THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY.

i never felt so relieved that today is friday,thus weekend is here.damn,i really need a time to just relax myself.i never been this exhuasted before.really.

as you know,wednesday was a big day for me.i was out front in the morning presenting the awards to students and afternoon i was GOH.and,i didn't do flawlessly.hah!i said the wrong command not because i was nervous,it was because i was too excited i guess.such an honour but sadly,i never get to bond with the goh contingent.unlike last year,i actually bonded with the CC and the rest of UG.

some pictures,courtesy of syahril and azizah!

the GOH contingent.

hah!this was the time that we're going in and i still got the time.

nicely formed up parade.

the only sec 5s in UG.

friends since sec 1.

okay.i guess that's all.


and i'm done talking okay.


next week is my prelims oral.oh gosh.i think the only difficulties will be my picture discussion.and for malay oral,definitely the conversation.period.

thursday transformation test was sucks to the core.everyone thought that it was difficult.definitely gonna fail the test.and since,my class missed out a lot of ss class,definitely gonna have night classes.


and what a nice way to end my weekend.


truckload of homework.i wanna finish all.i don't care.


ain't complaining.life is full of challenges and i love it.

met lala and leha today to head down to the library.initial plan was to study from 3 to 7 but oh my we only did so few.i almost finished with the circles.blame them lah.especially lala.joke and laugh too much.or is it me who joked and laughed too much?

anyway,i wanted to borrow malay book but i was already smitten with two english books.i rather read english book than malay.now,i gotten lala to read james patterson books.gosh,you guys must read the book from this author,seriously.

okay,this is the last set of pictures i have.this is like more of a photo sharing than a blog.

guides are meant to be cute okay! bougay!

minds kids.they are full of a spirit and energy!

okay,this is the washroom.

awesome.

okay,bye guys.that's it.

wish me luck on wed man!

saturday,my saturday.

saturday is like a sleeping spree for me.i woke up around 10 in the morning and yet,i slept again in the afternoon for around an hour half.

yes,i am a sleeping monster.thought i could spend my saturday revising but i only finished my homework.seriously,i need to draw up a timetable.

so,at night went for maulidur rasul at my house area.the uztaz was funny and nabi muhammad was such a great role model to everyone.i just read something about him being a role model in nadi magazine.when people start talking about islam people nowadays,i can only waste in sighs.

enuff said.i thought of watching prince and me in youtube but ah,probably next time cause i feel like sleeping.now,is only 1230pm.but i had to wait for like an hour more for my food to be really down in my stomach.gosh,i hate to eat dinner later than 8.i ate dinner at 1030pm just so you know.late dinner=higher chance of you getting fat.

my blog need a refresh!

it seems so long since i last blog.a proper one i mean.

if you wanna ask how i am doing,well the answer is great.
i am fully(hopefully)recovered from flu.no more mucus please!i had flu since last tuesday and it kinda spread to lala.hoho!

this flu is irritating and i remembered that i laughed,the mucus like burst out from my nose and when i run 2.4km i had to wipe the mucus on my shirt.yes,utterly disgusting.

anyway,my mam and dad bought a lot of ice cream but i'm not trying to eat cause you know why,i have to take care of my voice cause i am the contingent commander for GOH.yes,will be having POP muster parade next wed.*shivers.and the GOH is compermise of all the UG.so,i can actually feel that the rest of UG looked down on me cause you know,people has a misconception that guides can't march.well fuck you all.

and the rehearsels went horrible.so horrible and humiliating cause i was so damn damn nervous that i did like few mistakes.i even kebelakang pusing wronly and thanks syahril and farhan for laughing!ahah,but thanks for their guide too.mr tan and mr leong was all shocked when i did the wrong thing and they are both my teachers okay.so so embarassing like hell,that i would never forget.but,the second time,i did flawlessly.haha!so,i proved all those girls who talked about me in chinese that i am bloody capable.i kinda confront them and they said they were talking about ncc.you just freaking jealous cause you had to be under me!

so,next mon will be another rehearsel.i promise i will never do any mistake and make guides proud.hah!

and wed probably when we step down!aww!
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enuff said.

