everyday test.so sian.for the whole week there will be at least one test.ahh,watever shit lah.
spending time with swee phoon in class was fun.ahahaha,we're such a nuisance.we sang we joke we laughed.but the best thing is when we fight.ahaha.it's funny instead of being serious.

i havent really start to revise.only bio and i'm stuck to it.how can i study?a lot of test,watch tv and tmr i have tahlil.baru sajer nak blaja for thw whole day.and maths,i totally lose confidence already!!!!gosh!!!i think i can fail my maths.die die die die.if fail eoy how can i pass o level?then how can i go poly??arrgghh!!!i'm doomed!fuck my brain!

that stupid fat bloody libraian pissed me off!!!..she approached the chinese guys then me n jana quickly went off without her noticing.then lin and aisya went off and she saw us.she called us but we ran away.so we decide to stop coz she was shouting at us.she asked us to write our name and school and asked our principal name.die die die.if she call the school,i'm gonna vandalise the library.tear all the books!!!!i'm so frustrated till i screamed in the middle of everyone twice!!!!geram!!..babi buto cibai!!!!

sorry,just expressing.wat a bad example.call urself minah tudung and now u saying all these words.haiz,sometimes u can't help it.ahahaha.geram nyer!!!!!!!

alah!!!!!!syed amir didn't win!!i'm so confident that he'll win but khairul anuwar won!nvm,i do like him too!he got really cool voice and he's fans are awesome!!!he got soft voice,i think softer than mine!!

fauzi was so so so hot!!!!!!!so gorgeous!!!oh god!!!i like his hair!!but judges say he got pitching problems?i can't figure out his pitching.can i have a boyfren that look like him??!!!khairil sucks lah.he sang the she will be loved got his malay slang in it.so malayish and his eyebrow kalahkan ziana zain.zaina baru angkat satu.dier angkat dua!khairil sang my favourite song and it was sucks!!!iskandar sang better!syed voice simply melt my heart.aww,if only he look like fauzi.

the whole show was nice.i like the pop yeah2 but they didn't sing in unison and it was total mess.only their outfits look cute.she will be loved is sucks lah.it's funny!she WILLL be loved!!!
bullshit lah.

i didn't go school today.i skipped obviously.

"tak nak gi skola?" my father asked.
"ah2,penat ar.adik ader byk hw and test." i answered
and my father walked off.

i just can't stand going to school today because of the amount of homework and tests.yesterday was in total mess.i began to realise that i got tons of things that coming up like:
-malay hw
-bio hw
-two eng compo
-maths ws
-chem hw
-malay test
-bio test
-social studies test
-maths test.

can you tell me how i can handle this?!but i didn't do maths and bio coz it's far difficult for me to do.and i haven't even study for my test although i have a day off.i can't study in the afternoons.at night is better.while everyone struggling to do bio test,i'm happily watching amazing race direct from satelite so at night no need to watch.just study!

yesterday we played soccer with guys.had so much laughter and joy.the most funniest part was when sheena was strolling,the ball hit her butt!ahahaha!i love to slide in the ball!anyone wants to play soccer with me?ahaha,watever shit.when mdm haryati told us yesterday that the presentation was postponed,i was so fed up with her coz one of the reason i came was because of the bloody presentation so lala went to talk to her and my group finished with our presentation.phew.

dah lah,i need to study.

monday,we had kenduri again and instead of mourning for my grandmother's death,my relatives including the mak ciks were sharing stories and laughing away.i remembered,exactly 9 months ago after my grandfather's death we did the same thing.talking and laughing.

it's not that we forget bout my nenek but we got to move on right?anyway,mak gi was matchmaking again!me and few others girls were alos matchmade.i really dun understand why the mak ciks loved matchmaking.i think i will if i become a mak cik one day.but it was funny lah.i was enjoying their company though.

