alright,today school was such a bore and i won't talk about it.i slept late yesterday to watch ms universe.what a shame!ms usa slipped and fell!god,she must be really damn embarassed.

anyway,went to lala house.again.third time this month.watch freedom writers.the movie was really good.i really love it cause it talks about race discrimination and how this kids lived through that kind of situation.i am still confused whether to watch pirates cause some says is action less.

the sp experience was informative.the fun part was the media and comm! and guffawing at rahman.haha!anyway,i am thinking about the courses that i would like to apply beside media course.but talk big right,no action proved yet.which means get the fcuking good results first!

yeay!holidays tomorrow!i have yet to read tuesdays with morrie.with this kind of weather,i preferred to stay in library and read than walking along the streets of orchard road.call me boring but i love to gain knowledge than gain fats eating fast food when going out.


opps.a bit exposed.

i'm always overthetop.

ahah,seriously pukeable.

every cells in my brain are exhausted.well,the paper was okay.still,doesn't gurantee me a dinstinction.i was struck by anxiety yesterday.i do not sure whether i've put enough effort.jika tidak di pecah ruyung,mana boleh mendapat sagunya.haha.seriously.

tomorrow is going to be a long day.singapore poly experience.i am so looking forward to the direct admission to poly thingy.

eh,i have a crush.so how ah?

lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you.

coldplay soothe my mind.

replies to tag:

shark-fin:1)it's not our fault that you didn't get to watch spiderman 3!
lala wanna go with us cause we're more fun!
2)takde kerja ke baca org punye blog?haha,but thanks anyway!

secret-obsessions:hey!link me yup!how do come across my blog?

shidah-cuz:of course we should go out but i am very busy!so if wanna go
out,go out during week three of june.anything just call my
house!

raddDDx:thanks! long time no see also!take care too!

fatin:hey babe,thanks a lot!

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school has been %%^^&&*$$. really.i just really pray that this will be my last time.mock exam is mocking our brains!while other schools has only periods of malay,we have one whole freaking day of malay.do you think that's crazy or what?anyway,is over now!

monday is the showdown.

anyway,this week is hella fun!great laughters all around(read:no gossips intended).well,is leha and dinah birthdays!the girls,aisyah and me especially been really haywire.we beatbox,we sang out of tune.on thursday went to lala's house.we celebrate leha's birthday.suprised her with a cake.watched pandang belakang and screamed like nobody's business.mostly exaggerated screams and jumping on the tampolin.
friday celebrated dinah's b'day.took photos during class(friday wasted man!)use the fire hose and drenched she was!

can't forget the incident where this girl,she was holding her plate,eating and walking around the canteen.mean i was,i shouted to her(many times)"eh,sit down when you're eating!".but she ignored me!and aisyah wanted to eat try food but actually is a cat food!hahah!
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enuff said.boohoo,gotten our june schedule and oh lord!i have to come to school every single day,except vesak day,the last two days of fourth week!can you imagine that!crazy sia!only week three,is my so called free week cause school ends early.but so what?nevermind,with great sacrifice comes great results.eh,no?

i think i'm watching pirates on monday,after the os?!
pictures?maybe baby.(i just love that phrase)

school pretty sucks today.half the day was spent doing paper 1 and i did it halfway.i just wasn't feeling it.damn,i was bored to tears.i just couldn't write.like a proper one.so,the one hour left,i got myself to ponder about so many things.thinking about me,studies,feelings,love,injustice,
boredom etc.seriously,i couldn't get myself to write.maybe i'm overwhelmed with emotions.sod you hormones!you're screwing my head!(well,i didn't like the idea of blaming myself)

and now,here i am.feeling dreadfully sleepy but refused to sleep cause i had lunch and i need to wait at an hour more for my food to digest.i am feeling crappy right now.my mind is crappy.i am crappy.

this post is going to be crap too cause i am just feeling awfully bored.whatever it is,i am so looking forward to watch pirates carribean.i am also so look forward to shop,doesn't matter if i buy something.it sort of my emotional therapy.

and if i am feeling crappy,i will resort to eating chocolates.someway somehow it helps and i decided not to call chocolate,chocolate cause it's more like an emotional vitamins.seriously.

