today huh? nonetheless boring lah.

I HATE STAYING AT HOME ESP WITH MY BROTHERS.

i'm going out tmr whether with or without friends.
i need to pay my bill!
I'M IN NEED OF JEANS TOO!
i think i got to buy a new jeans now and there's no need to wait for sale.

BACK TO RE-READING MY HARRY POTTER BOOKS.
I THINK I WANT TO WATCH AEON FLUX STARRING CHARLIZE THERON.

i think i got the most simpliest blogskin ever!ahaha,i was the one asking for it.

A BIG THANK YOU TO MY DEAREST COUSIN,KINAH!LOVE YOU LOTS!CREDITS TO YOU!

i think i'm doing okay today.yesterday was so sucky lah!arrghh,shan't talk bout it neither think about the bollocks!my two midget brothers are driving me to hell!oh god,are you trying to test my patience because my patience are running thin!BERIKANLAH KU KESABARAN!okay,ahaha crap lah mas!radhiah have been asking me when can i play badminton with her.well,she's in primary 5 and i'm sucks at badminton lah!i really need to get out from the house.at least need to go out twice a week.i think i'm catching zathura or wait for chronicles of narnia to be screen?i'm gonna tag fatin along with me!hopefully,she's free.

okay,i'm outta here!!

i woke up at 12 today and my mam said this:

"ingat masturah mati,tak bangun-bangun dari tadi"

ahaha,so rude right?

some phrases that i took from a lyric.ahaha,meaningful you know.

"Aku cinta padamu hanyalah ungkapan.Luahan yang jarang bermakna bila diucapkan"

"Cinta itu buta Dan juga boleh membutakan Melukakan dan sukar untuk kita lupakan"

"Kenapa bercinta jika kesudahannya pasrah"

I HATE HOLIDAYS.I HATE SCHOOL TOO.

gosh,i'm really bored.i really got nothing to update today.absolutely nothing to say.

i hate what's going on.why do i have to be so cruel to you,after all you have given to me?

okay,my sister taught me this four main principles to achieving your goals or trying to get what you want.

the acronym is DUTY,which means(not in sequence):

D-DOA.with a lot prayers and praying to God,insyallah your prayers will be answered someday.
U-USAHA.with great effort,you can go far.don't just hope that by praying hard,you will able to make it.effort is important too.
Y-YAKIN.with self-confident and having the confident to achieve and get what you what.
T-TAKDIR/TAWAKAL.after all the efforts,self-confident and praying hard and you didn't get what you want just leave it fate and let the fate take its route.accept the reality and the fact.

okay,i'm back from my cousin's house!we're having tahlil just now as today was the 60th day my grandma passed away and yesterday was the first year my grandad passed away too.
yeah!i'm going out with irah and puteri next saturday to see a concert i guess at cineleisure.it's gonna be fun and we will be camwhoring!

so,after the tahlil the pakciks decided to have an outing.everyone started to buzz with excitement.i was of course,very delighted.some wanted chalet but i overheard the pakciks talking bout wanting to go pulau st john and how many boat they have to take.my cousins were squealong in delight!i really can't wait to go out with them!confirm kecoh!

anyway,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR SITI AISYAH!!!

okay,i'm back from parco bugis junction.since,all my family are out i don't want to be left alone and feel bored at home.no lah,that was not my actual reason.my actual reason was:i'm hungry and want to have lunch and i'm scared because my sisters told me that they encountered eerie experience while they are at home alone or sleeping late nights.

pengecutkan?although it's afternoon,there could be nothing but still i want to have lunch otuside because i ate cup noodles only for yesterday!so,i tagged shidah along with me.lucky,i'm close with my neighbour.

we went to eat at the hawker centre behind the bugis junction.we ate at the chinese-halal stall and i sumbat myself with wantan noodle!it was delicious lah and worth 3 bucks.cheapo right? if only i have my digicam with me,i show you how tasty the mee looks like!please lah,no more of long john!

after that,jalan2 and did window shopping.i was tempted to buy the cargo pants but luckily,i didn't.just have to wait for christmas sale!but i think christmas sale are on?hmm,ntahlah!
in the mrt,i told shidah some of my embarassing moments.the one that i didn't zip my jeans and i noticed it when i was in mrt.then,when we were laughing in the lift got this toddler also laughed with us.so cute right?ahaha,mcm paham jer bdk tu.