and the sec 2 guy i told you about?my father also matchmake me with him!nonsense sey!!
he's actually my father sepupu punyer anak.he said to me:
"bolehlah kau dgn hakim,jadi tali persaudaraan ayah dgn sepupu ayah tak akan terlepas."
absolutely bullshit!!!i was laughing like hell.my mom agreed so as my sis.she can even said:
"takpelah lah yah,adik pon dah ader matair.matair dier pon baik juga."
halo!!!??since when i got boyfren.she mentioned his name but i'm not going to mention here.very paisey you noe.

haiz,watever shit lah

please dun talk bullshit to me if u didn't mean wat you say.

ahahaha,my mom and sister are matchmaking me with my uncle's nephew.siao ar.not interested although he's very decent and everything else.he's sec 2 leh?

i dunno how i can cope with my studies.oh god.anyway,here's my overall grades:

pure bio:C6-improved from D7
eng:5-no improvement.one of my test pulled down my grades.fuck.
malay:1-improved lah
mathematics:5-improved.thanks to mrs lim
science(physics + chemistry):3-improved a lot
combined humanities:1-improved!!so glad!

i dun want to come to school tmr but i have presentation and pe lesson tmr that i can't miss it.

the thing that happened on sunday during madrasah was that i got a letter from this guy.it says:
hi,bleh kenal2.saya muhd duduk kat tepi tingkap.from,muhd kecik.
my reply:sorry,i'm not interested in bdk kecik.

so when i gave that note back,all the guys crowded around him and they burst out laughing.that guy was obviously paisey.oh god.nurul insisted me on replying this:sorry,i'm a lesbian.but i dun dare lah!ahaha.

so far,that was the best thing that happened in madrasah.

after a fantastic time in madrasah(i'll tell u bout this),i reached home with a bad news awaiting for me.my dad rushed out from home and i,not knowing wat happened.my mom called me and told us, my sisters and i that my grandmother on the paternal side was in nazak(almost dying).of coz i was in utter shock.i can't believe my ears.we wanted to go there badly to see her before she goes but it was too late when my mother informed me that she passed away at 12.25 at my aunt's house.when i reached there,i open up the clothe and saw my grandmother's calm face.i kissed her and tears started to stream down.

the thing i hate when someone dies is that we have to wait.but lucky,my nenek died at home so we dun have to wait that long unlike my grandfather who died last december.when i have to put that powder and kissed her forehead,i can't control my tears and was shaking.she looked so serene,so clam.and then we headed to mosque nearby to pray but unfortunately my menses came at the wrong time i stayed in the bus.stupid siak.i can't even baca yasin for my nenek.

then we went to the cemetery but i have to stay very far from there coz it's haram for gerls who having menses to go near the kubur.i saw baby's cemetery.pity them,never get to see how or enjoy life but at least they are happy in heaven.everything ended at around 6.20 and everyone was worned out because they didn't have any lunch or breaksfast.

later at night,we had tahlil but i was laughing and chit-chatting with my cousins.isyh,very rude.today,tmr and probably on saturday will have tahlil again.oh gosh.how can i have time to study?

met mr loy at around 7.45 at pasar.we took taxi to go to school.i felt awkward with mr loy as we're alone.then i was with salihah,we the only one who have to set up things and sell our food.we had a lot of customers at first.i was totally kanchiong as we're not ready.i persuade ppl to buy and everything went smoothly.ken chia helped out.thanks a lot man.then dan and co also helped out by going around and asked ppl to buy.ahaha.but after around noon,i was slacked.tired like shit.and therefore,our business slack coz ppl want to buy if only they see me.ahaha.but it went pretty well lah.haikal and hizam were the few ones who got free.haikal ate like anjing coz he ate 6 bananas?mou che insane siak.

while i was slacking,this fat irritating guy kept shouting "one dollar one dollar".i can't take till i bellowed to him to shut his gap and gave rolling eyes.then yus and adli took the gula tarik or sticky sweet and put on his butt.of coz he didn't realised.i was laughing like hell.ahahaha.serve him right.then i threw ice at him.then another part was when khairil persuaded zul's mom to buy our food.he was like flirting with zul's mom. he said,"cik beli saya gembira tau" and gave his cute smile.ahaha.then,i was talking bout disgusting stuff to haikal and hizam till they went away.me and jana ended our day by throwing ice to haikal and hizam.

