my weekend will be spent on my projects.i wanna finish all four of the dolls by sunday night.can't wait for week 6 to end.can't wait for next friday!according to someone,friday is the most magical day.hahah,yeah.

so,girls,get yourselves motivated!if you feel like giving up,give me a call.maybe my voice will soothe you.haha.anyway,today was such a slacking day.i only like the last part where we had our britney moments.hahah,we sang to britney old songs!it was hilarious,seriously.

i am going to say it.
i've been imagining this in my head.
gosh,i'm excited!NOT.

anyway,went for ssp(arts).it was really good,i mean i had once wanted to become an actress(don't laugh.some random childhood ambition).i think drama is cool but i really wish,i could attend all the trainings and practices cause in DID,all you got for yourself is projects after projects since we do not have any exams.

alright,gotta go.

yesterday was dad's 47th bday.wait,is either 47 or 48,i can't remember.hah.he didn't want to celebrate his birthday because of whatever reasons but i suspect,the more older you get,you don't care about bday cakes and celebration.all you care is the number.increasing,each year.so,we surprised him.dad,you're the best when teasing me guys after guys.and dating him makes more easier when you approved of it.(lesson learnt:introduce the guys you are dating with to your father)

and today is FARIDAH MELATI'S 21st BIRTHDAY.lots of hugs and kisses to you!so sorry the M sisters can't make it on friday.

ps/: note to self.you have 3 projects and 1 assignment due Monday.InsyaAllah,i'll cope.

It’s my heart you’re stealing

It’s my heart you take

It’s my heart you’re dealing with

And it’s my heart you’ll break

i just feel like blogging but i have no idea what to say/type.

but i know there are so many things that i want to share.

i feel a bit emotional when i got the news.emo shiiitttttt.
mas,get a life.but this is bout my life now.

be back emo-less.

ironman was pretty good.and it's even better when you watch it for free.hah,you know what i mean.i kinda like walking around aimlessly at night.

i think this is how i feel now.
i'm ready.
set
go
mas!

ps/: kak muna,i wanna say my condolences to you.insyaallah,al fatihah will be recited for your father.

friday..back to the studio.but i kinda like the studio very much.i like the module because we can slack around,doodle over jokes and more jokes and most importantly,we can go out for lunch anytime baby.

sometimes,i do get butterflies in the stomach when we have to pin up our drawing cause cause i'm still an amatuer drawer.(i shall not use the word artist,i'm so far from it)

monday i had fun doing potrait.at first,i told everyone how sucks i am in doing potrait but the outcome looked not that bad as i was expecting.but but,i know ruifen wished that kat was doing her cause kat was pretty good in drawing me.sorry babe.haha!

kat drew mas.do i have eyes that big? anyway,this is nice but not as nice as someone drew me.HAHA.sorry kat,you know what i mean.

oh ya,IT'S MAY BABY!

be back again.today,i'm pretty satisfy with myself.completed all the things that i want to complete.i really wish kelly won't give any assignments tomorrow.i need my weekends to do my other projects!

Let the Words and Pictures Flow

Since tomorrow is labour day( yeah baby), i am pretty free to blog this abandon blog of mine( maybe not so cause i blogged yesterday). Anyway,tonight i feel pretty good. No more of rushing back home to finish up drawing/model making. As for tonight only.Hoho.

Saturday- Fig and Olive @ Vivo

gambar baik punyer. he didn't want to take any picture.especially if taken by sarah cause he and sara got issues.haha.

but if the camera is in my hands, yasin will definitely smile for it.haha,they love me.can't help it,i'm such a goooodd sister.

fig and olive is gooodd!

would love to go there again.

cheena.