anyone want to join me go to bugis junction and play with the water fountain?anyone please?

gosh,i'm so damn bored.holiday sucks man.
lucky,i didn't go for guides.i got to know last minute that guides was cancelled.
i really got nothing to update.i can't wait to go out with my cousins next week.insyaallah.
now,my sister's friends about 20 ppl are coming to do project.
bloody hell,alot of human beings.

my eyes are not blue.
it's me and my favourite juniors.are you as close to your juniors like us?
we still got time to sleep.
lin punched me and i still can smile.look at my hairband!
the sun guided us to happiness
i used to play with babi doll.look at fiza's collection of barbies!
zafri from sec 2 have a nose which looks like bawang(onion)
while cleaning up,me and jana have a mini fight.
the outcome.the delicious cookie done by us.
it was my stupid brilliant idea to put the
banana in that position.ahahaha.

i didn't go to guides today because i don't feel like it.hell,as if i care bout my attendance.i'm going to rashidah's house to play x-box.woohoo!

it's been one freaking week and i'm feel so fine.

a year i've known you.

a year of guiltiness.

a year of regretness.

a year of happiness.

a year of sufferings.

a year knowing each other.

a year of sms-ing you.

a year of quarellings.

a year of you waiting for me to say yes.

a year of shared laughters and smiles.

a year i'm hoping you to forget me.

a year of having lots of concern from you.

a year of contemplating.

a year that ended today.

okay,i woke up at 12 in the afternoon today.since there was no one at home,nobody wake me up and if the phone didn't ring i will be sleeping throughout the afternoon.supposingly,i should meet the girls at 12.30 to make cookies for sample but i reached fiza's house at around 2.ahaha,i'm always late for everything.

so,by the time i reached there,they were already making the dough into shape.the first thing i did was not to help but to eat the hari raya kuih at fiza's house.it was yummy and i didn't have my lunch yet neither do i have my breakfast.fiza's brother was quite irritating but i'm used to it because me myself is an irritating person.ahahaha.

we camwhored while waiting for fiza frens to go home.even though we said sarcastic words to them like "biler kawan kau mau balik" loudly to fiza,they still acted blur.after that,me lin jana walked all the way to lotty.it was a great walk because of the cool weather.i'm loving it man.

mas and jana always trying to act cute.
nonsense plus merepek.
apa jer si baby johnson(haikal new nickname)
nak step fierce tapi tak menjadi.ahaha.
jana was about to kiss me and i was disgusted by it.
it's the three of us again.



i had fun today.we went to orchard and esplanade to have fun.took a lot of pictures.izaat,haikal and zul dari tak suka ambik gambar jadi suka pulak.ahahaha.i was being crazy for that day.making stupid lame jokes to kill my boredom.yeah,i'm planning to go out again but this time with the 2/3 peeps including jana haikal and zul.there's still a lot of time for us to go out!yeay!

guides was fugging boring!me and the usual peeps dismissed ourselves early without the teacher's permission.pandai eh?then we walked all the way to ten mile junction to buy the stuff for campfire and had our branch there.i didn't eat anything larh although there's two setan making me feel hungry but i'm strong enough to withstand the hunger.ahaha,crap.

we ran in the rain and i came out with a song.
"i'm running in the rain,i'm running with the rain...."
yeah,crap.

i'm going to town soon with haikal lin jana and zul and probably fiza!hope that mad-eye-moody is not there!jana dan,you know what i mean!


more pictures are coming!

we wasted our bloody time going for guides.we didn't do anything at all.we actually have to do souvenier but the materials was with wanyi and she didn't come!damn her!i could actually be sleeping with the great weather!lets see if she get scolding from miss seetoh.

so,me jana dilah fiza and lenny went to IMM to buy stuff for our campfire.we went to the $2 shop and we played with the christmas hat and fiddling with a lot of stuffs.we had fun as especially when boarding the bus because we made tremendous noise.

we went to giant and we were standing in front of this food stall thinking what to buy and taking a lot of time.then,she gave us free pineapple pattaya rice and the chicken seaweed.of course,we were paisey and embarassed.muka kiter yg jambu2 membawa rezeki tau!i think she heard us whispering "eh,aku tak cukup duit ar".then we sat along the shops at the mall and sitting on the ground and eating.people were looking at us weirdly.heckcare lah.

i'm getting a new haircut next month with jana i guess.can't wait!