went to lepak with jana.we spilled our hearts out.i noe we want to cry but we held our tears back.i love today.and i love jana too.

yeah!i'm back!and dan's back but not yus!i've been bored without my jokers for almost one week!poor yus,get well dude.and i've seen our class photo.it was beautiful coz there's me!!ahaha.here it goes again.self-praising.anyway,i was too excited to see the photos.i love it but got this one part which spoils my beautiful image.ahahaha.so i bought the formal one.it looks better.

school was bored bored bored and totally in mess.teachers are rushing to teach us the last few chapters that we have to study and have been revising the work from term 1 till now.i was so fed with maths coz i can't do the worksheet.i really scared if i fail my maths.then how to go poly?i hope by my time comes,the moe will change all the systems and rules or watever shit.


i really can't wait for tmr FUN FAIR cum SPEECH DAY cum PREFECTS INVESTITURES.it's gonna be a whole lot of fun.this is the major event.everything will be shot at one day and it's cool.i can't wait to check out some ppl from outside that will come to our school.did the prefects invite the RI guys?ahaha.my class setting up a stall and it's gonna be awesome.i'm gonna be there for the whole freaking day and helping mr loy from morning(have to go pasar with him)till the evening(clean up).

i watched the rehearsels for the prefects and the speech day.so i noe wat's going on there since i can't come for that. me including some ppl are the only few ones who get to see the new school video cum school song.and there was a lot of other videos that show wat we did for the whole year.and pls do come!!and pls go near the general office and look and my so call pretty face with aisyah at the ndp banner.ahahaha.i'm nuts.too eager.i'm having a lots energy and can't wait for it to let go.

fauzi laily was hot.but syed amir voice just melt my heart away.if only i have a boyfren with that soothing voice.if fauzi have syed's voice of if syed have fauzi's face i would be in love with this SYED FAUZI.

but aww,both is attached.sob sob sob(pretends)

i have to say this,i enjoyed every period of pe lesson coz it's getting fun now!okay,mr lee is now teaching us some soccer theories and skills so i'm loving it.sheena kick the ball like as if she's doing the tango.ahahaha.u rock lah.but swee phoon wanted to kick at the corner of goalpost,instead the corner of the field.ahahaha.mr lee was so bad.he tricked me by saying there's insect on my neck.

i got to see the class photos!!!!!i was so eager to see it and i do look pretty(ahem2.just joking).ahahaha.it came out nice and i bought the formal and special candid.i can't wait to get it!!


i'm not enjoying my life.bores me to death.i'm not looking forward for anything except for the photos to be developed,sec 3 camp,guides/scouts campfire,hari raya,after exams and shopping after hari raya.boo hoo!i need my starlight.ahahaha.crap.i'm being sensitive.stupid hormones!

imagine,u're being hate by ur family.ur family doesn't trust you neither do they care a bit bout you.they think that u're the worst child and ur mother only noes how to nag and ur father pretend that nothing happened.u used to be close to ur sister but now,ur sister despise you.u didn't talk to ur brother for months and he's like a stranger to you.ur lil bro is now doing stupid stuff.when u walk into the house,nobody even notice and didn't even utter a word to you.u feel like stranger.and now u're depending on ur frens but ur closest fren of all is not dependable anymore,u feel left out and now u're hanging out with someone else.


this is not bout me.but bout someone who i really cares a lot right now.some might noe who the person is.and if u think that's the person,i really wish you can accept her back.not coz of sympathy but because u are her fren and u cares bout her too.and if you ever had the wrong impression of her,i would like to say,FUCK YOU MAN.

that's why i firmly believed,everything happened for a reason.

yeay,at last i got to see my dear fatin!and i manage not to sleep in madrasah today!but i wasn't listening lah coz i was busily talking to fatin and getting ourselves update with each others life.i have to say this.i love hidayah's stupid witty jokes.very funny.