Sunday- Halaqah ended its First Season @ Darul Furqan

This is the saddest day of the month i'm telling you. Didn't expect halaqah to end so fast. i understand sis muna reason and i really hoped and prayed the second season will be as soon as possible because friday has been a day that i looked forward every week.Friday is like a spiritual purification,emotional vitamin,spa retreat, and most importantly,grab me back from what my real purposes are.i will miss the sisters dearly.you know people always say how muslims are brothers and sisters but actually you don't feel like as if you are brothers and sisters.but for once,i feel that.genuinely,i feel that we are sisters.i love you sisters and thank you for the much needed hugs and kisses that i'll get every friday night.

the daras except makcik kat sebelah.hah.

the hip and happening sisters.

the class started and i hated(i mean not the kinda hate)when cik lina talked about the heart cause it made me cry and cry and cry.her voice was so haunting and it really penetrated through the very corner of my heart.but actually,i didn't listened that much cause i was busy wiping tears but the way she speaks,got me so convinced of something i shan't say.

semua happy dapat siwak! siwak is used by our prophet.sort of toothbrush.but better than toothbrush.

baby ahmad,you are so lucky to have sis muna as your aunt.

the ending.

the sisters,jazakallah khairan.i love you each one of you.

lastly,thank you Sis Muna.you've been such an inspiration.i think you're the second person,i am inspired by.Jzakallah khairan.I love you.( and this picture,just excuse my swollen eyes.i cried a lot that day.not gonna cry anymore, maybe in a month later)

so now the question,who is gonna hug and kiss me on friday night?

do you realise that last tuesday picture,i was wearing purple too.but but,of different tops.so,don't assume huh.i'm almost out of clothes.GSS in one month's time baby.

saturday-fig and olive
sunday-the very last halaqah

just wait.

Holland V was cancelled cause we need to buy art stuffs at bras basah. And i'm not feeling well today.Running nose.Great.What a great way to welcome the weekend. But,so much for the weekends cause i have like 15 drawings to finish and i have to draw on 40 ping pong balls. Can't you imagine it? No you can't. I'm so exhausted that i need to make an escape. I don't know what escape but i wished dad hadn't decided to back out from the batam trip. Cousins,we're sorry. But i'm gonna persuade my dad again. It is just the second week but the pile of assignments that the lecturer is giving is overwhelming. So,i hoped to perserve and i believe i can do this. Is really fun but it's exhausting at the same time.And to add on to this sort of fun-misery, i am missing someone. My social life is at stake people! So excuse me while i get my eyebags fixed.

ps/: HAPPY BIRTHDAY IQMAL YASIN aka gemuk. I wanna eat the cake now now!But sarah always has a problem with punctuality when it comes to cutting the cake.gee.

school has been tiring,like really exhausting. Every single day,i never fail to draw. I think my drawings are making more sense now. And it means a lot to me when Kelly said he liked the patterns that i drew. That just boosted my morale. Friends has been great to me. In addition to our cliques are queenie and hamidah! And i'm so looking forward for our date tmr.Holland V huh girls. And Friday is a Skirt Day for Kat and Ruifen and me of course. I just realised that i don't need a Malay friend cause the girls that are with me right now are as happening as a Malay friend would be. I still can share my yellow jokes with them. Maybe colour is the only difference. Hah.

My stress face. Submission due in few mins and i was still figuring it out.

okay,i looked horrible(no,i don't have self-esteem issues here). What,eyebags on second week of school!

i miss blogging! Would definitely blog more when err. That i'm not sure.

i got 20 drawings due wednesday.
i got 11 drawings due next monday.
and i sucks at autocad.

ironic you may think but i aint complaning.
not just yet........

tuesday is our slack day.wasted huh.and ya,my new classmates!

Saturday Night-

Eventhough Leha is busy with school,work and dating,she still had time for me.And that what makes a friendship more meaningful than ever.I only ask for one thing when it comes to friendship.Be there when i need you.That's all.And i would do the same thing.After i left secondary school,i know the meaning of true friends.They are the one that stick to you.5,10,15,20 years time they insyaallah be there.

and yesterday,i miss my friends even more.rahman dan zul hizam yan hafiz ama tin lala din.all the malay peeps.and it has been long since i hear a malay joke!man dan zul,my joker guys,i miss your jokes.