mr james koh,our geog teacher had to leave us soon.first is mdm rosnah,now is him.i think he is a great teacher but sadly,so many things happened btw him and the sec 5 classes.
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and and ya,mid year is coming.sorry if i have to abandon my blog again.i really have to study smart and hard cause my mother just told me that she really wants me to be in poly.

and the great news is that my sister sara is going to NP!hah,yup,from ite to poly.so i told her that she will be mixing with ppl of my age.
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you know how i used to dislike mdm haryati but now,i kinda like her and i think she is a really great teacher.i think because i respond to her lessons and she responds to me back unlike previous year.wow,really i see how i am becoming more mature everyday.hah.seriously.
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i think i am going to add someone to my hate list.seriously he is treating me like dirt nowadays.i don't what's wrong with him.what a shame.we're used be close friends and now,we rarely talk though we see each other everyday.hey friend,i could always accept you back.this made me feels sad.

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lastly,some pics for you to feast on after reading a long bloody update.there's somemore,just waiting for JANA to send me.

the conrad

yes,there's food in my mouth.

the cookies is delicious.

lin,you look stupid!

the fabuloso washroom!

i miss you all!

our decorations that we had to put up.

oh,i'll miss guides!

me and gila or gila with dila.

hoho,with eunice olsen.

HAPPY 20TH or 21th ANNIVERSARY TO MAM AND DAD!

LOVE YOU LOTS.

yesterday was memorable.guides helped out with the decoration of girl guides 90th anniversary dinner at conrad centennial singapore.gosh,it was one hell of a posh hotel.6-star somemore.

i love the washroom cause you can wipe your hands with small towels and dump it away.there's moisturisers too.i got to shake hands and take pictures with mr president and wife and also eunice olsen from the arena.haha.

i was back home close to 12mid!lucky there was this junior's mom kind enough to lift me back home.phew.

i know you want pictures!!so must wait for jannah and dila to send me!!!i got tons to show!

dinner was chaos.

my family had some western food today.my brothers are like jaws and i wanted to eat my fav. salmon fish but you know,jaws snatched food away.fast and quick.

my sister bickerings with my brother is getting more annoying and i feel like slapping sarah's face.sarah,hear that.

somehow,i can't get over it.it refers to how fast time is flying.i felt that i just watched ugly betty yesterday but tmr is another new episode.it's alright.this year, fast is what i needed so i can get over with o's.anyway,did you all know that this year results will be out in december.holy cowly.i think is good cause all the markers must be in good mood cause of festive season.great.

actually,i have nothing to say but i just wanna talk cause i'm in utter boredom and is not that i'm lonely and i'm this stupid nerd behind a computer pouring out my feelings.what the hell.

i'm watching some movie in youtube.hella good,this website.

and ya,i must take note that i need to start back my 50 sit-ups everyday.damn,i'm not being discipline.

and and ya ya,tomorrow i must buy milkshake from mcd.

okay done!

so after the much-anticipated news about changing teacher,now about mr james koh.nah,won't talk about that.

this week,the best day is thursday cause i got to see my baby!hoho!during his lesson,stel and me were laughing and making stupid jokes and ermh,taking pictures.of us lah,of course.hoho.

another part was practising oral.you know what,mdm haryati asked us if possible to have that kind of american accents..hoho,i love english accents.i can fake it but it do sounds so fake.sheena was hilarious.she sounded like a ball stucked in her mouth when trying to fake accents.

alright,today last day of mdm rosnah teaching us.hurhur,sad though.

haiya,i can't help it but to say my life is tad boring.i havent gone out to town or esplanade or marina square or raffles or bugis this year.damn it,i badly wanted to go out but have to wait for what,june?

my father had been saying when can i have a boyfriend? dad,if you can find someone fun,humourous,good looking,sporty,outgoing and small egos,wouldn't it be good?i wouldn't have feel so unwanted.

morever,malay class had to write about the the type of boyfriend you want it your life.to me,the most important thing is
-humourous(cause i'm humourous too)
-good looking(i wouldnt date guys who are not that handsome.honestly speaking.hoho!)
-small egos(cause i have a big ego so i want balance.)
-conversational(cause i love big talks)

haiya,this is practically stupid lah.don't ask me why i typed that out.