SUNDAY

i thought i would have a good rest after the wedding and have a good sleep but i went out early in the morning to accompany my cousin from malacca to go shopping with her out of sympathy.we went to causeyway from 11 and shopped all the way till 3.she was buying a lot of stuff and wasting her money.kesian aku,kene jadi sasaran.and she's like jana!so fickle-minded and asked me whether to buy this buy that.lucky her,i am a patience person and can tolerate(mcm btol).
i'm going to buy the pants that i saw.i'm so in love with that charles and keith bag and sandals and if i'm rich,i'll buy espirit clothes!

i don't understand why every year during hari raya,sophian(ex-ccksian)will call me and ask me whether he can go to my house.i know that he don't like me anymore and got a girlfriend but i just don't like to see him in my sight.of course,i disallowed him to come to my house. apa jer lah si sop ayam tu

SATURDAY

when it comes to the nikah thingy,i was busy trying to take pictures but the outcome was blurred.damn it lah,stupid camera.it was so good to see someone get married.after the lelaki sudah melafazakan the words,he smiled ear to ear.it was so obvious that he was very happy.after that,i went down to help and the situation was quite hectic.i was the ass-wiper for the day.no lah,i was the plates/spoons/forks/cups-wiper.i had to wipe everything after it being washed and have to stand at the back where the place was wet and with bunch of budak masjid.the budak masjid was so talkative and they baca surah mcm sedang menyanyi gitu.maklumlah,budak madrasah.people made a joke by saying that i stood there because i want to get their attention but my intention was to help and there was no one was wiping.sorry lah,kalau ada amir kat situ takpe! yeah,i get to see amir!sedara saya punye sedara.he was so gorgeous.aww,melts.no,i'm not in love with him.ahaha,bullcrap.

yeah,she's cute and love to smile
farah is cute so do i.ahaha,i'm kidding
it's me and kinah!
hantaran(gifts)from guys
just got married(remember the movie?)
akad nikah.the guy was so nervous!
hantaran(gifts) from girls
minah2 tudung zaman sekarang...BODOH!HEY,WE'RE NOT LIKE THAT!
the bauffet,delicious food!
wedding day;it's me and dearest cousin!
the people that joined us
babarians on the loose


it's only the three of us

i'll upload pictures when i get it from jenny.

today was just nothing.geog exam was okay but i don't understand why i'm so sucks in map.i thought there was phyiscs but they said they took the test when i was either late or absent for that day.oh,shucks.

during maths,that teacher who looks like nyonya jual ikan was totally angry with us and she don't allow us to to dismiss early as we finished with our lesson.me yus jana zul walked out of the class without permission but came in back as she took attendance!and the staring part with dan and yus and the teacher was really hilarious!i hope she's not teaching us next year.

tmr,i'm gonna be so tired because it's my cousin's wedding.hope i'll have fun with the rest of my cousins and helping out!more pictures too,tmr!


i'm SICK and TIRED
i hate the situation now
just leave me alone
let me breath easy

yes,i'm avoiding from you
running away from reality
i may not be back,may not be like last time
i think it's for the good

goodbye my friend
you have been a sweet and sour to me
i know i'm such a burden
i'm sorry.i truly am.
take care.

you can't enjoy our first ani as i'm not with you.

HARRY POTTER ROCKS!

love it man.it was great,superb,spectacular!
went to watch movie with lin jana dan and his friends.
we're so lucky that we get to buy the tics and get a good comforting seats.and i'm so glad that we get to watch at my favourite place,shaw house

the movie was a bit slow to those who is not a major harry potter fan(i guess) but if you're one,you will find that the movie was satisfying.i like the part when the beauxbatons(sorry for incorrect spelling)students came in the hall and do sort of "haiz".another was when ron have to dance with professor mcgonagall(wrong spelling i guess).the thing that i was shocked about was dumbledore being so violent to harry when he got to know that he was in the twizard tournament.in the book,he's calmer,patience and never land his finger on students.the most saddest part was when cedric died.

overall,i enjoyed it.

the 5 great girls with great personality.extra lah farhadi!
ahahaha,watever shit
eee!acting cute!

the great people!i was distracted my hizam!arfian's house!