while i am crappy,i will get more emo and keep thinking about somethings.like how i hate person who misjudge my intentions and think i am a big show off when i was only being humble.and i myself misjudge people when they are studying and told to myself that are trying too hard and that they are a big show off.see,i am contradicting.

when this crappy feelings are not entertained,i get a big headache cause this will not resort to anything.it will go on until maybe i get to watch desparate housewives which will be in an 5 hours times.

so i am off to my crappy world.

ps:i sympathise anyone who reads this unworthless post.i am just an emotional wreck right for no apparent reason!(i mean,family fine,friends are great,studies are pretty okay.is just monday blues)

weekends are here once again.

and told you malay intensive was such a bore,tiresome and grueling.
but enduring is good.who knows,all this endurement lead to something good.

anyway,i think adam levine from maroon 5 is superhot!the cd cover is hot,the songs are hot!i wanna buy but i'm money-deprived.

actually,i don't what else to say,really.i'm bored.

there is no future if you still won't step away from the past.
okay,first of all,
HAPPY (belated)MOTHER'S DAY.
dear mom,i love you and you love me.that's all matters.(plus your cookings.)


so my family went out to arab street(our fav family hangout!)to have lunch at amirah's cafe,i guess.my sister was on the house,so BIG THANK YOU SIS MASY.the food was mediterranian and my tummy was bloated man!

eat like arab style.

s is for scrumptious or s is for sexy?

stupid poses.

too fast!

too,er high?blame sarah for her unskilled techniques to take a decent photo! stupid man!

oh my,you got a big mouth masturah!like 10cm in circumference!

cheena!

i seriously updated this blog about mother's day but blog is being a bitch.my whole entry was poof!gone what the hell!

i try to update okay!

three common test done this week.phew!

next week will be malay mock exams will be the nastiest weeks of your life.i've experienced it.i can't afford to get another b3,seriously.i need to do something about it.maybe read malay dictionary like i used to read english.please don't even suggest to read berita harian.i've made some pathetic attempts to read it.i don't fanthom why i could not get myself to read berita harian.

pe this week was awesome!i suggested touch rugby and after the whole game,i really sweat it all out.maybe i should just exercise more.i miss hitting the gym and going for swim!maybe june's the time.or any time i can find.maybe baby.

during free periods,we played this mind game.zul and rahman hit me so hard.lelaki dayus!ahaha,thinking about it,i can smile for the whole day.

and i got back my chem common test.a tad disappointment for me.probably i was hoping too much.i hate to put myself in situation where i have high expectations of myself but only culminated to a major let down.damn damn damn.it's only a frigging 30.5/50.why should i have high expectation of myself when i never get a2 for science?

this weekend gonna be very brief.both days out man.

probably update on mother's day.with pictures??

hey 500th post.



as you can see,my blog is dying.i need a new skin,a new profile,new fresh posts(stop talking about school)and will somebody tag my board!i doubt somebody is reading.i need everything new!


well,heck.i am still going to blog cause is my hobby.was my hobby.

anyway,i watched SPIDERMAN 3!!!so bloody excited i was!


okay,i try to make it concise.
-watched on saturday with leha and lala
-can't find any seats at cathay cause all were freaking full house
-went to ps and found the only availibility was at 9.5o,2nd row.
-yes,we bought the ticket with a lot of hesitation cause i damn scared i couldn't go home late.conservative girl right.
-yes,i ended around 1230pm
-lala mam drove us home and i was back at 130am in the morning.
-definite yes,first time in my life i went back late with friends
-definite no,my parents didn't scold me!


the movie was damn bloody great and i love the tobey being emo and his dance moves are so cool.i am so gonna dance like during prom.what?!
is a must-watch-if-not-you-lose-out movie.



new specs!purple is the new pink okay girls.yeah,somewhere in bencoolen.

i look damn fair lah,like ang moh.
okay mas,where's your link?

more pics when lala send it to me.okay lalaalalala.

next up:
PIRATES OF CARRIBEAN!
well,i would love to watch shrek 3,fantastic four,ocean thirteen but damn,why are all these movies come at the same month.my pocket hole can explode man.

