can a child not love their parents?
would it be a sin?would it?




anyway,a pretty fast one.i'm here to update some pictures from the camp.

on our way

excited lah.

semangat you know.

hoho!

dancing is fun.ah-huh.


shenene!

look at arfian's butt!haha!geli sey.

improvised rafting is hella fun!

on our way home

okay,that's all people.

will update again.update while i still can!

first of all,wanna wish
ZUL,HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!
i don't know if he reads this but wanna wish him all the best in his life.

and,gong xi fa cai to my chinese friends.
and i did get a lot of hongbao.
hongbao=homework.tons of it from teachers.
great.

anyway,last friday went to swimming with the girls in 5/2.rejuvenating time.had hella lot of fun.spent over an hour in jacuzzi talking about horny stuffs!laugh like mad hyenas.

then,played with the rain and proceeded to sakinah's house for dinner.spaghetti yummylicious and played pool for the first time in my life.chet,i wanna play again.
thank you girls for the fun.

anyway,i had tons of pictures to show.



that's sakinah and she has a pool table in her house.no fair!somebody said i looked fat here.cause,i'm wearing a size L shirt.so.me no fat!

chey,mcm paham.

you look at how i hold the stick.so,kaku.

hoho

after swimming.dinah,trying to act sexy!

super clear right this picture.cause we're using ama's k800i phone.wah,jealous lah!

the art of seducing.haha!after pe time.so laugh people,laugh at the wannabe girl.

waiting for chem practical.stella said that her legs looked sexy here.i don't know what zul was trying to do.

that is zul's finger.distuber of the day.

man-man looked horny!hah!

yaya.

the art of making people puke.

i will not bear the responsibility if you see this picture and feel like puking.not my fault leh.

hafiz muker baik ah!

hoho.

okay,goodbye for now.will update some more pictures when ama send it to me.for now,i'm off to do my homework.

this is an exceptional update.

okay,SCHOOL IS FUN.
don't you think?
no eh?

whatever it is,i need to make myself feel positive and ready to give out all my energy.

okay,today no homework.
good.revise maths then.

oh shit,i hate maths revision cause i know i have to face my enemy.his name is trigonometry.and then there's another,circles.bloody hell,this two can make me jump out of my seat while revising.

haiya,but have to study hard.must the beat the chinas,indians,koreans,ang mohs this time.don't you know,out of 25 top scorers in o level,a dozen of them are foreigners.

competion here and there.makes the whole world go bonkers cause everyone wants to be the best.

anyway,i'm joining 10x2 for sports day.

gonna get ready to run every week at the stadium cause,bloody hell i wanna win this time.

alright,finish with my typing.

back from camp.

it was just an okay camp.pretty much did some bonding activities with my classmates.

did abseiling!did the thing that stand on one log and jump to catch this thing at another end.like aerobics.been wanting to do that.did improvised rafting which is hell fun and hell tired cause you made your own raft.did inflatable rafting which is hell fun too but sadly i didn't get to jump into the water cause of time constraint.met a sailor kid named vito.he's so brave

and the best of all,my class did our dance during campfire.ahaha,pretty much impressed that everyone in my class even the nerdy anticipate the dance.

at night,stella salihah and kerene were talking and laughing and doing stupid stuff.so hilarious lah!stella got one strand of hair!oka,you won't understand.

anyway,wanna congratulate to fizza and fatin cause you guys passed your o levels!i am so delighted!wish i could do the same too!


if it's for the first time,is alright.
you may want to try again
if it's for the second time,
it rings a bell
and for the last time,
you just can't afford to fail it again.

did you realise how time flies so fast nowadays.i mean,back in years time pass so slow for me but it's different now.i can't even sit down and pause to think what i've done.

so goodbye for now.update again in one week time.

today,last episode of PCK.
tonight,last episode of apprentince.
two hours time,extreme makeover house edition.
tomorrow grammy's award but they're not telecasting it at night .

so many things to watch but pile of homework is waiting for me.

alright,tomorrow's my camp!
and tomorrow's my malay o level result!

okay,gosh.if i get a b3 again,i promise myself that it won't dampened my spirits and i'll retake again and again till i swear i cannot take it anymore.
actually,i can only take twice for this year.each paper 38 bucks okay.

and,i am ABSOLUTELY EXHAUSTED! my fats are aching,since i have more fats than muscle.anyway,that's not point.i've not been revising this week cause i really don't understand why i was really pumped out.

