline.i love the feeling when i get the ball from the opponent and kick a goal.i would love to play soccer everyday but i got no one to play with me :(
you just need to focus on the ball and nothing else so it's a stress-getaway too for me.i would love to pick up kickboxing too!


bored lah.just wasting my time watching tv and lying on my bed.i took a photo for my ic and luckily it turned out well!and i bought a coloured contact lens already!yeah!i asked my mom to buy for me but she disagreed so i put on a sulky face and sulked all the way till my father gave me the money.he must be thinking:
"kesian anakku yg manis.tak sampai hati tgk dia begitu"
ahaha.i just need to put on a sulky face to get wat i want.ahaha,i USED to be daddy's girl you see.

what's the most romantic thing a guy can do to you?

SING TO ME.
i'll go,"awww"


ouh damn.busy,busy next month.with extra classes starting next monday(even on second day of hari raya.nabeh)and guides to attend i don't even think i have time to jalan raya with my friends.i thought the sec 3 na were working toward n levels for the extra classes but mrs tangs just told us that we're not.we're preparing for o levels.oh god.wat huge gap to cross over.

I GOT MY REPORT BOOK.
and i think i improved A BIT.i was so happy that everyone in my class passed till i started to dance.THANK GOD yusri and gordon passed and well,the rest of my class.i'm so delighted for everyone!!

BIOLOGY-E8(wah piang!i did so badly)
ENGLISH-5(still no improvement.i keep getting 55 or more.)
MALAY-1
MATHS-U(i'm expecting this)
COMBINED SCIENCE-5(i didn't study that well,so no surprise)
COMBINED HUMANS.-1

oh my god!today is just so dull!i rather spend the time sleeping at my comfy bed and pillows!but at least i killed the b0redom by playing stupid cards games using the postcards that was given.i had a great time laughing

actually the sec 3 na were supposed to go to ite simei and clementi but the teachers are dumb enough to not give us consent forms so we can't go.bloody bullhsit.so,we attended a talk bout the courses in poly.i was sleeping but awake when mr tan talked bout the media and design!of course that's my favourite but it's just too difficult to get that mass comm.

later after that,some ppl were called out from various classes.we thought we have to at the edge of getting retain but it's impossible cos miss smarty pant which is sheena was there so we're relief.but we're told by ms sim that the ppl here at least fail 2-4 subjects.so the teachers decided to give us enrichment classes and additional classes which i really think is a great idea as i totally need help for my maths.we're already starting to prepare our n levels next month and we had re-examination on the 20-30.

i'm so glad and thankful that they come out with these enrichments and classses.i'm so happy that the teachers are helpful and i really gonna cooperate with them to pass my maths.mrs tang's words keep ringing in my ear."fail maths,no poly,no course."
i seriously need MAJOR HELP from teachers or even friends so that i can IMPROVE ON MY MATHS AND STOP GETTING A F9.die lar.

what is the thing that people don't understand bout you?

the thing that most ppl don't understand me is that i THINK they see my friendliness and openness with guys are my ways of flirting and trying to get attention or even trying to be an extra with the guys.they are wrong obviously because i like being friends with the guys.i love hanging out with guys because i can spend the whole time laughing and trying to understand them.but ppl got it wrongly you see.i grow up hanging out with guys and girls too you see.
-when i'm in pri1-2,i play block catching with guys plus my sis
-when i'm in pri 3-4,i play soccer with guys and sort of tomboys
-when i'm 5-6,i have two close frens which is a guy
so,if you think i flirt,FUCK YOU.

there's so much thing that ppl might not understand me.

actually,i'm supposed to go out with my gangs but my father disallowed me because i upset him yesterday.nvm,at that time i was also feeling lazy.i wanna go out although he don't allow me as i was so mad at him nowadays but then i have to be a good girl so i can ask money from them to buy coloured contact lens.

MY MAM COOKED NASI TOMATO WITH AYAM MASAK MERAH AND UDANG!YUMMY!!

okay,on tuesday the whole sec 3 went to the dairy farm camp at bukit timah.the camp was ala resort except no beach and the rooms were 2 storey and parquet flooring.cool huh?the only not great thing was we're fasting and we have to go home.

my class name was teh syrup.our instructor idam was cool but rikko was irritating.my class did the high elements first and my group did the flying fox!!woohoo!!i was enthusiastic coz i've been dying to try it but when it's your turn,you dun feel like going because it was so high and scary when you just drop off from the building.my heart feel like coming out and i screamed the loudest.i wonder why other ppl didn't scream except sheena who screamed like a bird.ahahaha,everyone was laughing at her.the next was just standing on a piece of metal rod and hold on to a rope for support.when i was at the plank,i feel like not going but the guys motivated me because of their critics.i want to prove myself lah..and i managed it without difficulty!yeay!


then we had some team-building games before it started to rain.so when it rained,the sec 3 went to canteen and sort of have our campfire because we're cheering and singing campfire songs.i wanted to dance because one part,you have to move your shoulders but none of them are doing it,so i was a bit paisey.then we had dressing competition and each class have to send one representatives so my class chose me.then they dressed me as witch and i let my hair down and messed it up.they put toothpaste on my face okay!!then i have to strut.so,without shame,i laughed like a witch and made a fool infront of everyone.i noe i looked horrible.

then,home sweet home.

i was looking for a pic of the gerls and the dudes but i found nth!except that pic at my tag!
one day,we shall go out and camwhore okay guys.the ppl that are expected to be in my pic are:
-me!of coz must have!
-jana
-lala
-lin
-aisyah
-dan
-yusri
-tommy
-syahril
-zul
-haikal

ps:dan's friends are welcome.i like funny ppl.

okay,you noe wat?got this chinise guy offer to help me record my own singing to a cd!
AHAHAHA.
he told me through friendster that he was doing a service and offered me to sing but i have to meet him so i can sing to any songs and put it to a cd.i don't know how he got my friendster neither do i know that he knew i like to sing.of course,i won't bother to do all this because you might end up getting rape!scary!i got good voice you noe!bluergh!

