trying to feel positive.
school's work is truckload.
let see,about 10 drawings to do,and then rendered,a model and presentation slides.
all by next week friday(within 2 weeks), plus struggling with how to design it and issues behind it.
so far this is the worst ever but the light is at the end of the tunnel.
graduation in about 2 months time!

be back by next week :)

"Because I want to be judged for what I say and what I do,not for what I look like".
From my Sister's Lips by Naima B.Robert when she asked a woman from Cairo why she had to cover herself.

"Without doubt,the assumption is that this poor woman was forced by her husband or family to dress as she does,that she is an uneducated immigrant who probably speaks little or no English or that,steeped in ignorance,she has yet to experience the delights of Western freedoms.She is, in essence,desparate to be liberated" From my Sister's Lips by Naima B.Robert.

what western delights?wearing a dress?showing some cleavage and thighs?drinking?partying?having sex before marriage?

people come to me to make themselves feel happy.they come to me because i was the light in the room,i was the joker in the clique,i was the ball for them to start rolling,i was the laughter when they need,i was the loudest and happiest among them.when they get what they want,when they are equally happy,they leave..and everytime they leave,they took away shred of my happiness,and i, emptier than before.after all i am just there to make them simply,happy.

so is this real?
it seems real to me.

"hanging train"

i might get too self-indulgent sometimes.
having a short break from school till tuesday but hell will set loose next week.3 more weeks to our last term holiday.i can't wait to graduate and start doing something worthwhile.
K dropped a big bomb yesterday(ladies no he did not propose me)and got me thinking...

enjoy your weekend.having ayam bakar later!

Tokyo, Japan 31st Oct-6th Nov 2010

several things that i missed about Tokyo:

1. the weather!good heavens that when i came back, singapore having its monsoon season.i miss the cool weather,it's like you're in an air conditioned room when you step outside.

2. the service!the service there was pretty good compared to Singapore.the cashier speaks softly, yes even the guys.they always thank you.i like it when they give your change, they will always give you the notes first, then the coins.

3.the weird(in a good way) fashion sense of the Japanese people. they wear anything and everything without caring about what people might be thinking of them.i saw a lady who wore hair curlers out.the weirder, the better.it was really nice to see every single Japanese people dressed up, unlike Singaporeans who wear their smelly boxers to buy mcd breakfast.seriously.

4. i miss their clean toilets and the toilet seats!their toilets are generally clean and it does not stink.none of the toilets that i went to stinks even the one in the park,which was a bit dirty but still doesnt stinks.i also miss the warmth feeling the toilet seats gave when i woke up every morning at 5

(solat subuh) feeling cold.

5. Japanese people talking.i loved it when i am surrounded by Japanese people talking.when they talk, it sounded nice and bearable to the ears unlike china people talking,with their accent so thick.

okay that's it.sorry i have been talking about Tokyo since i came back.pardon me, this is my first time going anywhere beyond Malaysia and i was very excited.it has left a huge impact on my life. i will never forget the 6 days i had in Tokyo.

 

 

not in the mood

today was crazy.came to school at 9.45am, get started with work,hungry but no time to eat,failed plan,got scolded by ricky,proceeded to plan B,works perfectly alhamdullilah, work till almost 2pm and still got scolded by ricky, still no lunch,just a bread to keep curb the hunger,help Q out till 3pm.3-5pm,waiting plus rushing to submission and i'm finally done with the day.the day ended nicely with kat and ruifen, having our coffee and bread at ya kunya toast Lot 1, talk and talk, looked around for wallet and shoes and home sweet home.

no plans for tomorrow means stay at home and update on my Japan trip and watch movies and glee and attempt on my essay :)


happy weekend

I miss being in Tokyo..i miss the feeling of being far away,from my family, from you somehow..

i'm back from Tokyo by the way...loving every minute i was there and yearns to travel.

10 Tips on How to be a Successful Wife
Written by Muhammad al-Shareef  via IdealMuslimah

10. Use your ‘Fitnah’ to win the heart of your husband
All women have the ornaments that Allah blessed them with. Use the beauty Allah - Azza wa Jal - has bestowed you with to win the heart of your husband.

9. When your husband comes home, greet him with a wonderful greeting
Imagine your husband coming home to a clean house, an exquisitely dressed wife, a dinner prepared with care, children clean and sweet smelling, a clean bedroom - what would this do to his love for you? Now imagine what the opposite does to him.

8. Review the characteristics of the Hoor Al-Ayn and try to imitate them
The Qur’an and Sunnah describe the women in Jannah with certain characteristics. Such as the silk they wear, their large dark eyes, their singing to their husband, etc. Try it, wear silk for your husband, put Kohl in your eyes to ‘enlarge’ them, and sing to your husband.

7. Always wear jewelry and dress up in the house.

From the early years, little girls have adorned themselves with earrings and bracelets and worn pretty dresses - as described in the Qur’an. As a wife, continue to use the jewelry that you have and the pretty dresses for your husband.

6. Joke and play games with your husband.
A mans secret: they seek women who are light-hearted and have a sense of humor. As Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam - told Jabir to marry someone who would make him laugh and he would make her laugh.

5. Thank your husband constantly for the nice things he does.
Then thank him again. This is one of the most important techniques, as the opposite is a characteristic of the women of hellfire.

4. An argument is a fire in the house.
Extinguish it with a simple ‘I’m sorry’ even if it is not your fault.
When you fight back, you are only adding wood to the fire. Watch how sweetly an argument will end when you just say sincerely, “Look, I’m sorry. Let’s be friends.”

3. Always seek to please your husband, for he is your key to Jannah.
Rasul Allah - sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam - taught us that any women who dies in a state where her husband is pleased with her, shall enter Jannah. So .. please him.

2. Listen and Obey!
Obeying your husband is Fard [a must]! Your husband is the Ameer [head] of the household. Give him that right and respect.

1. Make Dua to Allah to make your marriage and relationship successful.
All good things are from Allah. Never forget to ask Allah ta’ala for the blessing of having a successful marriage that begins in this Dunya and continues on - by the Mercy of Allah ta’ala - into Jannah.

i love how Islam teaches us to treat your husband with full of undying love and care.Your husband is your priority in life.Indeed, the path to heaven is treat your husband well and with such utmost respect.I like traditional wife who treats their husband to cup of tea whenever he is working home or giving him a massage when he is tired.

Oh well, whoever marries me will be lucky :p HAHAH kidding!!