okay,can't wait for my campfire presentation.

that's all people.good luck to o level-ers.

and i'm going to eat my dunkin donut.chocolate-infused one.

singapore vs thailand later at night.i think spore can do it!go spore!initially,i don't think they can make it but after watching the first leg,it changed my perception.anyway,thai are so unprofessional.


okay,if i tell you about school,you'll get bored right?but i'll still update on that.all i know that i was much irritated by my classmates during the CIP till i yelled.now,they know who's the real masturah.


and,and i was late two rows in one week.whatthehell.no detention though but the third time i'm late,i'm doomed for three hours of detention.nevermind though.i keep doing this routine by reminding myself to stay positive throughout school.pretty much happy with everything.


nuff said.


you know what?i miss going out man!dammit,i wanna go out town,esplanade,bugis or whatever and have tons of laughter with girlfriends.dammit,do i have to wait till june?



yeah,i'll be having camp this friday till saturday!sec 4&5 camp at changi!woohoo,pretty much excited for the camp especially when i know there's water activities!


but shit,the o level result is on that day right?i'm so sorry fizza,we can't be there for you and i can't know my malay results too?hoho,please no b3 again.

i think we rock!this is last year picture.hah!



okay,this picture,i kinda steal from adik shah!sorry adik shah but i want this picture badly.reminded me of the days when we all used to play police and thief together.


so,that's my neigbours lah.that's syafiqah,mastoot,rashi,zakee,adik shah,B and pejal.during hari raya obviously.


okay.selamat tinggal.

just another update.very fast one.faster than a cheetah.


today,i just wanna tell you guys that i have two huge pimple on my face.very rare for me to have pimple.cause i usually take care of my face.facial wash twice a day you know.so,i was depressed that i even thought of skipping school.haha!i even try to hide it when i enter the bus.is call vanity you know.and,my face doesn't have a lot of zits and stuff so,it's so bloody obvious.so,if you see my pimple,please don't point at it cause i swear you will have a huge bigger pimple than mine.



okay,i don't why i tell you this. but here's the point.here's the picture for the ngeen an trip lah.



we had or lunch there.fatin,messy mas and lalalala.
you wanna what fatin call me?hey sexy!
jealous kan.muahhaha.okay,mas just shut up and go back to your homework!

okay,busy as usual.remedial's starting.school ends at 5.30pm everyday.hah,beginning of my lifeless life.but still,i'm quite enjoying it.enjoy while you can okay!

today,i was so looking forward to school but skali,i was late.it's okay,it won't dampened by high spirits.haha!what the hell,teachers also having monday blues.two teachers didn't come today.and my class do not have any extra class today.okay,well i have biology but i skipped.opps.

i kinda like studying.especially physics cause mr tan is bloody hilarious!cannot angkat sey his jokes.i'm always looking for that subject,practically all except english.

anyway,last week was fine.it felt so fast.i mean,feb is coming.feb is going to be fab cause of few events.my cousin's engagement,my paternal family chalet at changi and probably sec 4&5 camp.wooho!

okay,enough about school.malaysia vs singapore.haha,singapore wins because of lionel lewis.i'm expecting a score from alam shah lah but i don't what happened to him.so,congrats singapore,you'll be meeting thailand.damn,i think spore can lose.

and okay,i really should be serious about my revision.everytime,i do my maths fys ill be bored to tears man.no,i think i was more of sleepy.i can't fanthom why my eyes are so heavy especially during the time of 9 onwards.so frustrating cause i really want to study but it's no use and i just stop.cause i totally believe in quality study.

mam also can't stop telling me off to stop watching tv.yes,this is bloody serious cause i'm a huge tv junkie.especially when AI is here.bloody hell,esp when interesting tv series are going to air like grey anatomy,ugly betty,prison break2 and desparate housewives.gosh,frustrating right.

alright,mind my long update.gotta to understand.i only switch on comp on weekend,exceptional for today.

so bye!

pictures after this entry.so read,don't skip!hah!

been pretty busy.wow,i think i made a record for not switching on the computer for four days.okay,pretty much a crap record.

school has been GREAT!