school was damn boring.we picked a new skill!making flowers using a ribbon.actually it was for the salvation army.i tried doing the flowers but i'm totally sucks at it coz i'm not into this girly stuff.best sey!express get to go harbourfront!i was so jealous till i pray that the cable car that they took will get stucked in the middle or even better,terputus skali.well,we had fun making a mess and listening to the raya songs :)))


anyway,tmr is my camp.i can't wait for abseilling and flying fox!woohoo!gonna be fun!.this ramadan,banyak cabaran yer.a lot,of stuff happened,good and bad.the good,we cherish it in our memories,the bad we learnt from our mistakes.(actually,i'm trying to imply something here)


lets pray for the better

just now was my madrasah exam.i just hentam everything.if you dun understand the question,how to answer? so,while everyone of my family member was painting the rooms,i was happily sleeping.so lazy to help.bluergh!

actually,i got nothing to talk about.don't forget to bring your consent form for the camp guys.


stop exaggerating please.wat are you trying to tell me huh?

wassup with all that guys? why do you have to fight? i'm not siding anyone because i haven't listen from the both party so i really don't what exactly happened neither do it know who's fault it is.i wish you guys will be friends back.i think my frens and i feel guilty because we are the cause of it.tiba2 jer nama aku yg terkeluar.we feel that our friendship is like a burden to you all.kite ni mcm menambahkan masalah.don't you all care bout our(lin me jana aisyah) feelings? if you really do,try to clear things up okay and makes things better.it would be good to see you guys back.hari raya is coming and it is a month of forgiveness too.remember that.

that's all i have to say.just an advice and a concern from a worried friend.

cahaya aidilfitri~black dog bone

listen to it!okay,my family can't stop listening from hari raya songs espacially my two bros.since my father bought the cd on hari raya songs,they keep listening to it and my brothers will sing with the lyrics and my father will start dancing.

oh god.wat a family.we'll be painting our rooms.maybe not my room because my mam bought cool green paint and i dun like green.not suitable for a lady's room.whole day,i've been reading the old cleo magazine that my sister bought two years ago.i should study tauhid,akhlak and fiqeh because my exams are tmr.i don't give a shit.


i think i need to do my ic after my camp.but then my mam will be busy because she'll be doing a lot of kuih and i got no one to accompany me.anyone kind hearted enough to accompany me?
leceh sey.so troublesome.i've been practising how to smile.whether or not i should show my teeth.i don't want to look horrible because at the age of 30(i guess)then you're allow to change the picture.

anyway,i totally forgot to say this:

I HAD THE BEST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION SO FAR.THANKS ONCE AGAIN.

I WANNA SAY A BIG ENORMOUS THANK YOU TO EVERYBODY FOR MAKING MY B'DAY A HAPPENNING ONE!!

*thanks to the people who wishes me happy birthday verbally,via sms,through
friendster or blog.
*thanks to yusri,dan,adli and syahril for sabatoging me(that was unexpected because it
was during fasting month)
*thanks to khairul afiq for the wonderful presents!!esp the card!
*thanks to syahril and fir for the cute presents!so cute lah!
*thanks to lin jana and aisyah for the cake!(i didn't expect a cake!!i thought we just play
with bunga api!)
*thanks to danial,zul haikal,khairil,ariff and some of dan's friend that i didn't
mention!thanks for eating the cake and celebrating it with me!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH.I HEART YOU GUYS LOTS AND LOTS!THANKS FOR ALL THE SURPRISES!GOD BLESS YOU GUYS AND I HAD FUN!

i had a great time on the 20th of october.before going to school,my father,mother and two brothers kissed me.so sweet lah!then in school,a lot of b'day wishes and the fairies and 3/2 girls sang me b'day song.after school,while i was walking,yusri throw an egg onto my head!i screamed out as i was so petrified!and it stinks lah!my hair was smelly!so,i washed my hair in the toilet and suprisingly,dan went to the girl's loo and throw something on my back.i think it was rempah kari and water!eeewww!!!i was jumping up and down and screaming my lungs out because i was wet and my uniforms was so dirty!lucky lala brought her pe shirt.so when i was at tha gate,i saw syahril adli and dan was running towards me so i quickly ran off but they caught me.adli threw an egg,dan missed it and syahril threw me paint mixed with kunyit,kicap and god knows wat they put it inside that plastic bag.it was really smelly and stinky!!i smelled worst than the shit!so,i went to meet syahril and fir again and syahril poured the whole packet of flour on me and i was white.so looking horribly,i met khai and izaan.then rushed off to lala's house and ppl were staring at me!after a good bath,my hair still smell of the egg.ahahaha,oh god!i stink!!

so later at night,me lin jana aisyah went to terawih and after that i thought we will play bunga api only with the guys but it turned out to be a surprise because lin aisyah jana bought me a cake.it was yummylicious!then,we started to play with bunga api and i reached home almost 11!lucky my parents didn't scold me!i enjoyed yesterday as there was a lot of surprises!thanks guys!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UBAI!

first of all,i would like to wish

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY KHAIRUL AFIQ!!!!!!

thank you for everything that you do to me and love ya!

bunga api is fun.
cool huh?aisyah missing :(
sweet 15
my birthday cake from lin jana aisyah!thanks guys!
the card(before writing) from khai.sweet huh?*pic from jana
presents from khai!cute huh?

presents from syahril and fir

first of all i would like to wish:
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO DENISE AND SHAMEER!!!!

this october,there's a lot of people b'day.so fun.
okay today was asolutely fun.during recess,i was alone again.i dunno why nowadays i want to be alone.it's just good to have time for yourself.i think i'm getting moody cause i'm getting old.
i wanna thank yan for his mp3!yeah!had some entertainment!all the normal acad students were loitering outside because there were no teachers at all so we made a lot of noise.i wasted my time in the loo after that with my gangs and we used aisyah's hp recorder to record our singing.it was so funny because we made the chan mali chan song to sexy and like sheep version and laughed at our irritating and sumbang voice.ahaha.the funny part was when i with jana jumping around and holding hands,i saw narain and everyone from all classes rushed to their classes and looking for their tables and chairs to sit down.from a chaos situation,the whole three classes was so quiet.ahahaha,maybe it's not funny to you but the reaction of everybody was so funny.it was even hilarious when yusri have to sweep the floor outside and we called him bangla and narain was his agent.ni lah,dan nyer idea.ahaha,full of bullcrap.after school,me lin jana hold hands all the way to lotty.we're so childish today!