TGIF

for once,i'm glad weekends are here.i've been really busy lately,with assignments and projects so pardon my absence.

i'll be back with pictures.i had awesome time with ruifen and kat.

and and,don't you think david cook can win the american idol? listen to him singing always be by baby.awesome.how he turned a mariah carey,girly song to cool rock song.listen to him at youtube.

in school right now.

the lecturer didn't come in to class.he must put his brain at home.

siaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

i wish ruifen kat maureen and yen zheng is here.yes,if you realised,i have no malay friends in DID.how pathetic.it's okay.i can brush up my english so the next time you speak to me,i'll use bombastic words and speak so fast you won't understand.okay,i'm trying to comfort myself.see the good side of everything.come on mas,it's just the second day.by end of this month,i bet i can get all the malay girls surrounding me,begging to be my friend.okay,i know i'm exaggerating.ignore me,i'm boreedddd!

monday.school starts.almost everything is gonna change.sometimes i wish i could stay but change is good.good for you.i have lots of doubts and worries.i questioned myself,my abilities.could i survive in design?would i have good reliant friend and group members,would i enjoy myself completely,would i regret?i was concerned.i think is natural for us to be concern when we have to adjust ourselves to change,when we face this kind of situation.i told myself that i shouldn't be worried too much.like what kak muna said,we always get worried about duniawi and not about ukhrawi.so,i am trying to put aside all these concerns,worries and doubts.i am trusting Allah because He knows the best.i'm in design because He wants me too.He knows i am capable of this.so i shouldn't be worried,right? i'm allowing whatever good or bad to happen with the knowing that He has reasons for it.the reason that is good for me.i believe in Allah.

yesterday went to town with family.i am thankful that we'll be able to spend quality time together before i get busy with projects.but i yet to spend time with someone.well, i hope there's time.

so to all my friends,happy schooling and i wish you guys the best in poly or ite life.i miss my classmates alot.

http://i107.photobucket.com/albums/m293/annatun/haha1.gif

click on that.haha,thanks jana.

cip was bad,seriously.i wish that would be my last time.i actually collected $9.37.haha,pathetic!
my classmates seemed____.haha,no comment huh.well,i hoped for the best.i believe Allah knows the best.tomorrow is the last day of orientation and next week is school.my life is gonna change totally.

speaking of change,there will be lots of change in this.i'll be busy and you'll be busy.i don't know if i can do this.it will be even more worst,in coming months.i hoped for the best.i believe Allah knows the best.i have to keep reminding myself that cause that's all i got for now.

i'm tired everyone and it has been a long time since i felt this kind of tired.tu ah duduk rumah besarkan pantat jer kan.

ps/: i am so glad that i bumped into lenny fizza and dila!!!!oh my girls,i miss you!i pray for the best in your life and i hoped we could bump into one another again.tadi,kiter kecoh ah.ckp kuat mcm nak kasi the whole train dengar eh.haha.

Orientation-

Oh my.let me start from the first.monday,orientation was at 9 and i was at yew tee mrt station at 830am.my,my.when i reached,there was massive crowds at the mrt and i got to know that there has been an incident at cck.i was like,damn,what a fantastic way to start the sort of first day of school,me being late.stupid stupid guy,why do you have to commit suicide during peak hours? and wassup with jumping off the platform? a new trend to commit suicide? jumping off from buildings doesn't work anymore huh.

i digress,as usual.i teamed up with a group from various design courses.we're called WASSUP!haha.my group members were okay.there were three malay girls,including me so no handsome guys huh.i think i love introduction because i started telling everyone that i wanted to go ngee ann and i don't want to be here.blah blah but i'm not the only one okay.there's this guy,talk non stop about himself.haha.

second day was great too cause we did painting and drawing.and i'm good at it.NOT!alright,i'm done here cause american idol is on baby!

maureen drew this! and i painted it.not bad huh.i'm so glad i'm not the only one that is unartistic.

that's our grafitti wall. and we're wassuuuuupp!!!

i got lots and lots to say and i'll be back with more when i have the time.tomorrow's flag day!can you imagine that!i thought i am so done with flag day but for cip's sake,i'll do it.catch me at amk.and and,there's a party tmr,with food drinks and music!hoho,i'm so gonna dance tmr.but but wait,what's that on your head mas?alamak,luper.ni bukan secondary school lagi.

