friday-saturday
my maternal family organised a chalet and oh boy,i had fun time catching with the girls,talking,laughing and teasing here and there.the most fun-nest part was pissing off the life guard!haha,i was lauging my socks off!

the bad news was,my digi cam officially died on me!!!!!bloody mama crap.nevermind,i never like that digicam and is time to purchase a new one so no pics taken alright.bbq was also fine but i never really like bbq food.can't fanthom why.


sunday
went to the zoo with my family!it was hellaa greatness!it had been eons since i've been there and alas,my wish came true.but it was very(x5) exhausting!!because we're walking there since 9am till 2pm.i also got to meet my friends and my mam and dad was being weird,talking to the animals.anyway,it was in conjunction of family day and we got free tram rides,played some games and 60 bucks to spend on food.hehe,Bj ice cream was nice!


the bad news was,we do not have digicam so we used hp camera.that explains the lack of quality pictures.


tram rides!




donkey!

what sey my mom dunno how to take pics.

play pool was relaxing and cooling,after the long walk.

bad picture.

these are my favs animals visit.

i love the ponys,mostly the farm animals.(exclude the babi!)

this zebra is so hilarious.my mam and dad was talking to him and he was like staring at us.

and of course,the polar bear but i pity him cause he got no friends there and i don't know how he could adapt to this place.

the white tiger,definitely.

the bestest part was the fragile forest where the animals were so close to us and this racoon was running around and i was like clutching to sarah!coward!

and oh man!tmr is school already!!please,i pray there's no ss test tmr cause i have not memerise those BS.

ps:i might update less this time cause i made a promise to study starting from monday.so miss me,no?

sentosa outing was awesome.despite only 7 of us turned up,we had great fun and laughters.
so,went there by monorail and everybody seemed excited.reached pahlawan,we placed our mat under the coconut tree and went to swim,except me.i was having a relaxing time under the sun when this crazy puppy came and started running around to strangers and couldn't sit still at all.what the hell,i was scared since i was alone and they were having splasing time in the sea.so,after much reluctance,i went down to sea.dang!i had no extra undergarments so don't ask me how i got home.

fun part was we're having a ball of time playing catching in the sea,wrestling(not me cause i can't reached to where they were swimming.my legs are short okay),frisbee,soccer,rumah dayak,pepsi cola and talking bout having kids.haha,we're so damn tired by then!bathing with the girls was so much fun cause i see yours,you see mine.hah!blah,blah reached home exactly 10.30pm.

stel,zul and hafiz.

leha and kerene.

i can your tits!

it feels good when your gf finally have some boobs to show off.hah!

kesiow,the boys took oppurtunity!

hahahah!!done by zul!nice looking cork you got there!

oh boy,do we love having girls talk?

eh,paris hilton!

okay bye and i'm going chalet tonight!

be back before school reopens!

phew,exhausted.

sentosa tmr?alright ah.at last i can get into my bikini and get some tanning.
ya right!

post again i think.

can't believe that this week is the last week of hellidays!
great,i can't wait to get back to school.school isn't so bad,isn't it?i bet many people missed me.(a hint of sarcasm)

anyway,my hellidays is not well spent on studying.i haven't studied properly and i am regretful of it.my father is blabbering.he kept saying,"three more months!!".i know dad.that's enough to freak me out but i know what i am doing.(i came to realise that when it comes to this 17-20,you always think you know what to do cause you think you're old,adult enough,refused to take any advice but the fact is,you are shallowed-minded teens!)

whatever it is,i still know what to do.the matter is,i don't listen to people that much.is just me talking and you listen or shut up.yessa,every girl has the potential to be a bitch.

and i also can't believe that the entire whole month of hellidays,i only went out once!!(with friends)shocker.sad eh?mcm gini i have to go out again.one last time before starts school.i still haven't bought anything for myself!

anyway,i am going to end with something for you people to reflect on.

"These were people so hungry for love that they were accepting substitutes.They were embracing material things and expecting a sort of hug back. But it never works.Money is not a subsititute for tenderness and power is not a substitute of tenderness."

after the chem practical,got to hang out with the guys for awhile.have to admit that i miss talking and laughing with them!stella was being darn straightforward telling dan that he looked hot and dan was like pretending not to hear anything.ahah!

anyway,i am still thinking about that mango pants.i thought i should not just buy it on impulse.what the heck,now i feel regretful and paranoid a little.i think the pants will be out of stock by the time i want to buy it!

i've read TUESDAY WITH MORRIE and here are some meaningful quotes.