after the saturday,i felt good.
but one thing sure sucks-the hot freaking humid weather.
this past weeks,the weather is giving us no justice at all.mercy mercy please!bad weather=excessive sweating=me sweating like a guy=embarassed me.

first of all,

HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY TO DAD!

this morning,i woke up with much anticipation knowing that there will be macdonalds for breakfast today.

so,i have to admit that i have the best yet breakfast in this whole year.i mean,breakfast always a quick and fast one for me esp on weekdays.besides that,i am going out later(AT LAST)to watch SPIDERMAN 3 6.30 show i guess at the cathay.yes i know that's pretty late but i need to study first.boohoo,i got physics,eng and biology mid years next week

and what,still dares to go out!ahaha.i think i'll be focusing more of physics than bio.i mean,that's what almost everyone would do!

this is what i have been looking forward.i need my fresh air.i think the school's atmosphere has choked me.

the only fun thing that happend to school this week that during pe,the malay gangs played volleyball and it was exhalirating and hilarious.it kinda made my whole week.

so i see ya.

oh sunday was quite a bliss.

when i was at the cck platform,talking and facing lala and leha,i saw this same exact guy that we all saw last two weeks.i was happily talking and when i saw him,i smiled to myself and lala and leha was confused.

ahaha,i swear it was hilarious cause we saw this two guys(cute guys)last two weeks and we saw them again.we were all like bursting into laughters.

and i was like,"okay,next week we meet around this time".
i think he's one of the most malay handsome guy i ever seen,apart from muhaimin,of course.

opss.i mentioned his name.nevermind,i think he never come across my blog before.i think i never take the effort to look and oggle at malay guys.

anyway,i yet own you guys a picture.well,i can't seem to take a good decent picture.is either i look horrible or the camera hates me.i choose to believe is the latter,cause i don't think i ever look horrible.do i?

i had malay paper just now and all i could think about was my stomach was screaming for food and that mars bar at home,sitting on the fridge waiting for me.i was really hungry.

last thing,spiderman 3 sneaks tomorrow!i think i'll be either watching on friday night or saturday.wohoo!

hello people.

my life is dull,like a dull curtains drape hanging.
mi vida es embotada, como las cortinas embotadas cubre el colgante.

ahah,i'm having fun with this website that provides any kind of translation you want.that's spanish if you wanna know.

anyway,back to my dull life.i was conversing with stel and she asked me what i do on my saturday.my reply was just one mere word answer.study.then she lamented,"so boring".yes,unfortunately my life is goddamn sian.my first outing of this year is got to be the day when i go out and watch spiderman 3,that is coming on screen.

mr james koh left us today.kinda sad though.my class spent the last hour talking.he's the only teacher that talk like the way teens talk.i was shocked when he said the word kanchiong spider.i mean,adults wouldn't know what's that mean.anyway,more of tan wee liat which i'm perfectly fine with it since he's getting along pretty well in our class.

sometimes,i did not know what to blog about besides what happened in school.sorry if you find my blog boring.

i promise i update a picture on sunday.i think i promise.hah!
a blog without picture is a blog without life.so,i think i promise i put up a picture with me and my new specs.

hey!

wanna news?my red senget specs died on me on monday!
i was like oh my god-ing when my specs broke.today,i went to school without specs and i have to copy ppl's notes and sit right damn infront of mrs yeo when she was teaching the class.

there goes the ugly betty look alike contest.i thought of joining in.

if you all believe me,say to yourself 'i'm damn gullible'.

anyway,i made a new specs today.purple colour.i wanted to buy red but nvm.

today was chem common test and i actually studied pretty last minute and the paper was okay but i was mad after that cause i think i can do better.enuff said.i don't wanna talk about it.

hey,i going hiking tomorrow with guides!

so,should i go night class after that?should i?