mimi,nana,dada,rahrah and shasha.nonsense mimi!

kiamat is coming.the world is going to end.in islam we believed that one day,the world is going to end by having signs like:
-gays,lesbians
-sep 11
-tsunami
-hurricane katrina
-hurricane rita
-quakes at pakistan
-sars
-bird flu
-dengue
-iraq-usa war

and more other signs that we didn't realised.so to muslims out there,BERTAUBAT.tahu takut tapi tak nak taubat.aper jer lah

when the world that is going to end,it's going to be disastrous.i dunno what will happen but all i noe on that day,everybody is going to DIE.no matter how far you run or hide,you'll be dead.but before that happens,i wanna do these:
-go poly
-go uni overseas
-get married
-have children meaning have sexs(ahaha)
-have career
-have lots of money to shop
-have a car,house
-go travel
-play keyboard?
-go to kickboxing course
and a whole lot more.

alas,i got to hang out with tommy for awhile.i love you lah tommy :)

alas,we had our sexs talk.it was about sexually transmitted disease and other kinds of diseases.it was fine.very informative.

alas,we will be having our camp briefing tmr by the cute teacher mr tan.


every ramadan,my family always came out with the past.when i used to be in pri 2,i always reached home during ramadan shouting to my mam.it goes like this:
"nak buka!!!!!tak faham ker adik tgh lapar!!!!
and after one hour(yesh,it's true) of shouting to my mam,i fell asleep.
i can't even remember doing that but it tickles me to see how nonsense i am.



i don't want to have cca.i don't want to have guides tmr.so sucks.

okay.i got back my results.disappointing and disatisfying.that's the two words that described how i feel.i dunno whether i should blame myself.i was sick for the almost a week and i can't study and did a last minute revision before the day of the exam.but i should have studied few weeks ago.i didn't shed a tear because i deserved this as i didn't put any effort to my exams.for those who had put in a lot of effort and still failed,my pri school teacher always say that your effort might not pay back this time but for other time.i firmly believed in that.mr teo,my pri school teacher told my parents and me that i'm a bright student when i was in pri 5.i wanted to believe him at that time but i can't cause i'm the stupidiest in the class and always get the last 20 in class.but when i came to secondary school and i saw my abilities,i changed my mind and what he told me was right.i am a bright student if i want to.what mr teo said,had motivated me through my studies during secondary days.i'm holding on to his words for prolonged.i began to believe in myself and have faith but not when it comes maths.i've been failing maths since i'm in primary 3 and how i really wish that i can pass my maths with flying colours.i have no confidence whether i can even achieve well for it.now,i'm scared because if i fail my maths,i won't get to poly no matter how well i do for the rest of my subjects.it doesn't matter anymore.you how much it means to me for me to go poly?it means so much because i want to get the course that i want and that is my passion,my dream.wat if i didn't pass?just like my both sisters.one,have to retake and the other went to ite.i really wanna go poly so badly.i have a dream,a life,a passion to pursue.it will be heartbreaking for me if i fail my o level maths.not just o levels,my n levels too.why must i be such a dummy in maths?that's a mystery to me.

harry potter,here i come!!!!!!

if you feel that your world is coming down onto you,
or if you ever feel like nothing is worth for,
and feeling low,think again.
because you still have family and friends that love you.


i want the life that i used to have,
the time when i enjoyed myself,
moments that are truely genuine,
no pretending,no hyprocrisy,
just happiness that comes sincerely from heart.


loving you is my biggest mistake ever
but knowing you is my best treasure
i wanna say thank you for being there whenever i need you.



there's an evil thought within me
everytime i tried to throw it away
it came back haunting me
giving me doubts and speculations
but then i began to realise that
it had grown within myself and a part of me that i can never erase.



i'm catching my dreams that await me
just a hope so i can make things better.



just a wish for me
a wish that we will reunite
to times that we usually had fun together.




emo?u bet.quotes from what i or someone else's feeling.thanks for reading ya.

saturday:
went to geylang in the morning.i hate it lah!!!!i hate going to geylang!esp during fasting time.my intention going there was to buy baju raya but i got so tired that i almost fainted there.my vision was so blurred!arrgghhhh!!!i went to look for my baju at the whole entire geylang but i found nothing!!waste my time sey!i really cannot take it coz the weather was so unbearable!went
to the bazaar,around the pasar,joo chiat and tanjong complex but yet i found nothing.maybe i'm too fussy but nothing is nice there.i found this baju kebaya.i fell in love with it but the price is so expensive.it's just a simple baju kebaya for 135 bucks.haiz,i'm not going there again.i will just ask my mam to buy watever baju there.i dun care anymore.bloody hell,spoilt my mood to even break fast.i get agitated so easily.i showed my attitude to my parents and to those who yg tak bersalah.then,i saw this two uncle drinking!!apa lagi,i rolled my two big round eyes at them.they were looking at me with their two cups of drinks.like so proud not having to fast.fuck to all those people who didn't fast but want to celebrate hari raya!u're not worth celebrating!ahhhhhhh!!!

oh my god.it's been so long since i updated my blog!!i know my fans out there have been waiting
for me to write something.ahahaha!now,exams are over!!!!!!can update more daily.yeah,i've been very busy lately.

my first week of ramadan was the worst days for me as i was sick for almost a week.that's great isn't it?my exams are fine but i noe i didn't put in a lot of effort and i think i won't do quite well for my end of year.maths was the toughest subject that i have to encounter.for sure,i'm gonna flunk it.i think i won't get dinstinction for my social studies!!damn lah,the questions are not what i exepected.

okay,enough bout that.it's over mas.OVER.and now i can breathe easy.today,there's no school.it was bore for me.my sister borrowed sims 2 and going to borrow photoshop cd.i think i'm gonna spend my time doing new stuff.sims 2 is great and i'm gonna be addicted to it.at least i have something new to do.

dah lah,ciao and happy fasting guys!

first day of fasting,i fell sick.i reached school,i was freezing like hell.lucky there's yus jacket.it got
worst when my palm is totally white,my nails turned purple and my little fingers gradually became numb.i can even see my veins.i was shaking till i can't even write.so i decided to go home.i was in that dark sick bay room for so long coz my mom came late..went to poly and waited for my number to call for bout one and a half hour.i should have go to the private doctor.it's been two days i didn't get to fast and also it's been two days i got a headache.i need to get well soon because exams are coming and i haven't revise yet!

why being a man is better?
why they are more in control?
why mostly presiden are men?
why mostly lawyer are men?
why mostly men are in the political government?
why mostly chefs are men?
why mostly bosses are men?
why mostly men own a company?
why mostly prime minister is a man?
why mostly men are stronger than women,
physically,mentally and emotionally?