back to school tmr.i didn't get to revise for the whole weekend coz i was busy.went to my cousin's open house and at last i get to release my rinduness as i got to see my fav nephews imam and ilyas.oh my god,i got to see my cousin's cousin.he's hot man and our eyes met.

i really need to get study by tmr.i really need someone to make me sit and concentrate.i tend to idle away.i'm beginning to feel okay but this shitty feeling will come back.nvm,once in a while ppl won't have any mood for anything.

the two chinese bloggers have been sent to the court for discriminating and critisizing the malays.their blogs www.secondholocaust.blogspot.com and www.thethirdholocaust.blogspot.com (no need to see coz the blog have been deleted away)serve them right coz they got a filthy mouth.wat a jerks.

went to arab street with my parents and masy and as usual,we had our lunch at hajah maimunah.the food was satisfying but i was too full to even walk.then we started to browse for hari raya clothes.we went to this expensive shop and i fell in love with this purple baju kurung.i love it man!!!worth my father's 115 bucks!!!my sisters and mam bought the same type of baju kurung.i really can't wait to wear it for hari raya.then we bought our tudungs. i'm so glad we managed to have everything because i dun like to go out to buy baju raya when i'm fasting.after that we went to shop and bought bedsheets.i was carrying a lot of heavy plastic bags since my father can't carry heavy stuff.wah,so tired.i'm so shocked that abruptly,my father scolded "hen ma de" (dunno the spelling) at this couple coz they are romancing in front him.i recall that once he said "u bullshit ar" to my brother coz he was talking crap.oh god.wat a good example.

friday was like one of my worst days.it was sucks.thanks to the guys for making stupid jokes.and thanks to jana for accompanying me to the library.it was just peaceful there.i need a stranger to talk to,badly.

I WATCHED SOCCER JUST NOW WITH LALA AND FIR.MY CLASS VERSUS 3/1.OF COZ,3/1 WINS 7/6-0 COZ ALMOST ALL OF THEM FROM THE SOCCER TEAM AND THEY ARE REALLY EXCELLENT.THE SCORE WAS QUITE EMBRASSING BUT TO ALL WHO PLAYED JUST NOW,GOOD JOB!!!!!DANIAL,U'RE MY STAR PLAYER.U'RE SO GOOD!!!!!

WHEN I WAS WATCHING THE MATCH,I WAS OBVIOUSLY QUITE NOISY,INSTRUCTING PPL AND WAS ACTING LIKE ARSENE WENGER.AHAHA.I WAS TENSION LAH COZ THEY CAN'T SCORE.ME LALA BECOME WATER GIRLS.NEXT TIME,I'LL PREPARE WATER FOR U GUYS ALRIGHT?

IF THEY ALLOW GIRSL TO PLAY,I'LL BE THE FIRST ONE TO COME.SINCE THE PE LESSON WHEN WE PLAYED SOCCER,I WANT MORE OF IT.I ENJOYED PLAYING SOCCER AND AFTER THAT PE LESSON,I LEARNT TO BE MORE FOCUS ON THE BALL AND WHO COMING TO YOU AND I'VE SUCCEDED!I SCORED!AHAHA.

THE NEXT MATCH WAS WITH 3/2 AND THE SCORE WAS 2-1.OF COZ,THE SCORED CAME FROM THAT NONETHELESS YAN AND KOVAN.BUT THE MATCH HAVE TO CONTINUE NEXT MONDAY.HAIYA,BULLSHIT LAH.