PICTURES FROM JENNY!

yeah,i didn't come to school again!i'm worn out by yesterday raya-ing with my schoolmates!it was fun,funny,fantastic,fabulous and fantabulous!

I HAD FUN!

i did and i'm so glad that we didn't go our separate ways unlike last year.24 people turned up and i had no problem walking with big groups because they are cooperative!

at my house,it was so chaotic!i was kanchiong,trying to give them a good service but end up,they said that i'm such a bad service because i spilled water while serving!wat an embarassment!the guys were so jakun to eat my kuihs and they finished up all the macaroni till khairil and zul didn't get to eat!they serbu my toilet,kitchen and my brother's room!they screamed like kene rogol till the whole blok can hear them!luckily,my mam was cool bout it.ahahaha!

at ubai's house,ubai put ubat batok in the drink.luckily,i drank a bit!hizam got drunk because he drank a lot !he was like kena sampuk sey!while we're eating,he went outside to sleep.i have to pull him to go inside and then he sleep again.when i wake him up,he said "jgn kacau,aku nak blajar lah" me and aisyah went blurred.after hafiz's house,he was smiling and laughing and didn't even remembered that he slept just now!scary sey!

at syahril's house pulak,clash with his sv frens.then we watched the alam bazaar(smthg like that)and people got scared.ahaha,everyone was scared and i even close my ears!scary the berry sey!at ariff's house,haikal played the guitar and sang his song!everyone was enjoying it!

went home at around 11.20.my sister even worst!reached home at 1 plus!

let's go out again guys!and take a lot of pictures!

two choice:
-watch harry potter after school or
-watch harry potter on monday

OF COURSE,IT GOT TO BE ON THURSDAY!!WHICH MEANS TMR!

i have to watch it after school because i will be having exam so cannot cabot.i don't care if i have to watch at lot 1!at least i have to watch it the day of the opening!

i have lost the battle
i tried to fight through it
but i'm not that strong
i gave up,i give in
i cannot withstand the pain
just leave me alone
and let me suffer on my own.

i didn't go to school today.
i'm too tired because i went home at 12.15 yesterday
and i can't even crawled off from my bed.
shucks,i missed two lessons of geography.
for sure,there's alot to do including a test which i didn't do.

yesterday,i had a lot of fun with shidah,radhiah and dilah.
i was making stupid ugly faces and stupid jokes till we laughed so loud.
cik osman and bik jun also make me laughed a lot.
bik jun matchmaked me with his son which is in sec 2!
why i always get matchmake with younger guys!?
i don't fanthom why.

there was this house who served us a lot chocolates.
i was munching,munching till my stomach was too fugging full.

yeay!going out today!raya-ing here i come!
more pictures!more pictures!

I LOVE GUIDES TODAY
I LOVE JANA LIN FIZAH LENNY DILAH

ahaha,we had so much fun talking to each other.it's been quite awhile we had our long conversations.so many stories,so many jokes.

i went to school quite late and just in time for the next lesson which starts at 9.30.
if like this,everyday i want to come late and skip the first lesson but i can't!
damn it.hopefully,there's no exams on thursday!if there's class test,i can cabot but if exam i can't because it's important!

i really can't wait for tmr and thursday!
GUYS,PLEASE WEAR YOUR SAMPING BECAUSE YOU LOOK SO HANDSOME IN THAT!
PLEASE DUN BE LATE YA!

going raya-ing with my neighbours tonight!
we got one more block out of four to cover!

i love this musical box!
i'll be seeing you again chubby boy!
kiss me,kiss me

the big lorry that bring us to everywhere with lots of beloved ppl!

me and radhiah;shidah's sister
cuteness.cuteness.cuteness
i saw nayli.love you cutie girl

me and my forever neighbour.ahaha
love.love.love
blurred but nice.stupid face!