...................BUT..................

men carry are great responsibility and they are always egoistic.
so being a man isn't that great after all.

and if you're guy and think that men are better than women and kembang/impressed that i'm praising about men,dun be because i only salute guys with good education up until university or better still with phd.and not just some other guys who wanna act cork.

yeah,did i tell you i love listening to intelligent guys?




don't gave me empty promises.
leave me if you want to if that makes you happy.
i'm perfectly fine on my own.

ahhhh!!!!!malay is not easy!!damn lah.first time i'm experiencing difficulty in malay.bina ayat and explaination was on these words:
-muslihat
-perincian
-termetiara di kalbu
-membetulkan sangsi
-memancap mata
-peluh mendesah dahi

ahaha,i'm screwed.

after exams,i'm gonna study italian.had fun prounouncing the words.


someday,you'll understand.

this unknown girl from my madrasah is pissing me off and i feel like giving her one tight slap on her filthy cheeks.she was talking bout anugerah in english and she was trying to speak english in a slang way.and she said this,"cikko is so cute!" and i murmured this,"oh,fuck you!".maner ader cute?!anyway,fauzi laily's girlfren is the same madrasah as me,same class as my sister.she's very sweet but too bad,she look arrogant and my sister told me that was blabbering bout her boyfren in class.ahaha.

okay,i had fun during madrasah again coz the dorky guys gave me a letter again.so me hid nisa and kinah replied.kinah wrote something in japanese and we said a lot of vulgar offensive words.i was laughing all the way.it turned out that they are being hostile with us so we ended the stupid conversation.pathetic guys.keep pestering me.the worst thing they wanted to do is to take my pic using their hp.siao!!!!i feel totally distracted and uncomfortable.dun they have nth better to do?go fuck and die,seriously.

saturday,went to my aunt's house for tahlil and yeah,we did the scorpion hair again.thanks to ati.she was tying almost everyone's hair.hopefully,we'll go out soon ya.i'm begining to love tahlil coz it gives me a peace of mind.i love you god.

i'm going to cram tonight.after apprentince.looks like i have to sleep late at night.i still dun dare to watch the ghost videoclips.maybe,after exams!finally i got my thumbdrive!

everyday test.so sian.for the whole week there will be at least one test.ahh,watever shit lah.
spending time with swee phoon in class was fun.ahahaha,we're such a nuisance.we sang we joke we laughed.but the best thing is when we fight.ahaha.it's funny instead of being serious.

i havent really start to revise.only bio and i'm stuck to it.how can i study?a lot of test,watch tv and tmr i have tahlil.baru sajer nak blaja for thw whole day.and maths,i totally lose confidence already!!!!gosh!!!i think i can fail my maths.die die die die.if fail eoy how can i pass o level?then how can i go poly??arrgghh!!!i'm doomed!fuck my brain!

that stupid fat bloody libraian pissed me off!!!..she approached the chinese guys then me n jana quickly went off without her noticing.then lin and aisya went off and she saw us.she called us but we ran away.so we decide to stop coz she was shouting at us.she asked us to write our name and school and asked our principal name.die die die.if she call the school,i'm gonna vandalise the library.tear all the books!!!!i'm so frustrated till i screamed in the middle of everyone twice!!!!geram!!..babi buto cibai!!!!

sorry,just expressing.wat a bad example.call urself minah tudung and now u saying all these words.haiz,sometimes u can't help it.ahahaha.geram nyer!!!!!!!

alah!!!!!!syed amir didn't win!!i'm so confident that he'll win but khairul anuwar won!nvm,i do like him too!he got really cool voice and he's fans are awesome!!!he got soft voice,i think softer than mine!!

fauzi was so so so hot!!!!!!!so gorgeous!!!oh god!!!i like his hair!!but judges say he got pitching problems?i can't figure out his pitching.can i have a boyfren that look like him??!!!khairil sucks lah.he sang the she will be loved got his malay slang in it.so malayish and his eyebrow kalahkan ziana zain.zaina baru angkat satu.dier angkat dua!khairil sang my favourite song and it was sucks!!!iskandar sang better!syed voice simply melt my heart.aww,if only he look like fauzi.

the whole show was nice.i like the pop yeah2 but they didn't sing in unison and it was total mess.only their outfits look cute.she will be loved is sucks lah.it's funny!she WILLL be loved!!!
bullshit lah.

i didn't go school today.i skipped obviously.

