ahh,should be doing some mugging but!but!there's always a but!

anyway,anyway,i think my confrontation to lala was quite offensive but hey!i'm pointing out something and i don't keep my opinions sometimes so lala,sorry ya!

anyhow,the irony of the coming trend is:malay guys getting themselves a chinese girlfriend.i'm not against it!but i think malay girl tak laku anymore!ahaha!which means malay girls are not selling fast.i think that's the definition.anyway,blame the malay girls.they are turning into something yucky but not me!probably chinese girls are more promising?who cares about malay guys not checking out malay girls.this create social cohesion btw the chinese and the malays.but what about the indians?easy.malay girls,go find an indian boy.how about that?this will all build a racial harmony that the govt have been dying for!

as for me,i guess i better check out ang moh guys.isn't that better?don ya think so.

ps:this post doesn't have any intentions of discriminating any races.have some love everyone :)

hoho.start of the week,i'm late.wth,blame on the french fries.aha,i was savouring my breakfast.i hate to rush when i'm eating okay.

anyway,i can't wait to watch siti persandingan.excuse me,the gown that she's gonna wear is from italy.and her wedding ring is so beautiful.the diamond is goddamn huge!so my dear-soon-to-be in 10-years husband must get me that huge diamond ring.but i think marrying a old guy is not bad especially if the old guy looks like hugh jackman.that would be hmm,great.

speaking of old guys,believe it or not,i think i think i wanna date a man that is older than me probably 1-2 years older.aha!nevermind,this is just my thinking.it's not gonna happen after i finish with my o level.ahah,i still think 16 years old is too young to have a boyfriend.sorry if i offend those guys who has a relationship at this kind of age.it's not that i don't believe that it won't work out but to me is just too young.17 sounds okay.aha,i bet i'm one of those obit-thinking girl.

BUT STILL,i check out for younger guys.so beware!

yeah,went to gym yesterday cause i kinda miss doing workout.but funny thing is,me and jana talked more than we exercise!

went home,i made brownies again with mam.it was kinda cool baking brownies with mam and talking about stuff.wanna do it again.probably,i'll try to make raspberry cheesecake during the holis!

so,the brownies were meant for my cousins.we had,what kak marlina said,'our grandmother death anniversary'.we had kenduri and baca yasin.so,all throughout,the girls cramped in one room and we listened to kak marlina story about her thailand trip and kak ana talking about her persian cats.it was cool and we had birthday cake for auggy babies.a bit of sabotaging but it was really funny.the food was yummy cause we ate ala teban style.which is asam pedas with the really damn spicy sambal belacan!

anyway,here goes the pictures.

syafinaz said that her boyfriend is fauzi laily.aha!
hoho,i love you!

see my fat bulging cheeks!

alright,sorry for the lack of updates.

wait,why should i feel sorry for?

okay,contradiction.

anyway,i've been pretty busy lately and quite in a mess,so there goes the reason.i don't even feel like updating nowadays.hoho,pictures below.

school's been pretty stressful cause i was mugging for my bio common test.the only common test i had.so,really need to work hard cause my eoy also depends solely on that paper since mr leong rarely give my class any class test.

anyhow,my mind was quite in a mess.don't ask why.blame on my hormones.for whatever reason.

i got told by jana about something.ahaha,sec2s are kinda childish.i've read some of their blogs out of boredom.they only thing that they talked about is school,bitchings and love!especially love where they get mamadrama and take love oh-so-seriously.oh come on!you're are so young and yet so mushy when it comes to love.no,it's not that i'm against their point of views on love but it's kinda over-dramatic.i'm telling you,when you think back about all these stuff that gotta to do with love,you'll laugh your ass off.just like when i'd a crush on that zul.ahaha!i think you can get real serious with love when you understand its true meaning.anyway,why am i talking about love!

