end of term 3 for me.

and i should be celebrating or having fun but where i am now?

critique session this tuesday and i am feeling good about it.
elaine's wedding this friday and i am abosolutely looking forward for it.
having a pack weekend next week so this weekend will make up for the next weekend.

ciao people.

i hate standing in the way

submission is tomorrow.nothing's new.same old.
last minute work,last minute print.but we'll get through it someway,somehow.

anyway,just wanna say that i miss a lot of people.my babes,leha lala fatin,please meet up soon okay?i feel like doing another outing for the class but we'll see how.would love to meet the guys and have a laughing marathon.that would be so so good.and and a pot of shisha would be even better cause is been a long time..

insyaAllah meeting the cousins this saturday.fizza dah bis a level so lets enjoy babe!since my very dear dear friend will be out having fun in the sun,this would be a great oppportunity to get away from him.hahahahah.no lah.so cousins,be ready to share and tell.and kinah,if you can come please do come.

it's 1245 am and i just realised is raining over here.

the burden of the last project has not been lifted up cause..
THEY LAUNCHED ANOTHER BLOODY MASSIVE PROJECT!
a huge one,4 modules included.and we have to design a space for someone.interesting,really but i might just fall into another deep stress-hole.

anyway,besides that,today i talked to a south african women for my cross comm module.it was intriguing,her opinions about singaporeans though almost half of what she was talking,i can't understand.singlish is rude to her and she said the customer service here sucks!hahaha.

okay back to my project.two more submissions and i am done for this term!

ALAS, THE LAST PROJECT IS DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
too tired,too exhausted.

the whole week,i have been going home late.we had a week to buy materials,construct and print a1 board for the presentation.it was a hell of a week,i am so glad is over.so damn glad.friday i stayed in school till 10plus.i was being bitchy,ignorant and cooperative cause of some reasons.i am really really sorry kat ham and ruifen.thanks for being patience with me.

studio:


someone said people who draws,design anything related, work with mess.and i am a neat freak. so how?


fragmented.


saturday,had a very chilling evening at starbucks fusionpolis.the place is practically empty and we got free food!one after another.hahah,thanks starbucks dude.headed to holland v for the very first time,yeah i know shut up.and of course a day would not end with an arguement.hahaha.well,is part of the package.can't wait for next saturday.5 more months baby.
i love you.Always will.Always have.

haha,ignore my unfriendly faces.well if you dont have canon eos cameras,make use of the people that have it.

School has been extremely exhausting and the next two days will be more exhausting than ever cause we're rushing for time and submission is next monday.boohoo.

Nothing much to talk about.i just want to spend my entire day watching pride and prejudice and reading!! but i don't have any to myself this week,even weekend.

okay,i do not want to blog about how great my life has been now that i have bf blah blah blah..
but last saturday was special.i wouldn't forget about it.though if i could do it all over again,i would change certain things.and i'll pray to God that this will be constant even though i knew what i am doing is wrong and sometimes sinful.just let me be happy as for now.let me have my share of experience.let me have enough of my life,which i hope is soon.

anyway,15 bucks gone to the project!!!!!!!!
save me from this misery,the only thing i hate about design is,it is not money-free!!!imagine how many dresses i could get from spending all my money on design!!!i better get B or something!

i'm all smiles today.

it's weekend baby!!!!!

more on marc jakob(according to hafiz.hahaha!!),watching a lot like love(cause i can't find greys anatomy season 2!argh),spending time with K, shopping(though i am broke we'll see how) sleep if i ever manage to and halaqah.

school is not about throwing your hands in the air.

school update:
my media's with obsession with weight thingy sucked.i don't know half of what i was talking about.i realised,i can do a good job in writing but i sucked at speaking standard english.

another new project coming up!is quite interesting.and i can't wait to tell them what i have in my mind now,this INSTANT.but we got like a week to do it?CRAZY!!

personal update:
halaqah just left me speechless.sometimes,i just feel like i had enough of duniawi but truthly,most of the time,i havent had enough.and i should know what i am living for.ukhrawi.

a whole new level.

i am spending my saturday night doing on media's obssession with weight and marc jacobs.can design get any interesting?honestly,i think yes.

and i just made a a huge colossal mistake.crunch time mas.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

This was what we sang when we're on the way back.M,RF and H.hahaha,one guy turned and looked at us when we're figuring the lyrics.hahah,if not because of the awesome girlfriends,yes includes K and Q, i would taken the step.

Anyway,this week has all together been exhausting and stressful.My mind is messed up and i am not trying to blame PMS and i need to rest and watch Mean Girls this weekend.But i need to talk to another K so meet up for two straight days to get my mind at peace.give me peace please!and i wish his atm card would work cause i am definitely craving for mashed potato at breeks.hahahaha.

oh oh,i can't wait to start on my project. MARC JACOBS!
and and, my baked LEMON MERINQUE!reminds me of bree's lemon merinque!

just one news,
breaks my heart.

and i have never ever feel like i need to be there for someone so much in my life.
everything happens for a reason.someday,i pray that everything gonna be fine.just remember that i love you and i really do.