"tak nak gi skola?" my father asked.
"ah2,penat ar.adik ader byk hw and test." i answered
and my father walked off.

i just can't stand going to school today because of the amount of homework and tests.yesterday was in total mess.i began to realise that i got tons of things that coming up like:
-malay hw
-bio hw
-two eng compo
-maths ws
-chem hw
-malay test
-bio test
-social studies test
-maths test.

can you tell me how i can handle this?!but i didn't do maths and bio coz it's far difficult for me to do.and i haven't even study for my test although i have a day off.i can't study in the afternoons.at night is better.while everyone struggling to do bio test,i'm happily watching amazing race direct from satelite so at night no need to watch.just study!

yesterday we played soccer with guys.had so much laughter and joy.the most funniest part was when sheena was strolling,the ball hit her butt!ahahaha!i love to slide in the ball!anyone wants to play soccer with me?ahaha,watever shit.when mdm haryati told us yesterday that the presentation was postponed,i was so fed up with her coz one of the reason i came was because of the bloody presentation so lala went to talk to her and my group finished with our presentation.phew.

dah lah,i need to study.

monday,we had kenduri again and instead of mourning for my grandmother's death,my relatives including the mak ciks were sharing stories and laughing away.i remembered,exactly 9 months ago after my grandfather's death we did the same thing.talking and laughing.

it's not that we forget bout my nenek but we got to move on right?anyway,mak gi was matchmaking again!me and few others girls were alos matchmade.i really dun understand why the mak ciks loved matchmaking.i think i will if i become a mak cik one day.but it was funny lah.i was enjoying their company though.

and the sec 2 guy i told you about?my father also matchmake me with him!nonsense sey!!
he's actually my father sepupu punyer anak.he said to me:
"bolehlah kau dgn hakim,jadi tali persaudaraan ayah dgn sepupu ayah tak akan terlepas."
absolutely bullshit!!!i was laughing like hell.my mom agreed so as my sis.she can even said:
"takpelah lah yah,adik pon dah ader matair.matair dier pon baik juga."
halo!!!??since when i got boyfren.she mentioned his name but i'm not going to mention here.very paisey you noe.

haiz,watever shit lah

please dun talk bullshit to me if u didn't mean wat you say.

ahahaha,my mom and sister are matchmaking me with my uncle's nephew.siao ar.not interested although he's very decent and everything else.he's sec 2 leh?

i dunno how i can cope with my studies.oh god.anyway,here's my overall grades:

pure bio:C6-improved from D7
eng:5-no improvement.one of my test pulled down my grades.fuck.
malay:1-improved lah
mathematics:5-improved.thanks to mrs lim
science(physics + chemistry):3-improved a lot
combined humanities:1-improved!!so glad!

i dun want to come to school tmr but i have presentation and pe lesson tmr that i can't miss it.

the thing that happened on sunday during madrasah was that i got a letter from this guy.it says:
hi,bleh kenal2.saya muhd duduk kat tepi tingkap.from,muhd kecik.
my reply:sorry,i'm not interested in bdk kecik.

so when i gave that note back,all the guys crowded around him and they burst out laughing.that guy was obviously paisey.oh god.nurul insisted me on replying this:sorry,i'm a lesbian.but i dun dare lah!ahaha.

so far,that was the best thing that happened in madrasah.

after a fantastic time in madrasah(i'll tell u bout this),i reached home with a bad news awaiting for me.my dad rushed out from home and i,not knowing wat happened.my mom called me and told us, my sisters and i that my grandmother on the paternal side was in nazak(almost dying).of coz i was in utter shock.i can't believe my ears.we wanted to go there badly to see her before she goes but it was too late when my mother informed me that she passed away at 12.25 at my aunt's house.when i reached there,i open up the clothe and saw my grandmother's calm face.i kissed her and tears started to stream down.

the thing i hate when someone dies is that we have to wait.but lucky,my nenek died at home so we dun have to wait that long unlike my grandfather who died last december.when i have to put that powder and kissed her forehead,i can't control my tears and was shaking.she looked so serene,so clam.and then we headed to mosque nearby to pray but unfortunately my menses came at the wrong time i stayed in the bus.stupid siak.i can't even baca yasin for my nenek.

then we went to the cemetery but i have to stay very far from there coz it's haram for gerls who having menses to go near the kubur.i saw baby's cemetery.pity them,never get to see how or enjoy life but at least they are happy in heaven.everything ended at around 6.20 and everyone was worned out because they didn't have any lunch or breaksfast.

later at night,we had tahlil but i was laughing and chit-chatting with my cousins.isyh,very rude.today,tmr and probably on saturday will have tahlil again.oh gosh.how can i have time to study?

met mr loy at around 7.45 at pasar.we took taxi to go to school.i felt awkward with mr loy as we're alone.then i was with salihah,we the only one who have to set up things and sell our food.we had a lot of customers at first.i was totally kanchiong as we're not ready.i persuade ppl to buy and everything went smoothly.ken chia helped out.thanks a lot man.then dan and co also helped out by going around and asked ppl to buy.ahaha.but after around noon,i was slacked.tired like shit.and therefore,our business slack coz ppl want to buy if only they see me.ahaha.but it went pretty well lah.haikal and hizam were the few ones who got free.haikal ate like anjing coz he ate 6 bananas?mou che insane siak.

while i was slacking,this fat irritating guy kept shouting "one dollar one dollar".i can't take till i bellowed to him to shut his gap and gave rolling eyes.then yus and adli took the gula tarik or sticky sweet and put on his butt.of coz he didn't realised.i was laughing like hell.ahahaha.serve him right.then i threw ice at him.then another part was when khairil persuaded zul's mom to buy our food.he was like flirting with zul's mom. he said,"cik beli saya gembira tau" and gave his cute smile.ahaha.then,i was talking bout disgusting stuff to haikal and hizam till they went away.me and jana ended our day by throwing ice to haikal and hizam.

went to lepak with jana.we spilled our hearts out.i noe we want to cry but we held our tears back.i love today.and i love jana too.

yeah!i'm back!and dan's back but not yus!i've been bored without my jokers for almost one week!poor yus,get well dude.and i've seen our class photo.it was beautiful coz there's me!!ahaha.here it goes again.self-praising.anyway,i was too excited to see the photos.i love it but got this one part which spoils my beautiful image.ahahaha.so i bought the formal one.it looks better.

school was bored bored bored and totally in mess.teachers are rushing to teach us the last few chapters that we have to study and have been revising the work from term 1 till now.i was so fed with maths coz i can't do the worksheet.i really scared if i fail my maths.then how to go poly?i hope by my time comes,the moe will change all the systems and rules or watever shit.


i really can't wait for tmr FUN FAIR cum SPEECH DAY cum PREFECTS INVESTITURES.it's gonna be a whole lot of fun.this is the major event.everything will be shot at one day and it's cool.i can't wait to check out some ppl from outside that will come to our school.did the prefects invite the RI guys?ahaha.my class setting up a stall and it's gonna be awesome.i'm gonna be there for the whole freaking day and helping mr loy from morning(have to go pasar with him)till the evening(clean up).