I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round.

i fell down on thursday.

can't even remember when was the last time i fell cause if i were to look at my leg,there is no whatsoever scar.

see lah,a pathetic attempt to play volleyball!i was so focus on hitting the ball,lala too,that we did not see each other and she fell on me,sitting on my back.

and my reaction was silly.i cover up my knees using both hands and i was breathing or some sort of panting like mothers about to go labour.haha,i was scared to see if i have hurt myself so that's why i cover up my knees.

lesson learnt-never play volleyball on concrete.

enuff said.

today,guides was cancelled!elated cause i get to sleep and unwind myself.starting of april,everything is exhuasting to me.

and and,my eng oral went pretty well!
i had a very friendly teacher so we kinda talked like friends.really.the question was how i travelled to school and i told her how i frustrated i am waiting for sbs bus esp 302.then,she added her own story and we laughed together.

i think,for my slot,the picture and the qns was kinda of tough.a stupid picture in mrt which has no significance at all and qns was asking about the services that public transport should have.

after the whole thing,i went down smiling cause i was so blissful for no apparent reason and sheena was too so it's kinda of grateful to share it with her.

so,i went back home,grinning to myself.really,on that day i felt happiness deep inside which was so genuine and it was overwhelming.it was undescribable.shukran,ya allah.

weekends are here but it doesn't feel like one.

next week,i need to be mentally prepared cause i have two ss night class and three tests await.

go go go mas!

ps:might not probably update on weekends.just see whether time allows me to okay.

wow,it's unbelievable that i am able to blog on weekdays cause weekdays are so busy for me to even blog.

anyway,it's oral week so,remediation are mostly cancelled.

yesterday wasn't english oral but malay oral.

i suck.i suck.i suck.

really,i practically screwed it all.my malay sucks and i was thinking of how to convert english to malay words.i could do better cause the topic was so easy.i mean,talk about the fav tv show you like.come on,i have so many things that i can talk about but the only problem was that i did not know how to express myself.

you know,in front of the invigilator,i was saying "ya allah, cikgu".
die ah.i think i did extremely better for my malay o level oral last year and i do not prepare anything for malay oral for this round.

tomorrow is gonna be a long day for me cause after my cca is night class.i think i would be very sleepy.

eh!yesterday desparate housewives was awesome.the most intense episode ever!

somehow,my mam keep telling me that i watch tv too much and i my results will suffer.i just keep my mouth shut cause good daughters don't talk back.hah!ya right.

okay,i guess that's all cause i need to study for my chem test.

my sister bought her laptop.a compaq one.black and sleek.

and now,i feel so freaking jealous.my dad said that if i got to poly,he'll buy me a laptop.i can't wait for next year.

to those going to their brand new school,wish them best of the bestest.

and for me,i'll be back to mugging.

shit,i almost forgot,tmr is my english prelims oral!!damn, i wanna do very very well and flaunt my fake accent.haha.

saturday was quite a hell for me.
imagine i did,
-5 long geog qns
-2 malay compos
-1 malay paper 2
-1 ss essay

i think i quite accomplished my aim of finishing all my homework.
why quite?cause i still got one sbq qns to do but heck.

crazy day.i did finished up my whole pen ink!

okay then.

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY.

i never felt so relieved that today is friday,thus weekend is here.damn,i really need a time to just relax myself.i never been this exhuasted before.really.

as you know,wednesday was a big day for me.i was out front in the morning presenting the awards to students and afternoon i was GOH.and,i didn't do flawlessly.hah!i said the wrong command not because i was nervous,it was because i was too excited i guess.such an honour but sadly,i never get to bond with the goh contingent.unlike last year,i actually bonded with the CC and the rest of UG.

some pictures,courtesy of syahril and azizah!

the GOH contingent.

hah!this was the time that we're going in and i still got the time.

nicely formed up parade.

the only sec 5s in UG.

friends since sec 1.

okay.i guess that's all.


and i'm done talking okay.


next week is my prelims oral.oh gosh.i think the only difficulties will be my picture discussion.and for malay oral,definitely the conversation.period.

thursday transformation test was sucks to the core.everyone thought that it was difficult.definitely gonna fail the test.and since,my class missed out a lot of ss class,definitely gonna have night classes.


and what a nice way to end my weekend.


truckload of homework.i wanna finish all.i don't care.


ain't complaining.life is full of challenges and i love it.

met lala and leha today to head down to the library.initial plan was to study from 3 to 7 but oh my we only did so few.i almost finished with the circles.blame them lah.especially lala.joke and laugh too much.or is it me who joked and laughed too much?