SATURDAY NIGHT

pictures are up either by 11 or tmr!digicam is not with me!

around 9.30,my neighbours headed to woodlands to go to our ex-neighbour house and coincidently,i met abbas(dan's bro) and nayli's father.so,i asked them whether they still remember me(tak tahu malu eh) and where is nayli but at that time she was inside.

but after that i went down and saw nayli!!oh gosh,she's still as cute as the last time i saw her.i wanted to take a picture with her but she was busy playing so i didn't disturb her and talked to abbas and two more kids.abbas,this girl and dan's sister still remember the incident where i fell at the swimming pool.oh gosh,that was embarassing!

i took a lot of danish's photos.he was bloody cute and he likes my digicam!he thought it was a toy!i had lots of fun playing x-box with shidah.then,me and a lot of pri school kids were singing to POP YEAH2,TIPAH TERTIPU and PETERPAN SONGS .we blasted the radio and dancing like mad people.i know i'm still childish and i really miss being a kid.

okay,we went home at 1 am initially but after reaching our place we decided to go to cik's su house and stayed there till 2.everyone was so tired and then home sweet home.

it seems that only jana and me hardworkingly(like real)updating our blog.wat happened to the rest of the bloggers?why didn't you all update ur blog everyday? oh gosh,mendak sey.

yesterday reached home around 12.i didnt continued staying at bik jun's house coz i was too tired.i earned 2o bucks in just one day and we went only to 6 houses.ahaha,lumayan.
i can't wait to see danish today!oh god,he's bloody cute!pictures are coming up guys!

okay,i'm going out today and for sure,we'll be reaching home very late.

SO MENDAK!TOTALLY LOOKING FORWARD FOR NEXT WEEK!!

halo assholers!

well,today was pretty fun.though lessons sucks but still i had good times.maths is getting tougher but i'm so glad that i can finally focus and tried every question without giving up.
recess,me and jana was cheeky again and this time we did to the beruk and gang.ahahaha,wanna know who's beruk?he got something significant on his face!ahaha,so bad!

during malay,we're laughing our ass off.kuat sey.kesian tipah tertipu nak ajar bdk lain pon susah.had long john silver in other words john perak panjang.okay,lame

guides was okay.we went out without permission and had slow talk with miss seetoh again this time,for a very long conversation.i told her that i was not interested in the campfire and we spilled our feelings bout guides.yeah lin,i wanted to cry because it's just so sad coz it's not like last time when we had so much fun with the seniors.

when she told us that thursday have guides,i really want to cry too!mas so emo!
i thought i won't be able to see harry potter on the day it screening but luckily that hello kitty let us cabot!!thanks a lot guider!!

going off to raya-ing with my neighbours!

LISTEN UP

i'm warning you guys to stay from KHAIRON OMAR
To view his pic http://takdenama.blogspot.com

kepada semua umat-umat islam,berhati-hatilah dengan lelaki murtad itu.initially,he was a muslim but convert to a christians and he is working hard to convert the muslims people to christians and he is aiming for the teenagers.there's already alot of teenagers converting to christians.he's been conducting religious class at his house in bukit batok.saya harap anda tidak akan terpedaya dengan pujuk rayuan dan tidak percaya dengan kata-kata orang kristian kerana itu semua adalah tidak benar.islam is the truth and right path.

give warnings to people okay.

WATCH THIS PPL

got this from hidayah's blog.coolness:

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/flash/fwordflash.html

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/flash/britney_spears_pregnant.html

DAMN LAH.DAMN TO THE STUPID CRAMPS THAT I'M HAVING.

okay,today was fun again coz today me jana joined by lala was spraying water secretly again to ppl.the most funniest part was the water dropped directly on this guy's hair.can't say his name lah.we're laughing as we have achieved our satisfaction.tmr,we do it again!

eh,seriously i can't wait for next thursday.i know i've been talking bout how much i can't wait to watch harry potter but i can't help it.anyone wanna join us?

i'm so semangat when it comes to maths.but the only thing that will make me wanna give up,is my lazyness.shucks.

so jealous to see everyone going for raya-ing with frens.nvm,next tuesday is our turn.we bring satu lorry babi ar.