i watched the rehearsels for the prefects and the speech day.so i noe wat's going on there since i can't come for that. me including some ppl are the only few ones who get to see the new school video cum school song.and there was a lot of other videos that show wat we did for the whole year.and pls do come!!and pls go near the general office and look and my so call pretty face with aisyah at the ndp banner.ahahaha.i'm nuts.too eager.i'm having a lots energy and can't wait for it to let go.

fauzi laily was hot.but syed amir voice just melt my heart away.if only i have a boyfren with that soothing voice.if fauzi have syed's voice of if syed have fauzi's face i would be in love with this SYED FAUZI.

but aww,both is attached.sob sob sob(pretends)

i have to say this,i enjoyed every period of pe lesson coz it's getting fun now!okay,mr lee is now teaching us some soccer theories and skills so i'm loving it.sheena kick the ball like as if she's doing the tango.ahahaha.u rock lah.but swee phoon wanted to kick at the corner of goalpost,instead the corner of the field.ahahaha.mr lee was so bad.he tricked me by saying there's insect on my neck.

i got to see the class photos!!!!!i was so eager to see it and i do look pretty(ahem2.just joking).ahahaha.it came out nice and i bought the formal and special candid.i can't wait to get it!!


i'm not enjoying my life.bores me to death.i'm not looking forward for anything except for the photos to be developed,sec 3 camp,guides/scouts campfire,hari raya,after exams and shopping after hari raya.boo hoo!i need my starlight.ahahaha.crap.i'm being sensitive.stupid hormones!

imagine,u're being hate by ur family.ur family doesn't trust you neither do they care a bit bout you.they think that u're the worst child and ur mother only noes how to nag and ur father pretend that nothing happened.u used to be close to ur sister but now,ur sister despise you.u didn't talk to ur brother for months and he's like a stranger to you.ur lil bro is now doing stupid stuff.when u walk into the house,nobody even notice and didn't even utter a word to you.u feel like stranger.and now u're depending on ur frens but ur closest fren of all is not dependable anymore,u feel left out and now u're hanging out with someone else.


this is not bout me.but bout someone who i really cares a lot right now.some might noe who the person is.and if u think that's the person,i really wish you can accept her back.not coz of sympathy but because u are her fren and u cares bout her too.and if you ever had the wrong impression of her,i would like to say,FUCK YOU MAN.

that's why i firmly believed,everything happened for a reason.

yeay,at last i got to see my dear fatin!and i manage not to sleep in madrasah today!but i wasn't listening lah coz i was busily talking to fatin and getting ourselves update with each others life.i have to say this.i love hidayah's stupid witty jokes.very funny.

back to school tmr.i didn't get to revise for the whole weekend coz i was busy.went to my cousin's open house and at last i get to release my rinduness as i got to see my fav nephews imam and ilyas.oh my god,i got to see my cousin's cousin.he's hot man and our eyes met.

i really need to get study by tmr.i really need someone to make me sit and concentrate.i tend to idle away.i'm beginning to feel okay but this shitty feeling will come back.nvm,once in a while ppl won't have any mood for anything.

the two chinese bloggers have been sent to the court for discriminating and critisizing the malays.their blogs www.secondholocaust.blogspot.com and www.thethirdholocaust.blogspot.com (no need to see coz the blog have been deleted away)serve them right coz they got a filthy mouth.wat a jerks.

went to arab street with my parents and masy and as usual,we had our lunch at hajah maimunah.the food was satisfying but i was too full to even walk.then we started to browse for hari raya clothes.we went to this expensive shop and i fell in love with this purple baju kurung.i love it man!!!worth my father's 115 bucks!!!my sisters and mam bought the same type of baju kurung.i really can't wait to wear it for hari raya.then we bought our tudungs. i'm so glad we managed to have everything because i dun like to go out to buy baju raya when i'm fasting.after that we went to shop and bought bedsheets.i was carrying a lot of heavy plastic bags since my father can't carry heavy stuff.wah,so tired.i'm so shocked that abruptly,my father scolded "hen ma de" (dunno the spelling) at this couple coz they are romancing in front him.i recall that once he said "u bullshit ar" to my brother coz he was talking crap.oh god.wat a good example.

friday was like one of my worst days.it was sucks.thanks to the guys for making stupid jokes.and thanks to jana for accompanying me to the library.it was just peaceful there.i need a stranger to talk to,badly.

I WATCHED SOCCER JUST NOW WITH LALA AND FIR.MY CLASS VERSUS 3/1.OF COZ,3/1 WINS 7/6-0 COZ ALMOST ALL OF THEM FROM THE SOCCER TEAM AND THEY ARE REALLY EXCELLENT.THE SCORE WAS QUITE EMBRASSING BUT TO ALL WHO PLAYED JUST NOW,GOOD JOB!!!!!DANIAL,U'RE MY STAR PLAYER.U'RE SO GOOD!!!!!

WHEN I WAS WATCHING THE MATCH,I WAS OBVIOUSLY QUITE NOISY,INSTRUCTING PPL AND WAS ACTING LIKE ARSENE WENGER.AHAHA.I WAS TENSION LAH COZ THEY CAN'T SCORE.ME LALA BECOME WATER GIRLS.NEXT TIME,I'LL PREPARE WATER FOR U GUYS ALRIGHT?

IF THEY ALLOW GIRSL TO PLAY,I'LL BE THE FIRST ONE TO COME.SINCE THE PE LESSON WHEN WE PLAYED SOCCER,I WANT MORE OF IT.I ENJOYED PLAYING SOCCER AND AFTER THAT PE LESSON,I LEARNT TO BE MORE FOCUS ON THE BALL AND WHO COMING TO YOU AND I'VE SUCCEDED!I SCORED!AHAHA.

THE NEXT MATCH WAS WITH 3/2 AND THE SCORE WAS 2-1.OF COZ,THE SCORED CAME FROM THAT NONETHELESS YAN AND KOVAN.BUT THE MATCH HAVE TO CONTINUE NEXT MONDAY.HAIYA,BULLSHIT LAH.