TO MY ALL THE SOCCER TEAM MATES IN 3/3,WELL DONE!

hey,i'm baccckkkk!!!yeah,it was a short break but still i'll be continuing with my revising.have been revising my biology lately till late at night.

i've been fasting these few days and the malay guys keep pestering me to buka if i see or say something bad.ahaha.siao.and really,having to fast during school time is so tiring.just wait for ramadan to comes and u all noe how i feel.how dehydrated i get easily and how my stomach grumbles for food.i can die sey.the sad thing was that i sahur with only eating two bread everyday.

i've been sleeping in class a lot!!!i dunno what's wrong with me.eng lesson sleep,maths lesson sleep,ss lesson sleep,malay lesson sleep.except for chem and bio.since johan started to teach ss,everything is becoming worst.he can't teach.i argued with him just now.he was really making lame jokes and i'll laugh with syaqilah to tears.i was being rude lah.said some stuff to him like:
-ur lectures are bullshit.
-ur can't teach.
-ur lesson bores me
-are u a NIE training teacher?so,when are u going to leave?
-siao,nonsense
-ppl not listening to you coz u didn't earn respect from us.u should teach like ms ibaidah.

ahaha.i'm being rude when i was fasting.and then he told me that i'm rude,asked me to teach the class and said that a lot of teachers have been complaining bout me.wtf?i noe i've been showing my attitude to ms haryati.when others were talking,i was the one who have to sit in front.pathetic right?but at the same time,i got to show my trademark to ppl and make them puke.i was only rude to both of that annoying teachers but not anyone else.haiz.

i was in the mrt early in the morning.as i stepped to the train,a phone rang.and it keep ringing till i reach jurong.how irritating!when i was about to alight,i knew who was the jerk.the phone was from this indian guy.he was still sleeping when everyone was alighting.when ureach jurong u have to alight right?but this indian guy sleeping like a stone.and when i'm out of the train,the hp still ringing.and i would like to noe wat happened to that inconsiderate man.i think he might end up at city hall.ahaha

how come fatin didn't come to madrasah?i can't resist the temptation of sleeping in class.i'm hungry larhs.always and forvever hungry.my family ordered a hawaian pizza yesterday.gosh.i want more.

I WON'T BE BLOGGING.ON HAITUS.EXAMS ARE COMING LAR.SO MUST STUDY HARD. U GUYS MUST ALSO START REVISING YAR.

I SHALL CALL THIS GUY "THE ADIDAS HUNK"
HE'S BLOODY CUTE.NOT LIKE ANY TYPICAL MALAY GUY.HE'S GORGEOUS.AND HE HAVE A GOAATTEEE!!!!!!!!!

AHAHAHA,HE'S THE GUY THAT ME LIN JANA NOTICED FIRST WHEN WE STEPPED TO THE ADIDAS SHOP.ME AND JANA TURNED TO EACH OTHER AND SAID,"HANDSOME NYER" IN UNISON.WHILE LIN SAID THAT TO AISYAH.AHAHAHA.LIN LIKE AN IDIOT TRYING TO TAKE HIS PIC BUT FAILED.AHAHA.POOR US.NEXT TIME COME AGAIN LARH!

ANYWAY,WE WENT OUT.TO TOWN.IN THE BUS LIKE SOME KIND OF KID LAUGHING LOUDLY.AISYAH GOT BIG BUTT!AHAHA!KESIAN DIER.WE WENT TO MANGO AND ZARA.MY INTENTION WAS TO LOOK AT THE NICE CLOTHES BUT END UP TAKING PIC ALTHOUGH THERE'S A SIGN "NO PHOTOGRAPHY" SIB BAIK TAK KENE TANGKAP.WE'RE ACTING LIKE RICH PPL.AHAHA.I WAS "EEEEE,LAWANYER" EVERYTIME I SEE NICE CLOTHES.ONE DAY I'M GONNA SHOP TILL I DROP.

POOR LIN,HAVE TO PAY 7.90 FOR THE BROKEN BANGLE.I SHOULDN'T HAVE BRING YOU TO THAT SHOP IN THE FIRST PLACE.ANYWAY,WE WENT HOME VERY EARLY LOR.COZ AISYAH HAVE TO REACH HOME EARLY.BUT ME AND JANA WENT TO LOT 1 FOR AWHILE TO WASTE TIME.