anyhow,there's this sec 2 girl.well,i don't like to bitch people at blog cause it's so coward but i wanna share my incident happened with her.cause of incident=a misunderstood staring.i was looking at something else at far distance and that girl was at the place where i'm looking.she thought that i was staring at her so she started to stare at me back.so,funnily i stared at her back.i asked syaqilah to join the fun.she got it all wrong.i'm not even looking at her.unless she's goddamn pretty.

so,that's all.ahah!pretty stupid!shall stop typing,and show some pictures.
ccks food and fun fair carnival!my class making milo of carribean.ahaha,what a name!and cup-corn-cup.

my malay class stall selling varieties of food!
it's been long time since i've seen them performed.and yeah,they sang the wonders song.ah,memories of us (exclude amin) jamming flushed.i think i should replace the vocalist.ahaha!

cousins!

mam sarah with me.

okay that's all man!

baking brownies was really cool.ahah,indeed it was really a great get-together with my malay class.thanks to our mr khairul anuar for treating us drinks!aha,really, he impressed me with his cutlery skills.after the whole process of making brownies,we're sitting down with cikgu laughing and just talking.oh gosh,i'm really gonna miss them!i can't wait for tmr too.it sure will be tiring.and after the whole food and fun fair thing,i'll be heading to pasir ris.oh gosh but nvm.i think it will be a gathering.yeay!finally meet up with my cousins and have some girly talk with them.probably,cik enab want to announce that abg aj or didik will be getting marry or something.woho,i'll get to meet his cousin.the one that i always eye for.hehe.

alright,wait for my update on sunday and let the pictures do its talking.

okay.

tmr,i'm going to make some brownies with cikgu.ahaha,preparing for CCKSS FOOD AND FUN FAIR.doing brownies in a name of charity!how awesome is that.but to me,doing brownies in name of my stomach.aha,whatever it is.i can't wait for saturday.i have two stalls.one is my class and the other is my malay class.but i'm still not convinced that my class able to do it cause their monitress won't be around!and that's me lah.

alrightey.i'm out to buy my current craze,seasons ice lemon tea!

anyway.i got something real important to say.

last sunday,i read an article in sunday times about teenagers getting abortion more frequently than normal.then,during ss ms ibaidah talked about ways of aborting your unborn child,a book that she read.suddenly,there's a rage within me and now,i despised the idea of aborting your unborn infant cause it is cruel.very cruel mind you.

there's a method where the doctors put the scapel through the uretus and diced the foetus and scraped the portion off the uretus.another recent method is the vaccuum like thing.it's almost similar to the previous method but same cruelity.lastly,is to posion the baby which lead to death and deliver the baby dead.everything is so cruel and i cannot imagine why a person would do that.baby is blessing and people treat it like something like a thing.where you can just throw away when you don't need it.they didn't realise that what they did was/is equivalent to murder.probably much more worst than a normal murder.morever,people are aborting their child more and more and did it more than once,shamelessly.

so,i urge to those you can't control your desire,looking for pleasure,quenching your desired thirst or in other words wanna have sex,please use contraceptives.it's so easy.guys,just put that goddamn condoms okay.if you say there's no real pleasure in using condoms,i don't know what to say!condoms is quite convenient and pretty cheap okay.(ahaha,i used to touch it before cause my guy friend bought it and can even fill in water okay.ahaha.it's so funny)

okay,that's all.

and,thanks to cikgu.she gave some encouraging words just now.makes me wanna cry.it's true.we live in this world to win,not to lose.

and and i did something bad.aha,it's like i don't have integrity but i feel so pleased!and i shared my idea to teck kuang.ahaha!!i wanted to write here but since the principal said that they go around to their student's blog changed my mind.bloody hell,like they got nothing better to do.

i badly wanted to watch fireworks today but but

my parents are out.
masy's out.
sarah's out.

so,i'm the only one that have to take care of my brothers!
why me!damn it.

i hate saturday cause it's really bloody boring.if possible,i would go out every saturday but i don't want my mam to think that i'm turning into masy.

nevermind,i swear i'll go out next saturday cause i have plans already.