"The tension of opposites?"
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth.You want to do one thing, but your are bound to do something else.Something hurts you,yet you know it shouldn't.You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take things for granted."
"A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber.And most of us live somewhere in the middle.

you know what i love about holiday?(besides incessant blogging,food,tv and hang-outs)i have the time in the world to read books.i can't get why people hate reading.it is like pushing away knowledge.(though,novels doesn't have moral of the story)at least books buck up your english!

and i am going to end every update with quotes.yes,i am going to sound like a wise,old,over matured girl.i feel like the talks in my head are sounding like an adult talking!

monday-went out with the double L.as usual, we headed down to marina square.i just love that place!the main intention was to shop and oh boy,i thought shopping was stress reliever but it made me stress to see many things that i would love to buy but i am short of cash.but i was very disappointed cause mango,zara and dorothy perkins did not sell any long sleeve.if have,is just normal ones.one regret was that i should have buy that mango pants!!!!!!i thought i should ask my sister's opinion first but now,my butt is iching to get down to mango and purchased that pants!!!!!!in the end,i bought mcd muffins and chocs from candy empire.why must i always spend money on food!!!


having fun in dressing room.heh

cool mirrors aye?

lala,my hot gf.

tuesday-sister's graduation day.the whole family was there to support my sister!she insist me to tell ppl here that people cheered for her while she took that certificate.so,now are you happy that i've mentioned this?anyway,my family was almost late.ahah!i had major cramps that day till i cried and had to be in a doggy position.you think is easy to be a girl!(okay.digress a bit)back track.

during the whole event,i was kind of inspired by this malay guy.you know the one that appeared in malay newspaper.wow,i really want to work my ass off(but i still don't know why i am still here)to get to poly.maybe this july i will be very determined.so when my sister was up there,my dad and mom clapped so hard.hah.

went to dinner at our fav hotspot.the most memorable part was going home!haha!we walked all the way from this place and we kinda lost track a bit.had to climb up and then climb down!hahaha!you won't get it but is very funny cause my dad and mom dressed so formal and was climbing up and down!

see,clad in formal clothes.

sis,your family is proud of you!after this is sarah!opps forget to mention,she fell horribly while going down from the stairs!!!!!hhahaha!!!!!

gosh,i wanna make my parents proud too you know.

friday was sentosa for guides.my last time in guides.we had a farewell party for the seniors.
dang!i love the new sentosa.actually,it has been years since i've been there so i really was overwhelmed with the atmosphere in sentosa.i love it.

we guides went to watch songs of the sea which was so fantabulous cause it uses lasers,graphics and ended it with bang!which means a mini firework.

after the much anticipated show,we had our official goodbyes with heart-warming speeches by the seniors and members and finally guider which made me and almost everyone teared.

reached school around 11 and the girls decided not sleep.we talked all the way till 4!finally but woken up at 7.damn,i had lots of fun!


monorail!

me and michelle,my fav. junior!

the seniors.sounds old.

some photography sessions and yes the photographer is who else?lin!

hah,i act bitch.

some games.

songs of the sea!the starting was fun cause we sing to some singapore songs and i was like singing and clapping.the tourist were all at lost!ironically,i felt like a tourist instead.

awesome?you bet!

i was truely awed!

bougae!

hah!so do i qualify to become a bitch?the most made-up pose you can get from birdies.

you guys do not have to read this.be back again with pictures!

i am going to sound emotional and touchy-feely.

i am saddened by the idea of leaving guides because i had some really memorable times with the people there.throughout this guiding journey,i have learnt so many things about myself and the people surround me.guides has helped me discover my potential and importance of being responsible,committed and showing the right example.i've made truely wonderful friends like lenny,dila,fizah,shanice,michelle and everyone else too.guides has turned me to madness too especially footdrill where i seea side of me wanting everything to be a perfection that it hurts me and hurts everyone.i thought i always regret joning guides cause we lack of activities but for now,i am proud to be in guides and nothing could replace that with anything else.for this, i am genuinely grateful to be part of cck guides.

for people to wonder why i am so being emotional about it,is because no cca has our love going and you couldn't understand that.

during biology class,mr leong talked about different methods of doing abortions and showed some pictures that were totally disturbing.i was making a lot of loud comments because i really can't stand the cruelty of abortion.

one of the most cruel way is that the doc insert a sort of scissor in the vagina and cut portions of the body parts eg. legs,hands,finally head and pulled in out from vagina.how could anyone would want to do that?funny thing,he will bring condoms tomorrow!i told him to vibrators too and i was by then laughing like hell.

anyway,friday going sentosa for sec4&5s farewell party!woohoo!is been eons since i've been there!

HAPPY 17TH BIRHTDAY TO MY DEAREST LOVELIEST FRIEND,LALA!
MUACKS AND LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU BABE.

what's new?i am going sentosa this friday with guides!!

i've watched pirates on wednesday night with my sisters.
it was a tad boring especially in the middle part.but,johnny depp made the interesting to watch.jack sparrow is one hell of a character.don't forget,orlando bloom too made the movie great.if you're not a fan of pirates,don't watch.i don't understand what they are talking sometimes.

actually,i have nothing to say.wait for something great to happen and probably i'll update.

gosh,i can't believe is already june.few more months to the 0's!