AHAHA.I'M HAPPY LARHS.FINALLY,THINGS ARE BACK TO NORMAL,DUDE.


EH,TMR GOT MADRASAH,SHUCKS!

had a nice chat with my dear frens just now.we didn't go for the speech day rehearsels.i dun wanna wear that costume back!ms ibaidah msg-ed and ask me why i didn't come.sorri cher for disappointing you.

anyway,my bro had to to bina ayat and this wat he came up with:

pernah:saya pernah nampak hantu tapi hantu tak pernah nampak saya.
melawan:adik(referring to yasin)pandai melawan ibu bapa saya.
sebelah:bilik saya sebelah mak bapak saya punya bilik.
menyiram:ibu menyiram pokok tapi pokok sudah mati.


ahahaha.he's malay sucks

actually today no guides.it's only for ps.we're discussing about the campfire that we'll be organising with scouts.the scouts came out with the theme and it sounds fun!!!i can't wait for it.we inviting all uniformed groups and guides/scouts from bukit view,greenridge,zhenghua,dunearn and bukit batok.i want the RI GUYS to come!!coz i noe there will be hot chinese guys.this is not confirm yet.need approval from mr tan wee liat!

and yeah,we decided that harris jonathan and ME will becoming MC!!!yeah!!i love MC-ing.

my bro being pervertic.he told my mon loudly bout his birdy:"kiter punyer tu besar tapi pendek,yasin nyer kecik tapi panjang"

when i laughed,my bro said:"sibok jer"
then i replied:"yelah,ckp kuat2"

ahahahaha!!!!!i think some of u might not understand,except for guys or girls who have seen it

*it refers to birdy
*birdy refers to penis

cikgu latifah called me yesterday night to remind me to go her remedial and she called me this morning too but no one picks up.i woked up at 11plus.*yawns* tired sey.i'm fasting today.seriously.i have to pay back 5 days.i'm dreading to buka.oh god.i never feel so weak.so weak that i can't even sleep.

tmr guides.shit.


i didn't study for this whole week.i think i can't and i noe i'll regret it.yesterday night,me and aisyah talked on the phone for an hour.we laughed till i fart and laughed till she cried.ahaha.

she/he's bullshit lah.nonsense.i dunno wat to say.(then dun say)ahaha.stupid.

ahaha.self portrait!i'm bored lah!i feel that
my nose getting big.is it because i'm lying?
(black eyes peas:don lie;hey baby,my nose getting big...)
ahaha,lame!i want to watch BEP LIVE IN S'PORE!!!
i miss irfan like hell.i'm dreading to see him but he's
my cousin's cousin,so how to see him?

i'm looking forward to watch anugerah.well i have to say that this is my first time watching anugerah and following up with it.the other day when i watch anugerah,fauzi laily performed(yeah,that cutie!)and i read the comments that ppl gave via sms below and there was this msg by this gerl saying:fauzi,i rase u bleh menang!eh,aper ni 'i-i' 'u-u'?

tell me u want to puke!!!of coz when i read that,i was meluat!!uuerrrrggghh!!ahahaha..so typical gerls!everytime when a cutie appeared on tv,the gerls will like him coz of his looks not particularly on his voice.i like fauzi coz of his looks too but i dun really like his voice and i dun vote for him.i only worshipped his cutie face but not voice.too bad lah mr fauzi laily.i think he's going to be eliminated soon.so gerls,who interested in his face,do vote for him as much as you can.(ahaha,just voicing out my opinions)

i'm bored at home.but lucky i borrowed books before the holiday to company me.i've been indulging myself in this particular book and i forgot to revise my work.i really want to cram myself with biology.i want to memorise all the facts and theories and practicals.i think i'm gonna do it tonight.

hey gerlfrens!let's go out this saturday!!!since tmr i'll be seeing my team members for project amd friday there's guides,saturday should be fine!fuck fuck fuck.i dun want to go guides.i just feel like not attending guides anymore.

arranging flowers are fun.now,my grandmother is fine.she's not in ICU anymore.just normal ward.thank god.i wanted to start revising but i just can't.holidays are so boring.i spent my time sleeping and eating.haiz,how can i slim down?i'm so paranoid bout my weight am i? and anyway,dun look at the time of the post coz it's all wrong.i'm changing my skin!

yesterday,went to the hospital to visit my grandma.poor grandma.i heard from my cousins that she can breath in but cannot breath out.sounds scary.it's because of her asthma.i'm so afraid tat i'll turn out that way when i grow older.oh god please,no.i arranged some flowers and take a look at the pics.