anyway people,thanks for the tag!

now,i'm thinking of what to do after this.hmm.
no,i can't read anymore.i've been reading since 11 till 3.my eyes and head is hurting me.

okay bye bye.

i got back my malay results back.

hmm,it's quite disappointing for me though i don't have any high expectations for myself.i don't expect to get a1 but i expected a b3 and wella,i got one.

and,it's sucks for me.when ms sim said that the distinction rate dropped,i was oh-oh.when i looked at my results,i was so heartbroken and i cried!haha!

anyway,i should be really thankful cause at least i got a b3 and i can retake malay for three times if i'm still not satisfied with the grade i got.and yeah,i got merits for oral.aha,i really didn't expect that!i thought i could just pass oral.

by the way,congrats to those who got what they wanted.fiza,i'm so happy for you!

the funny thing was when i stepped to the class,they were like mas how much you get?they all had this concern looks.by the way,thanks to people and teachers for giving cheering me up.

special thanks to cikgu fazilah.nampaknyer,we'll be seeing each other again!

another funny thing was that,i called my mam and she laughed at me for having b3.i think it's her fault cause she said that i would get b3 and i really did.you know lah how cabul mother's mouth can especially if it's on friday. ahaha.

i'll always remember this DUTY,not in random for DOA,USAHA,TAWAKAL,YAKIN.
i've prayed.i've put in efforts.i have confidence.and now,i should really accept.

gosh,i made this whole post so dramatic.
and this is not even the actual o level results!

hmm,still quite sad about it.
and i got a bad bad migrane after the results and i vomited at home.ahaha,after effects?

AN INTRODUCTION (NATIONAL DAY POST AFTER THIS)

Hi!I'm Masturah Saad.
And i'm growing fat and fatter everyday.
But i'm not loving it.
I'm a perfectionist but please
don't remind me that nothing
in this world is perfect.

I'm a schoolgirl.
And i can't wait to get out from school.
Cause i think my world is circling
around with studying.it's pretty boring.
I can't wait to venture to the next level.
And relive my dreams of becoming something something.

Sometimes when i'm bored,i'll read books.
While some may say books are boring,i'll say
the otherwise cause we people are different.
Other than that,I love watching tv.
But,fret not.i'm not influenced with all
those West culture.i'm okay with my own.

Everyday,i think i'm blessed.
With great family and life.
I would never ask for more though secretly,
i wished i could have more money.
But i think people nowadays are unappreciative.
They never thank enough and sucha stuck up people.

Well,i'm afraid of the future.
Cause i don't there how it will turn out.
But i think this world will be crumbling soon.
My religion say so.

So,i bid goodbye.
I hope you like what you read.
And if you don't,
I don't give a damn care!

so,

happy belated birthday singapore.

was out yesterday with the neighbours to catch the fireworks.we're at the marina south,quite far from the kallang stadium but still i can see the fireworks.it wasn't what i expected it to be.like seriously,the fireworks at the esplanade is much more better.

and the most ridiculous thing was that,we're in lorry and waving at this bunch of chinese teenagers.they waved back and did the unexpected.since there was traffic jam and the lorry is moving slow,they chased our lorry cause they wanted to take a ride with us.ahaha,wth.


had our light dinner here



proceeded to this mosque after that

by the way kan,ada makam siapa entah kat dalam tu.

camera sucks!

from marina south.

i think this is the bestest picture of a firwork cause my cam just sucks esp during night.

proceeded to ali cafe at geylang to have our late dinner.and on our way there,we saw mr president bungalow house.no,he did not stay at the istana!and and i told you my cam sucks. oh ya,i'm eating tom yam by the way.and i'm wearing specs for the first time when i'm out cause you know,i'm watching tv lah.i mean,there's a tv in the cafe.

ahaha,unnecessary details.
heck.

anyway,results tmr.wish me luck okay?i'm so worried!

alrightey!

national celebration was really awesome right.