i need a topic man!

hmm,okay.i told you my life is tad boring.

and yeah,i'm pestering my father to buy me a new specs.is so difficult to be poor.(ya right).my mam told me that is good if a family has a lot of siblings so that we can learn that money doesn't come easy and true meaning of hardship.but,i wanna be rich one day.i swear i will.

some more,what mr tan said was true that teens nowadays live a good life.life comes naturally to them.for me,if my mam don't cook dinner,i'll be one angry girl cause i expect a dinner everyday without fail.do we all?i think during our father mother's time,they did not even expect a dinner to be serve to them right?LG.life's good.

so stop complaining you whiney little buggers.

alright,this is getting dragy and i'm digressing a lot.
cause i'm just killing time.waiting for survivor to start at 11.

goodbye people,sleep tight.

actually,i did not want to use the internet but since,i need to pour something out so just let me do it here then.

and it's about school.

so,today our principal came to our class and told us a very bad news.
MDM ROSNAH IS NOT TEACHING OUR CLASS ANYMORE FOR CHEMISTRY.
and it is a big,fat deal for me because firstly,my class share a special bond with her and we had a great chemistry between a teacher and students.secondly,she's one passionate teacher and i understand her teachings.

now,our chemistry teacher is some kind from nanyang girls sch.they told us that she's experienced but i heard she fainted after the first week she is in school and had reliefed our class before.wow,i hope she doesn't do it again this time.well,she's probably a good experienced teacher but the issue here is quality does matter,not quantity.well,she's indeed not experienced teaching a neighbourhood school and teaching boys.i am going to give her a chance.if i get a b3 for chemistry o level,i come up to my principal and thank her and if not,i still come up to her,not to say thank you though.

i kinda told my principal that i do not want mdm rosnah to leave but well,she knows what the best for us.that's what she said and i am going to take that.

as far as i concern,our hearts and feelings were never made into consideration.it has been like that with our school.very unfortunate for us.

and before i know,somebody will read my post and ask me to remove it.just like last time.haha.i know it is coward to confront up here but people,our voices are heard but it goes nothing into delibration so might as well do not talk and follow.

okay,i'm done with this.

now,much awaited for desparate housewives.wah lau,can't get over it.

testing on zul new hp.hoho,no shame.

actually my main point of showing you this pic is not to look at me but to look at the our class noticeboard.nice right?!ps:actually i was looking out for TWL cause i'm afraid he saw us taking pic instead of doing source based!

okay,this is during the career seminar last last last friday i guess.

testing on fatin's new digicam!

please ignore my eyes.i don't know why one big and the other small.

me and my buddy.

ahaha.yeye jer.

HAHA!this is my attempt to pose like a model.i can get scores for that!i think i'm going to be hejab iran model.haha!so stella do you wanna steal this picture?


another model pose for you.please,don't vomit in front of your pc.

hoho,what's that?beer?

okay,arfian and zul already high eventhough they havent take a sip.

yam seng!you see,zul face is high and dan face is er?

haha,i think i'm done here.no more pictures till next week or the week after next.

been uber busy with homework okay.

and did you catch prison break.gosh,it's gonna be more intense.i likee.

arrhg,holidays are almost over man!

so ciao.

my class had a bio trip to asia pacific brewery ptd ltd.
it is where they make beers like heineken,tiger beer,guiness and more.
it was okay.very informative.

the best part!was that we went to the bar!we get free tiger beer!
haha,kidding lah!we only get free coke drink but i think the bartender spiked my drink!hoho!ms tan and ms low was drinking beer man!oh,how i wish mr leong was there!

my friends and i was so jakun!really,i show you more of the pictures next time.

the bar's washroom.

the guys playing pool

very excited masturah

hoho!

i feel like blogging today.

eh,i ask ah.can i like a guy that is 13 years older than me?
NO?haha,i'm just kidding.i think i'm going bonkers!seriously.

anyway,today i sweat like nobody's business.of course is nobody's business but oh my,the weather is so humid today.

right now,my class is doing our class polo shirt.wow!can go bonkers too you know!anyhow,i can't wait how it will turn out to be cause the design is bloody nice.