TO MY ALL THE SOCCER TEAM MATES IN 3/3,WELL DONE!

hey,i'm baccckkkk!!!yeah,it was a short break but still i'll be continuing with my revising.have been revising my biology lately till late at night.

i've been fasting these few days and the malay guys keep pestering me to buka if i see or say something bad.ahaha.siao.and really,having to fast during school time is so tiring.just wait for ramadan to comes and u all noe how i feel.how dehydrated i get easily and how my stomach grumbles for food.i can die sey.the sad thing was that i sahur with only eating two bread everyday.

i've been sleeping in class a lot!!!i dunno what's wrong with me.eng lesson sleep,maths lesson sleep,ss lesson sleep,malay lesson sleep.except for chem and bio.since johan started to teach ss,everything is becoming worst.he can't teach.i argued with him just now.he was really making lame jokes and i'll laugh with syaqilah to tears.i was being rude lah.said some stuff to him like:
-ur lectures are bullshit.
-ur can't teach.
-ur lesson bores me
-are u a NIE training teacher?so,when are u going to leave?
-siao,nonsense
-ppl not listening to you coz u didn't earn respect from us.u should teach like ms ibaidah.

ahaha.i'm being rude when i was fasting.and then he told me that i'm rude,asked me to teach the class and said that a lot of teachers have been complaining bout me.wtf?i noe i've been showing my attitude to ms haryati.when others were talking,i was the one who have to sit in front.pathetic right?but at the same time,i got to show my trademark to ppl and make them puke.i was only rude to both of that annoying teachers but not anyone else.haiz.

i was in the mrt early in the morning.as i stepped to the train,a phone rang.and it keep ringing till i reach jurong.how irritating!when i was about to alight,i knew who was the jerk.the phone was from this indian guy.he was still sleeping when everyone was alighting.when ureach jurong u have to alight right?but this indian guy sleeping like a stone.and when i'm out of the train,the hp still ringing.and i would like to noe wat happened to that inconsiderate man.i think he might end up at city hall.ahaha

how come fatin didn't come to madrasah?i can't resist the temptation of sleeping in class.i'm hungry larhs.always and forvever hungry.my family ordered a hawaian pizza yesterday.gosh.i want more.

I WON'T BE BLOGGING.ON HAITUS.EXAMS ARE COMING LAR.SO MUST STUDY HARD. U GUYS MUST ALSO START REVISING YAR.

I SHALL CALL THIS GUY "THE ADIDAS HUNK"
HE'S BLOODY CUTE.NOT LIKE ANY TYPICAL MALAY GUY.HE'S GORGEOUS.AND HE HAVE A GOAATTEEE!!!!!!!!!

AHAHAHA,HE'S THE GUY THAT ME LIN JANA NOTICED FIRST WHEN WE STEPPED TO THE ADIDAS SHOP.ME AND JANA TURNED TO EACH OTHER AND SAID,"HANDSOME NYER" IN UNISON.WHILE LIN SAID THAT TO AISYAH.AHAHAHA.LIN LIKE AN IDIOT TRYING TO TAKE HIS PIC BUT FAILED.AHAHA.POOR US.NEXT TIME COME AGAIN LARH!

ANYWAY,WE WENT OUT.TO TOWN.IN THE BUS LIKE SOME KIND OF KID LAUGHING LOUDLY.AISYAH GOT BIG BUTT!AHAHA!KESIAN DIER.WE WENT TO MANGO AND ZARA.MY INTENTION WAS TO LOOK AT THE NICE CLOTHES BUT END UP TAKING PIC ALTHOUGH THERE'S A SIGN "NO PHOTOGRAPHY" SIB BAIK TAK KENE TANGKAP.WE'RE ACTING LIKE RICH PPL.AHAHA.I WAS "EEEEE,LAWANYER" EVERYTIME I SEE NICE CLOTHES.ONE DAY I'M GONNA SHOP TILL I DROP.

POOR LIN,HAVE TO PAY 7.90 FOR THE BROKEN BANGLE.I SHOULDN'T HAVE BRING YOU TO THAT SHOP IN THE FIRST PLACE.ANYWAY,WE WENT HOME VERY EARLY LOR.COZ AISYAH HAVE TO REACH HOME EARLY.BUT ME AND JANA WENT TO LOT 1 FOR AWHILE TO WASTE TIME.


AHAHA.I'M HAPPY LARHS.FINALLY,THINGS ARE BACK TO NORMAL,DUDE.


EH,TMR GOT MADRASAH,SHUCKS!

had a nice chat with my dear frens just now.we didn't go for the speech day rehearsels.i dun wanna wear that costume back!ms ibaidah msg-ed and ask me why i didn't come.sorri cher for disappointing you.

anyway,my bro had to to bina ayat and this wat he came up with:

pernah:saya pernah nampak hantu tapi hantu tak pernah nampak saya.
melawan:adik(referring to yasin)pandai melawan ibu bapa saya.
sebelah:bilik saya sebelah mak bapak saya punya bilik.
menyiram:ibu menyiram pokok tapi pokok sudah mati.


ahahaha.he's malay sucks

actually today no guides.it's only for ps.we're discussing about the campfire that we'll be organising with scouts.the scouts came out with the theme and it sounds fun!!!i can't wait for it.we inviting all uniformed groups and guides/scouts from bukit view,greenridge,zhenghua,dunearn and bukit batok.i want the RI GUYS to come!!coz i noe there will be hot chinese guys.this is not confirm yet.need approval from mr tan wee liat!

and yeah,we decided that harris jonathan and ME will becoming MC!!!yeah!!i love MC-ing.

my bro being pervertic.he told my mon loudly bout his birdy:"kiter punyer tu besar tapi pendek,yasin nyer kecik tapi panjang"

when i laughed,my bro said:"sibok jer"
then i replied:"yelah,ckp kuat2"

ahahahaha!!!!!i think some of u might not understand,except for guys or girls who have seen it

*it refers to birdy
*birdy refers to penis

cikgu latifah called me yesterday night to remind me to go her remedial and she called me this morning too but no one picks up.i woked up at 11plus.*yawns* tired sey.i'm fasting today.seriously.i have to pay back 5 days.i'm dreading to buka.oh god.i never feel so weak.so weak that i can't even sleep.