lately.for real.lots,tons,myraid of laughter.(does laughter comes in myraid?)anyway,the most that i remembered was the debate during english lesson.the topic was about whether elderly are contributing or non-contributing to the society.i was one of the speakers lah.it was hilarious especially when in comes to sheenene.everything comes out pretty spontaneous and i was blabbering.hilarious,hilarious!

and,on thursday,something bad happened to our class okay.it was really eye-opening thing cause i always thought that i could trust my class 100% but now,i know who to look out for.then,we had visit ngee ann poly.mass comm please!didn't do much roaming to other places cause it's too bloody pack.

i asked this mass comm student lah about the COP.hope is what i want okay.pretty worried sick with my maths.mr yuen is really a good teacher but mrs lim is whom only i can just ask most stupidest qns about maths.not with mr yuen,yet i guess.

and ya,on thursday too,i found out that one of my uncles passed away at mecca or madinah i guess while he is still performing his haj.i havent seen my cousins yet and i really pity them a lot cause they havent seen their father for a month and only to found out that their dad has passed away.

the sec 4 and 5 guides.haiya,guides can close down already!this is last saturday.

this is after our free breakfast

i love my juniors.bunch of fun people.

okay,firstly i wanna thank god,my mam and dad for what you did that night and got me.haha,only clever people understand.so,you copy me?eh,no?bodoh lah kau.

there was nothing else to say:
but the lights looked dim,and the dancers weary,
and the music was sad and the ball was dready,
after you went away

today,english was kinda of dreadful.imagine 4 periods with haryati and she has been teaching me for three freaking years.the girls keep catching me daydream.no worries lah,i only in my lala land for few seconds and back again to reality.

for some reason,i hate english lesson though i love narritive writing.i just can't follow up with haryati's teaching methods.apparently,i was being ignorant and think that my english is already good.(read:good,but not excellent)i know,i'm arrogant at times.

physics was hell funny!mr tan apparently made the class laughed.

i'll post the pictures when lenny send me the pictures okay.just wait.


okay,update later,later.

hey there!

pretty busy this week.that explains why the absence.but,i'm not going to blog a lot this year.

anyway,been busy with muster parade and sec 1 orientation which was today in the morning.

for muster parade.oh my,thank god the ncc(GOH)decided to do the wet weather.if it is the dry weather,die ah.guides can go and commit suicide.actually,i'v been stressing them on marching ah.i know my girls hate me when i'm in charge of footdrill cause i gave them the most attitude face ever.at the same time,i was enjoying watching the rehearsels cause i got to see some funny marching like this ncc guy!hahaha!!

but really ah,guides marching is a total B.S.we're the worst out of the UG.during my batch and above,we're so damn good and now,is total crap.

sec 1 orientation pretty sucks.talked to alot of newbies.i really prayed hard that this year sec intake will be at least 12 girls.but i had fun too!talking with new people.this friendly sec 1s,the scouts and the nccs.did i mentioned the ncc provided us free breakfast?yes,again for me!haha!

enough said.school's pretty interesting but i got bored sometimes cause i sat with boring people.and the malay guys and girls are quite far from me.boring till i daydreamt.nithiya noticed it.siying too.hah!and my teachers are mostly males!i love male teachers cause they can crack me up!jokes are essential okay.mdm rosnah and ibaidah are the only female teachers can make some quality jokes.

okay,talked too much.probably post some pictures tomorrow.

FIRST OF ALL,

I WOULD LIKE TO WISH A HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MAM,MAK AND IBU.

somehow,we looked a bit alike.haha,small yes,same nose but my lips are sexier than her.and,we wore the same colour!

so,yesterday my family had an advanced birthday celebration for my mam.god,she's 45 but she looked pretty young.we went to al-azhar to have dinner.my sisters and i surprised her with this really cute cute cupcakes.

cute huh?i am going to learn how to make these!and probably sell it at my blog.

mam,i love you!

my baby brother.

tuck in!

mutton chop and white spider=yummylicious.

family=love.

sarah looked so so stupid.

happy girl lah!

my baby brother is off to camp.hisbag is bigger than him!and,all my family is worried cause he's so pampered and depend too much on my mother.he don't even serve his own food okay and he's p5!

wentworth miller,father my child!

hahaha,that's the same as asking sex from him.okay,i'm not like that,duh!

prison break is a really cool show.i want to buy the dvd but ah,it's close to 50 bucks!

anyway,i'm OKB(orang kaya baru).no lah,i just gotten my bursary last night at kranji sec.there were 1000 over people there.damn pack and i was there all alone.lucky,i met with my aquantaince.