THE PICS ARE QUITE BLURRED!ELLY,SEND ME THE PICS!
yeah,it's only me masy and saufie attended the wedding.

saturday:
had a dinner wedding at seri kampung restuarant.for the first time i actually enjoyed being in the company of my cousins on the paternal side.i wasn't really close with them but i do enjoyed on that day.abg mama was hilarious trying to woo elly and abg shafiq was acting like some kind of famous guy.his clothes are so cool!and irah hair was so stylish.we had a 7 course meal and i was so full.kak sayang was very pretty.i liked her dress.

on sunday,it was my cousin's engagement.on the paternal side again.while i was enjoying taking pictures,i got to know that my dear grandma was in ICU.the news triggered everyone.in times when u're having fun,u did not expect any bad things to happened.

lot of things going on yesterday and today.shall blog more bout it tmr!

i just wanna say that i love irfan!!!!!

the frog noes how to pose too.

i'll be going out soon to my cousin's wedding.see first lah how my mood is.anyway,i dun mind not going coz i'm not close to my relatives on the paternal side.but the thing i'll be missing is the food since the wedding will be taken place at this particular restaurant at around kampung glam.waiter/tress will be serving us u noe.

anyway,i hate the guy that jammed me in the lift yesterday.fuck you!mak bapak tak ajar manners is it!!kanina!i wanted to take the lift and he jammed it for two times!i was so fed up till i took the stairs and have to climb till the 7th storey.go fuck and die.rot in hell!dah lah org penat after the cross country.

bored!bored!bored!bored!

today was cross country at macritchie resorvoir.and yeah,it rained but still we continue with the ran.the ground was quite slippery esp when i have to go down the slope.very scary.i want to continue running but i have to come to halt when there was this particular slope that really tired me out.when i'm running along the road,i didn't want to give up so i quickly sprint although i was having short breath.and to my suprise,i won the top 50 medal!!!!!


yeah!!i did it!!i wasn't expecting it honestly.when i almost reaching,i didnt give up.i wanted it so badly and god answered my prayer!!alhamdullilah.syukur!i noe i made this a big deal but i just wanna prove to ppl that any asthmatic ppl is as fit as non-asthmatic ppl and to prove that although i'm fat,i still can run okie!

after that we looked for taxi.for almost one hour sey.can die.my gengs were really desprate.so me jana aisyah entertained ourselves by singing and dancing.patutlah satu taxi pon tak nak kiterorg coz they meluat tgk kiter joget.ahahaha.sillyness of us!!

ps/:my brother bought three frogs!!siao!

POP was extremely fun.i enjoyed it.went out of the house quickly after arguing with my parents and i totally forgot to bring my hp.damn it right.so in the bus,something happened to jana.GASP!MOUTHHANGING OPEN.oh god.that was really embarassing.nice panty anyway jana.ahahaha.

the games was fun.okie.not bad.great job to lin and jana.ain isn't doing anything.she sucks.she can't lead.damn her.after tat we're given free time for our won.so since tommy syahril adli and and that chinese guy(they claimed that they were doing ncc project)we're cycling,me lin jana decided to cycle too. we followed them all the way to bedok jeti and my legs and butt really hur okie.it was tiring but i had a lot of fun.i love cycling.let's do it again.

i can't type anymore.my hand is aching like shit.and ppl are coming to my house to visit my father.from neighbours to relatives.i dunno how i can run for tmr cross country.i really aiming for the top 50.wish me luck ya.