hanisa from 3/1 called me

"mas,kau ada kat umah?"
"ah2.ni siape?"
"ni hanisa.we want to attack your house can?"
"err,i don't think so"
"okay.."
"sorry"

do you think i answered it rudely?well,honesty is the best policy

5 stupid things that happened with my sidekick jana:
-we're outside 3/2 classroom,waving and smiling at at lin and aisyah while waiting when ms ibaidah saw us and the first thing we did is to run.jana pulled me till i almost fell on the steps
-went to teck whye during recess and while walking,i suddenly realised that a dog was beside me and i shrieked loudly with some stupid actions.we're laughing all the way after that.
-then we met another doggy,which is infront of us.i quickly grabbed jana and hide behind her and we started laughing again.
-we're caught by mr lim coz we're not supposed to go out so he took down our name and birthdate.i whispered to jana,"dier ambik birthdate kiter uat per sey?dier nak kasi kiter birhtday present agaknyer."i'm still wondering why he took down our birthdate.
-i spitted from the 3rd level and my saliva landed on wei xiang!opps!sorry handsome!
-we're at the third storey again and i took my bottle and began spraying it to guys at the second storey.they didn't know who did it and we're chuckling all the way!

it feels good sometimes to be naughty and cheeky.

time flew so slow right jana lin?
i hate november.hate!

wah,i really can't wait to watch harry potter!!!!!!!!!

OH FREAKING GOD!!I'M TOTALLY PISSED OFF WITH THAT STUPID CCA OF MINE AND WITH MY STUPID GREENY SCHOOL!!

geram sey!!!geram tau tahu tak?! they take all our leisure time to study so that we can have some improvement watever shit.and now,we really don't have time to go out or even jalan raya.we had do it after school but i have cca next bloody monday!we're already plan on monday and guides fall on monday!takde hari lain ker!

just now had slow talk with ms seetoh coz me lin jana cabit guides and she didn't even include us in the planning because she think it's unfair!hey,we even did the planning without her and some others who supposed to be there and even come out with everything!you think that is fair?fuck your vagina!i think the whole campfire will be pure bullshit and i will stand there laughing at their stupid stupid campfire.

that teacher and that principle is same!they will die virgins!tak laku!satu muker mcm hello kitty!satu tu dah bongkok psl kene langgar dgn lorry babi patut mcm gitu!
ms seetoh:"you guys have a great responsible"
me:"WAT THE FUCK?i haven't go any position because i didn't go for that freaking camp last year!i dun have any position!how to have great responsible?! (saying to myself)
ms seetoh:why you didn't come?
me:jana got sick and i send her home and then i went home straight away
ms seetoh:why didnt you go guides after that?
me:i don't want to go.


I DESPISE SCHOOL,DESPISE MY CCA EVEN MORE.


ME LIN JANA LALA WILL CABOT ON NEXT THURSDAY JUST TO WATCH HARRY POTTER.OK,BEST
TO AISYAH,BYE2!TOLD YOU TO CABOT RIGHT?

WE HAD TOTAL FUN LAUGHING AND SCREAMING OUT OF FRUSTRATIONS!ME AND JANA WERE CRITISING OUR GUIDER.SHIOK KAN?

ps:pardon my language.i know it's not good.

LET'S GO OUT GIRLS AND TAKE A LOT OF PICTURES.I MISS OUR OUTINGS.

I WANNA TAKE PICTURE WITH YOU TOO :)))

i still have not finish hari raya-ing with my family neither do i have time to go out with my frens because we have school for the whole freaking week.but heckcare,i'm going to cabot on 17 november coz HARRY POTTER is out.

my duit collection is around 80 bucks.not much right?nevermind,i'm depending on my neighbours and friends.i need more money for prom.ahahaha,me and my gangs are really excited bout this!just now,we had a lot of stories to tell.met yan zul and hafiz at lot 1 and we're talking in the middle of the mall.ahaha,really can't wait to go out with you guys.

i'm tired.yesterday i watched kal ho naa ho.sampai ternangis-nangis tau.i dun feel like coming to school coz it bored me like hell.me and jana was dreading for lessons to end and keep watching at the clock.shucks,i hate school.

let's reminisce.it's embarassing me.i can believe i'm such a immature lover.

I HAD A LOTS OF FUN!!BLOG LATER!

cuteness.i mean me lah..ahaha
cheers!

3rd day.extra girl behind
ati,shidah,irah,mas,hajar;i love my cousins!
i got the most naughtiest brothers in the whole wide world but i love them.
mirror,mirror on the wall,who's the prettiest of them all?
mas:me!me!me!
ppl-reading-this:bluergghh!!!

i love my family.
i like reflection.
pretty in purple.