anyway,i wanted to borrow malay book but i was already smitten with two english books.i rather read english book than malay.now,i gotten lala to read james patterson books.gosh,you guys must read the book from this author,seriously.

okay,this is the last set of pictures i have.this is like more of a photo sharing than a blog.

guides are meant to be cute okay! bougay!

minds kids.they are full of a spirit and energy!

okay,this is the washroom.

awesome.

okay,bye guys.that's it.

wish me luck on wed man!

saturday,my saturday.

saturday is like a sleeping spree for me.i woke up around 10 in the morning and yet,i slept again in the afternoon for around an hour half.

yes,i am a sleeping monster.thought i could spend my saturday revising but i only finished my homework.seriously,i need to draw up a timetable.

so,at night went for maulidur rasul at my house area.the uztaz was funny and nabi muhammad was such a great role model to everyone.i just read something about him being a role model in nadi magazine.when people start talking about islam people nowadays,i can only waste in sighs.

enuff said.i thought of watching prince and me in youtube but ah,probably next time cause i feel like sleeping.now,is only 1230pm.but i had to wait for like an hour more for my food to be really down in my stomach.gosh,i hate to eat dinner later than 8.i ate dinner at 1030pm just so you know.late dinner=higher chance of you getting fat.

my blog need a refresh!

it seems so long since i last blog.a proper one i mean.

if you wanna ask how i am doing,well the answer is great.
i am fully(hopefully)recovered from flu.no more mucus please!i had flu since last tuesday and it kinda spread to lala.hoho!

this flu is irritating and i remembered that i laughed,the mucus like burst out from my nose and when i run 2.4km i had to wipe the mucus on my shirt.yes,utterly disgusting.

anyway,my mam and dad bought a lot of ice cream but i'm not trying to eat cause you know why,i have to take care of my voice cause i am the contingent commander for GOH.yes,will be having POP muster parade next wed.*shivers.and the GOH is compermise of all the UG.so,i can actually feel that the rest of UG looked down on me cause you know,people has a misconception that guides can't march.well fuck you all.

and the rehearsels went horrible.so horrible and humiliating cause i was so damn damn nervous that i did like few mistakes.i even kebelakang pusing wronly and thanks syahril and farhan for laughing!ahah,but thanks for their guide too.mr tan and mr leong was all shocked when i did the wrong thing and they are both my teachers okay.so so embarassing like hell,that i would never forget.but,the second time,i did flawlessly.haha!so,i proved all those girls who talked about me in chinese that i am bloody capable.i kinda confront them and they said they were talking about ncc.you just freaking jealous cause you had to be under me!

so,next mon will be another rehearsel.i promise i will never do any mistake and make guides proud.hah!

and wed probably when we step down!aww!
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enuff said.

mr james koh,our geog teacher had to leave us soon.first is mdm rosnah,now is him.i think he is a great teacher but sadly,so many things happened btw him and the sec 5 classes.
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and and ya,mid year is coming.sorry if i have to abandon my blog again.i really have to study smart and hard cause my mother just told me that she really wants me to be in poly.

and the great news is that my sister sara is going to NP!hah,yup,from ite to poly.so i told her that she will be mixing with ppl of my age.
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you know how i used to dislike mdm haryati but now,i kinda like her and i think she is a really great teacher.i think because i respond to her lessons and she responds to me back unlike previous year.wow,really i see how i am becoming more mature everyday.hah.seriously.
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i think i am going to add someone to my hate list.seriously he is treating me like dirt nowadays.i don't what's wrong with him.what a shame.we're used be close friends and now,we rarely talk though we see each other everyday.hey friend,i could always accept you back.this made me feels sad.

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lastly,some pics for you to feast on after reading a long bloody update.there's somemore,just waiting for JANA to send me.

the conrad

yes,there's food in my mouth.

the cookies is delicious.

lin,you look stupid!

the fabuloso washroom!

i miss you all!

our decorations that we had to put up.

oh,i'll miss guides!

me and gila or gila with dila.

hoho,with eunice olsen.

HAPPY 20TH or 21th ANNIVERSARY TO MAM AND DAD!

LOVE YOU LOTS.