Sunday, March 28, 2010


met these girls for the past two fridays. it was awesome and we celebrated queen's birthday. hope you like it my Baby Jen. hahaha. i love you girls :)

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

today was good.

spent almost the whole day outside, on site(s), had lunch with my sister @ orchard(yes get almost 2 hours break while my bosses meet the client at town),had a surprise call from zul(really glad that he still remembers me) and laugh my socks off watching just for laugh.

tomorrow's wednesday! mid of the week already! :)

Monday, March 22, 2010

i am jealous at the fact that my cousin right now is enjoying his life, travelling around europe with his friends..alah apa mau jealous, one day it will be my turn..InsyaAllah.

okay stop all the complaining, whining, this is reality. working world kinda sucks(esp if you're not passionate about it). thank God, i am a woman, so anytime i feel like not working, i can do it, if only i have a husband who can support me.heheh.

anyway, cant wait for this week to end, cause after this week,we will only have three weeks left. looking forward for itp to end, not looking forward for school to start.horror.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

we were looking at my watch intently as each second passed. we were in silent. when the clock strike 12, you were smiling, a smile that is precious.
to my dearest best friend and lover, happy 22nd. may i be with you, with every birthdays to come.
InsyaAllah.

counting down to the time when we are..........

Sunday, March 14, 2010

fastforward the time, 5 or 6 years in time.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

work has been okay but the thing is, i was starting to feel lonely. i mean, i do talk with the staff there but it still makes me feel lonely. the long hours of travelling, to and fro (total close to 3 hours a day) and eating alone outside attributed to that. if you know me,i'm a people person and i like to be surrounded with people who i can talk and relate to.

maybe this experience teaches me the feeling of being solitude.one day mas, you gonna be alone. when you die, you'll be alone.i am slowly accepting this feeling and experience that i am going through. i know it is important for me to learn how to just be alone.one day, the person you depend on will leave you and you'll be alone. i thank God for this. because the next time i experience it, it wouldnt be as hard.

anyway, reminder for me, you are not alone. Allah is always watching out for you..

Monday, March 08, 2010

has changed my email add to masturahsaad@hotmail.com


hahaha, got this from queen's tumblr.

Saturday, March 06, 2010

Internship-

alright, it's already the first week of internship. i must say, working life is very very tiring than school, even though, all i did was to sit in the office. i must say, i am pretty glad so far with the company. there are 7 people in total, and it's hard for them not exclude me out. even though it's a small company, they are quite known and a lot of people wanted them to do their house but they got too many projects.

anyway, recap: all of us had lunch together on monday, my boss's husband have been sending me to bishan mrt for my convenience, i've been to site visit, drew proposal drawing for a client for the entire week and has been snacking unshamelessly on their food.hahaha, they dont mind really. if not for me, nobody will eat the junk.


i came at 9.30, they werent even there!

they have lots of books and magazines and the "pantry" is right beside, which is just behind me. how to resist!!

site visit @ lorong changi. damn the house has a rooftop!

the very cozy office. too small, they are planning to find somewhere bigger.

my desk!

okay, that's all. hopefully everything will go smoothly..


ps/: is watching dear john later!! read the book, hopes the movie is just as good.

Friday, March 05, 2010

i feel like i am the luckiest person around.what more could i ask?
alhamdullilah.alhamdullilah.alhamdullilah.

and i keep thinking of salleh and nabilla...
prayers for them.(read two posts back)

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

work has been alright. alhamdullilah, all praises to God. insyaAllah, things will continue as it is.. on the bright side, K's base is near my place :)))

this is for queen. queen, as i've observed for two days, the life of an interior designer is not only sitting on the desk doing quotations and drafting. my supervisor, she's an interior designer. she is not on her desk all day, in fact she's always out doing site visit, meeting clients, probably meeting with people that handle materials. i think in a day, she only sit at the desk for less than 5 hours. in the case, if you have a lot of projects. however, you can never run away from cad but for 3d, you can cause you can ask someone else to do it :) hope this info helps you.