yesterday also,i saw this guy.
gosh,he's really cute.with dimples on his cheek.

okay,i'm off.muster parade's coming.ahhh!

school is fine but i'm so excited,actually overjoyed that mr tan wee liat will or probably teach my class for ss.tmr is the lesson!actually,i've been wanting mr tan to teach me okay cause i think he's real good.

anyway,i forgotten to bring house keys and nobody's home.wah,so frustrated like hell.so,i went to rashi's home and she showed the me her teck whye uniform.and below her shirt,on the bottom of it,wrote "tuck me in".haha!a really clever way to avoid tucking out of shirt cause the words are obvious.haha.baik punye!

then,we started talking bout P6 memories and laughed like hell.it was hilarious,thinking back cause all the malays(boys+girls) from all classes were pretty close.oh my god.i was really mean back then.teasing people is like an everyday thing.sorry+regret okay.

and i used to breakdance back then.

okay,laugh.

i was expert in doing baby freeze.jangan main-main ah.but now,if i were to do,i would break my arms.

okay,i won't tell you all cause it takes time to read and time is what i do not have.stupid,i can study by this time(8+pm)but because i went back home around 7+pm,felt so lethargic.but i promise,i'll revise maths on saturday since friday is cca.oh footdrill!

i feel gabrah(anxious)cause just now mr chua gave last year maths paper2 and we did qns 1 which was ____.

okay,enough.i won't have time to blog anymore starting from next week i guess.so,pardon the absence.

at kak sayang's condo.i love to give that kerek face.

retarded face.quit acting cute!quit it!

nephew hafiz.

goodbye for now.

oh my,school's tomorrow.


and and,i'm pretty bored with my same old hairstyle.but i don't bother so much.school is not for being pretty okay.

i wanted to cut my fringe by myself and cut an inch of my hair(bloody spilt ends)but that "red light" is on.i think i might just chop it off anyway.


right now,i want along hair that fell on my hips.

but after my o's and when i have to wear tudung for school(hopefully),i want this hairstyle.really,by the time i would save some money and get a real not-so-expensive haircut.and if it turned real ugly,there's no one to see right!


this hairstyle is cool.of course i have to straigten my hair.i've been wanting to have a boyish hair.i had two tomboyish haircut twice in my life. i don't care if it doesn't fit my face okay.

this is ANTM cycle 7 contestant.gosh,i badly want this hairstyle.end of the year then can.so long!

ps:puteri,send me the pictures or put at your multiply please.

ps/s:okay,i don't know whether she'll read this cause i can't contact her.

yesterday is history,tomorrow is mystery.

Well,hello 2007.
may i will not be too overwhelm with stress.
and may i will have strong spirits to overcome whatsoever challenges.
Insyallah.Amin.

And for 2006.
the year that redefined my life,thanks to all the problems that i've
faced.
thanks to family,cousins,uncles and aunts,neigbours and close friends for the sharing wonderful moments with me.i love you guys.

To Allah,
though this is not the new year in islam calendar,i pray to you that you will forgive my past sins and make me a better islam,a better daughter,a better sister and a better friend.

My new year resolutions are pretty simple.
1.study smart and hard for my big o's.
2.practise my maths daily without fail.practise!

and the rest are personal.

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HARI RAYA AIDILADHA CELEBRATION.

early,(very early mind you), morning i went to pusaraman mosque(near the cemetery)at 6.40am.

my neighbours,mam dad cooked and provided food and drinks for the volunteers there.so,we helped a lot during the sacrifice of the sheeps.not sembelih the sheeps.i wished i brought my camera along cause the sacrifice was really interesting.especially when the people took out the sheep's intestine,stomach etc.i was amazed instead of feeling disgusted.and the people who took out all the insides did not use gloved.bare hands!cool yet disgusting.


anyway,this all ended around 1+.my neighbours and i were truly exhausted by then.imagine,the mothers and fathers cooked till 2 in the morning.okay,i really love to help out at mosque again.

so,went to my cousin's house and at night proceeded to kak sayang condo for bbq and open house.by the time i went home it's close to 12.anyway,i decide to buy a condo!haha!berangan besar.chet.cause i'm so jealous that they can swim anytime.is all about facilites you know.

okay,i guess that's all.

HAPPY 2007!