tmr guides.shit.


i didn't study for this whole week.i think i can't and i noe i'll regret it.yesterday night,me and aisyah talked on the phone for an hour.we laughed till i fart and laughed till she cried.ahaha.

she/he's bullshit lah.nonsense.i dunno wat to say.(then dun say)ahaha.stupid.

ahaha.self portrait!i'm bored lah!i feel that
my nose getting big.is it because i'm lying?
(black eyes peas:don lie;hey baby,my nose getting big...)
ahaha,lame!i want to watch BEP LIVE IN S'PORE!!!
i miss irfan like hell.i'm dreading to see him but he's
my cousin's cousin,so how to see him?

i'm looking forward to watch anugerah.well i have to say that this is my first time watching anugerah and following up with it.the other day when i watch anugerah,fauzi laily performed(yeah,that cutie!)and i read the comments that ppl gave via sms below and there was this msg by this gerl saying:fauzi,i rase u bleh menang!eh,aper ni 'i-i' 'u-u'?

tell me u want to puke!!!of coz when i read that,i was meluat!!uuerrrrggghh!!ahahaha..so typical gerls!everytime when a cutie appeared on tv,the gerls will like him coz of his looks not particularly on his voice.i like fauzi coz of his looks too but i dun really like his voice and i dun vote for him.i only worshipped his cutie face but not voice.too bad lah mr fauzi laily.i think he's going to be eliminated soon.so gerls,who interested in his face,do vote for him as much as you can.(ahaha,just voicing out my opinions)

i'm bored at home.but lucky i borrowed books before the holiday to company me.i've been indulging myself in this particular book and i forgot to revise my work.i really want to cram myself with biology.i want to memorise all the facts and theories and practicals.i think i'm gonna do it tonight.

hey gerlfrens!let's go out this saturday!!!since tmr i'll be seeing my team members for project amd friday there's guides,saturday should be fine!fuck fuck fuck.i dun want to go guides.i just feel like not attending guides anymore.

arranging flowers are fun.now,my grandmother is fine.she's not in ICU anymore.just normal ward.thank god.i wanted to start revising but i just can't.holidays are so boring.i spent my time sleeping and eating.haiz,how can i slim down?i'm so paranoid bout my weight am i? and anyway,dun look at the time of the post coz it's all wrong.i'm changing my skin!

yesterday,went to the hospital to visit my grandma.poor grandma.i heard from my cousins that she can breath in but cannot breath out.sounds scary.it's because of her asthma.i'm so afraid tat i'll turn out that way when i grow older.oh god please,no.i arranged some flowers and take a look at the pics.

THE PICS ARE QUITE BLURRED!ELLY,SEND ME THE PICS!
yeah,it's only me masy and saufie attended the wedding.

saturday:
had a dinner wedding at seri kampung restuarant.for the first time i actually enjoyed being in the company of my cousins on the paternal side.i wasn't really close with them but i do enjoyed on that day.abg mama was hilarious trying to woo elly and abg shafiq was acting like some kind of famous guy.his clothes are so cool!and irah hair was so stylish.we had a 7 course meal and i was so full.kak sayang was very pretty.i liked her dress.

on sunday,it was my cousin's engagement.on the paternal side again.while i was enjoying taking pictures,i got to know that my dear grandma was in ICU.the news triggered everyone.in times when u're having fun,u did not expect any bad things to happened.

lot of things going on yesterday and today.shall blog more bout it tmr!

i just wanna say that i love irfan!!!!!

the frog noes how to pose too.

i'll be going out soon to my cousin's wedding.see first lah how my mood is.anyway,i dun mind not going coz i'm not close to my relatives on the paternal side.but the thing i'll be missing is the food since the wedding will be taken place at this particular restaurant at around kampung glam.waiter/tress will be serving us u noe.

anyway,i hate the guy that jammed me in the lift yesterday.fuck you!mak bapak tak ajar manners is it!!kanina!i wanted to take the lift and he jammed it for two times!i was so fed up till i took the stairs and have to climb till the 7th storey.go fuck and die.rot in hell!dah lah org penat after the cross country.

bored!bored!bored!bored!

today was cross country at macritchie resorvoir.and yeah,it rained but still we continue with the ran.the ground was quite slippery esp when i have to go down the slope.very scary.i want to continue running but i have to come to halt when there was this particular slope that really tired me out.when i'm running along the road,i didn't want to give up so i quickly sprint although i was having short breath.and to my suprise,i won the top 50 medal!!!!!


yeah!!i did it!!i wasn't expecting it honestly.when i almost reaching,i didnt give up.i wanted it so badly and god answered my prayer!!alhamdullilah.syukur!i noe i made this a big deal but i just wanna prove to ppl that any asthmatic ppl is as fit as non-asthmatic ppl and to prove that although i'm fat,i still can run okie!

after that we looked for taxi.for almost one hour sey.can die.my gengs were really desprate.so me jana aisyah entertained ourselves by singing and dancing.patutlah satu taxi pon tak nak kiterorg coz they meluat tgk kiter joget.ahahaha.sillyness of us!!

ps/:my brother bought three frogs!!siao!

POP was extremely fun.i enjoyed it.went out of the house quickly after arguing with my parents and i totally forgot to bring my hp.damn it right.so in the bus,something happened to jana.GASP!MOUTHHANGING OPEN.oh god.that was really embarassing.nice panty anyway jana.ahahaha.

the games was fun.okie.not bad.great job to lin and jana.ain isn't doing anything.she sucks.she can't lead.damn her.after tat we're given free time for our won.so since tommy syahril adli and and that chinese guy(they claimed that they were doing ncc project)we're cycling,me lin jana decided to cycle too. we followed them all the way to bedok jeti and my legs and butt really hur okie.it was tiring but i had a lot of fun.i love cycling.let's do it again.

i can't type anymore.my hand is aching like shit.and ppl are coming to my house to visit my father.from neighbours to relatives.i dunno how i can run for tmr cross country.i really aiming for the top 50.wish me luck ya.