night safari please!my siblings have been wanting to go night safari since CNY holis but hopefully we can go by this week since,my sister can get discount!i never been to night safari in my whole life.sad eh?

today,i went to the np webbie and saw that mass comm eng gred is b3.oh my,i'm one grade further man and lin told me the COP is higher which means better chance for me.alhmadullilah.

just got my report slip.i did slightly well.alhamdullilah again.
eng-b4
maths-b4
bio-c5
combined sci-a1
combined human-a1.

haiya,but o level is totally different thing!!i wouldn't expect something similar like this.hoho!

how about wearing a skirt!if you know,this is my third time wearing a skirt in each year.i'm not a skirt person.jeans is my comfort zone but my butt is getting bigger like beyonce and my thighs is getting wider.HAH!what the hell.just so you know,i was out for my weekly study group(but a project for today)to jurong east library.so see you there!

alright,holidays are here.glad?i don't know.the thought of being far apart from my friends,terrorized me,someway,somehow.

anyway,we still have schools during our so called holis.

last wednesday was my school's sports day.while people were already settled to their houses,my friends and i arrived like making a huge entrance.we're obviously late.

sports day was okay lah.there goes my very last 10x200m.well,it wasn't a very good ending which means we lose for three consecutive years but it was all about being a good sportsmanship.just keep one trying.

haiya,my class still haven't gotten our report slips.wth.it was frustrating you know.i apparently scolded mr loy for it cause almost all classes get their results.sorry vanisterloy but really,i hoped you could step up as form teacher.i know,what a thing to say to a teacher!

you know what,i've been thinking of going to a jc during the time that i'll be waiting for my results.but before that i must do well for my prelims but i'm having doubts that i would never make it.anyhow,i never dream of going to jc ever!cause i think jc is for very very smart intellectual,rich,english-speaking stereotypes and i don't fit in.sorry,if this may sound prejudice but i'm only referring to jcs like raffles jc,the-very-difficult-to-get-in-jcs.

but suddenly,i had this urge to want to find whether i could even fall in love with jc.being a normal acad student,i think would not make in jc and especially being around with smart-ass people,i think i'll definitely feel inferior.that's why i chose poly and of course poly offers the dream course that i want.whatever it is,i just plan it out.i may not even do well for prelims!

2/3 reunion with ms ibaidah

my cute-looking maths teacher .he's the bestest teacher yuo can ever ask for!hahah,the other time my class ask him to give us some tips on how he hit on his wife but he wouldn't want to tell us.then i was like,come cher give us some tips so i could get an australian bf,since his wife is an australian but a chinese lah.then the class started to like jeered on me!haha!hilarious moment.

the ever-exxagerated pose from me.hah!

you see traitors?opss!

weekend is here.
okay,please bear me.i'm just updating for the sake of updating.
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supposingly,i should at least done some revision but i slept all the way.
before gym,i slept.after gym,i slept again.after lunch,i slept again.
dunno what got into me.and now,(11pm)i think i can't sleep anymore.
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whatever it is.this week in school is so slack cause most of my time is gone especially for maths and biology.since mr yuen and mr leong went for reservice,i think i wasted my time.especially,on friday where i had one lesson for the whole freaking day.plus,no extra classes at all for this stretch of week.
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well,gonna spend reading after this.i'm reading a MALAY book.chet!i think the last read i had was like three years ago.gosh.but this time i already found my favourite author of malay books despite reading one of his book called "hatiku di harujuku".which means my heart is in harujuku.the book is about yakuza and there's japan words.interesting.
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desparate housewives in coming this monday!
gosh,this month(gosh,a new month already?!),there's a lot of tv to watch.
-ugly betty!tomorrow!
-desparate housewives
-amazing race
-prison break 2 15 march
-american idol.
-and probably greys anatomy.

so,tell me people,how do i divide my study time and my tv time?
gosh, i think i need time management and some midnight oil to burn cause if i dont study,mam will start her blabbering about me watching too much tv.damnit.i hate when people tell me what to do.even if my parents too.call me a hard-stoned head.i won't listen to people that much.

okay,i think this update is enough for one week.

sayonarra and arigato gatsume.i think is like that.