Saturday Fairies Outing-

We've been friends since ndp and thinking back, we've been through a lot,especially during our ndp days.i never want to forget that because from there,our friendship blossomed and insyaallah,will continue to blossom.so my girls,i truly had fun with you on saturdays and i love you all. i don't know why,everytime after i went out with you girls and update on our outing,i'll get sappy.haha.

so first stop was cheenatown!i don't know why we went there but for me,i wanted to relive the memories that i had,when we went to cheenatown but it was different this time.walked around like tourist and boy oh boy,the sun was scorching.we wanted to go back to the place where we had ice kachang but the shop was closed down! apa sey.


biler nampak ni,semua jakun.

haha.panas panas panas.

after that,we walked all the way to raffles place and we found a spot to perasan2 with the camera.

haha,i remembered this.we were looking out for any people nearby because we want to take a shot of smthg really stupid and that will embarassed us.what did we do? we hung ourselves to the tree but here,i can't put the pics.drop water face sey!

we then headed to mcd near masjid maulana and played uno and snap.haha!mas queen of all cards.title kene ambik dari aisyah pasal dier kalah,kiter menang.aisyah confirm baca ni.aisyah,mau rematch lagi? haha.

at night,we then headed to bugis.wow,three places in one day!we drank teh tarik at sarbat.(totally reccomended) and that was me trying fizza's teh halia.bau takle angkat and bluergh!the taste is gingerly bad.and look at my(other) hand,wassup huh.

and lastly,perfectly,picture perfect.

ps/: jana,teach me how to do the gif thingy and how do i upload it? through photobucket? must resize it? email me.

yesterday was awesome awesome awesome.i had a fantabulous time with the fairies.will update more once i have all the pictures alright.

anyway,tomorrow is my orientation and i'm so so so anxious!oh my god.i hope to make new(handsome)friends.haha,tak habis2 mas.dari smalam.salah tujuan betol.btw,i think i'm going to school alone.gosh,loner huh.hopefully,i get to make friends.(don't worry mas.you are good at making friends)one last thing.for design students,we had to draw,design our name on this piece of block.i'm so unartistic that i'll embarassed myself tomorrow.gosh,it took me one hour to draw on that piece of small square block.i'm so sure that the others are more creative and more nicer than mine.seriously,you should see how i designed it.totally mediocre.even primary 6 students can come up with something like that.ahh!when i hand in that piece of block,i'll make sure i'll drown myself in my hijab.

so let's see how masturah survive tomorrow so stay tune.(mcm advertisement gitu)

just bear me will you?

i am bored and i can't wait for halaqah today.at least i'm going out.

just wanna post this poem that i found last two years ago.


I Crave Your Mouth, Your Voice, Your Hair

Don't go far,not even for a day
Don't go far off, not even for a day, because -- because -- I don't know how to say it: a day is long and I will be waiting for you, as in an empty station when the trains are parked off somewhere else, asleep.

Don't leave me, even for an hour, because then the little drops of anguish will all run together, the smoke that roams looking for a home will drift into me, choking my lost heart.Oh, may your silhouette never dissolve on the beach; may your eyelids never flutter into the empty distance.

Don't leave me for a second, my dearest,because in that moment you'll have gone so far I'll wander mazily over all the earth, asking, Will you come back? Will you leave me here, dying?

cerita kelakar:
just now,my brother was singing and i video clipped it without him realising. goodness,it was hell funny cause he sang out of tune.sengau. and when he realised it, he got so mad and that he grabbed my phone from me.i had to chase him around the dining table.we're wrestling and of course,i won. i told him that i will delete it but no way! hahahah. poor brother!i'm gonna show to my friends around. wow,if there is an award for the most evil sister,i'll definitely win it! haha.