so first thing first.i was on of the MC at the very last minute and it was quite sucks initially.i asked the school to do our own cckss wave but they practically ignored me.so,i'm like shiok sendiri but when i asked the sec 4s,they responded. phew,i thought i could lose my face anytime.they were so unenthusiastic initially and were a boring audience!

so,when i was off stage i went with the sec 4s.they were so enjoying themselves,standing singing train thing waving and we did our own sec 4&5 wave!they were so cool huh.gosh,i'll miss this batch okay.cause the rest of the batch is useless.some people are just boring lah.people having fun,they sitting there do nothing.

and it's so difficult to entertain bunch of boring unentertained people.

so thanks to those responded to the mcs.the sec 4&5 and the malay sec 2 guys.ahaha,they're cool!

and and i don't have any pictures lah.

and yeah,i can't wait for the next religious class cause that is when i can play taiti!right under the uztaz's nose.ahaha.and sakinah is going to teach me how to play bridges,poker and hearts when i'm already an expert.

okay,school's tmr!

and this friday is o level mother tongue result!i can feel the nerves already!

alright.

i went out yesterday with sarah my sister.i was accompanying her to do her facial treatment at bugis and then we headed down to marina square to do shoopping!and and finally we managed to find some clothes at fox.right after that,we had our dinner.thought of eating at pizza hut but the place is goddamn pack.so went to eat at ljs and that was where i met the stalker who claims i'm his stalker.ahaha

anyway,when i went out from marina,there was so many bloody people.i was wondering why cause i don't know there's fireworks lah but i guess it must be the fireworks that people are jakun about.people were sitting outside marina,along esplanade,around merlion and in front of fullerton.so,i was in front of fullerton.not a great view though but still managed to see the fireworks.absolute beautiful.i was like wow and wow.so,didn;t manage to get any pictures!i didn't bring my digicam and sister's hp is flat!

okay.my post is kinda boring but heck.

i wanna see fireworks again next week!

and yeah,my sister told me that the movie is at 19 of aug and if i have no one to go with,i'll go with my sister and so called bro in law?aha!

so now i'm free.

and i wanna talk about the bloody singapore idol i watched yesterday.oh gosh,singapore particularly the teens are superbly stupid.how could they even vote for someone like jasmine and joakim who can't bloody sing.they are monotonous and have that limited amount of talent.gosh,this isn't The Singpore Cutest Idol.and if you consider joakim cute,i tell you, you better have a look at my ass which i found it more cuter.i was really furious by the fact that people nowadays don't even care about talent.you have the bloody pretty face,it's enough.everybody judge everything by its cover.it shows how shallow your depth of thinking.such a sad case.

okay.i know i get too emotional.ahah.girls right..you need to understand.
before i go,i show you something

AHAHA.my brother is ugly but her sister is not.(eh,did i specidically say which sister?)his eyes is so sepet and his nose is equally to a pig.haha.

alright.try to find time to update.

so,weekends are here!
yeah baby!

so,bye cause oprah's now.

shit,i'm craving for ice lemon tea.

and and,who wanna go watch a movie under the moonlight with me?we'll watch x-men and mission impossible i guess.nooo,not making this up.for real.gosh,it must be romantic for any couples.

so,

any guys?

no?

well.

ahaha,disappointed or what mas?!

something to share.

I Crave Your Mouth, Your Voice, Your Hair

Don't go far,not even for a day
Don't go far off, not even for a day, because -- because -- I don't know how to say it: a day is long and I will be waiting for you, as in an empty station when the trains are parked off somewhere else, asleep.

Don't leave me, even for an hour, because then the little drops of anguish will all run together, the smoke that roams looking for a home will drift into me, choking my lost heart.

Oh, may your silhouette never dissolve on the beach; may your eyelids never flutter into the empty distance. Don't leave me for a second, my dearest,

because in that moment you'll have gone so far I'll wander mazily over all the earth, asking, Will you come back? Will you leave me here, dying?

hmm,romantic poetry done by the famous poet writer.