this week has been a really busy week for me. it's only the 2nd week of school and i'm exhausted.i'm really glad that is over because i'm going to Japan!i have been waiting for this for months. it will be my very first time riding on a plane.i'm really very very anxious.i'm scared actually, hopefully i won't be paranoid. it will be the first time that i am so far away from my family.the heart is heavy to leave to be honest.i don't know how it will feel like to feel so far away from them and Khidhir.i pray Allah to give me the strength.i know it's only for a week but..
anyway, to those reading this, pray that i will have a safe journey to Tokyo and will reached Singapore safely..
I love my family and khidhir!will miss you guys so much, hope i won't be homeseick.goodbye till i blog again :)

now,i'm back in school.15 weeks and it will be over. totally not looking forward for 3D.prays for the best.

20 on 20/10/2010 :)

i'm very strict when it comes to planning.i'm a scheduled person.my life is followed by a set of timetable.what time to wake up, what time to eat, what time to watch tv,how long, what time to do my assignment, how long to do it and what time to sleep. it may sound like an uptight life,or yes i may sound like an uptight person.i'm pretty strict with what i have planned out for myself or what others have planned out for me.i do not like my plans to be meddled.i'm not a spontaneous person, i tried and do sometimes be a spontaneous person.when a person make plans with me they better stick with it. i'm also very particular with time. if you decide to meet me at a certain time, you better dont cancel last minute on me and change to another time unless it's serious circumstances.you already have guessed that i do not like last minute.it's better to be inform early,say two hours earlier.i like stringent plans.you can say it's a bad thing,or that i should live life spontaneously cause it's more fun. well, my arguement is that i find ease when my time is planned out and i know what is going to happen.i like to be prepared.but the problem is now having a boyfriend who prefers spontaneity.the challenge, how do we balanced it out? for me,i take pleasure(and sometimes pain hahah) in having someone who works differently from me.he can do what i cannot do and he cannot do what i can do.to balance it out, i accept spontaneity from time to time and try having fun with it.i'm able to do it when i'm with him.for him,vice versa. didn't mean to type this but this is what came out when K decided to push the timing to meet me from 5 to 6pm.

i'm still yours, forever, faithfully..

Al-Aqsa Mosque in Jerusalem


read this - history of al-aqsa

As a Muslim, we all know that this one of the holiest place in the world as it where our Prophet Muhammad SAW was ascended to the heaven to meet Allah himself.

the reason why i was researching about this mosque was because K told me about some of the history of Al-Aqsa and i wanted to know more of it. it is such a rich history that it's unsettling. many lives have been sacrificed due the sacredness of the mosque/place. it does not pertain to Islam only but the history has included the other two religion, Jews and Christians. the war over the mosque had happened for a period of many years. the Muslim felt the need to protect the mosque because of an event that is most sacred. it looks to me like fighting for property that seemed to be beyond valuable but which one is the rightful owner? that is what happened in the past. they fight, they conquer.

now, it has become a place for all three religion to come and witness for its history. it is also rightfully belonged to the Muslims.

i wished i had know this a long time ago..and i wished to know more about the history of Islam. one day, i would like to come and visit this mosque, InsyaAllah..

now now..we have one more semester to go.one last project before graduation..I SIMPLY CANNOT WAIT. i've been thinking of what to wear for my final critique/presentation.i'm going to dress to impress(like real!).hahah i know, far-fetched.my classmates wouldn't even be bothered as they are more worry about their performance.okay mas,you're not in fashion design.

ONE MORE WEEK to our well-deserved break.ENJOY my friends!

two new buys this week.one is to remind me that i need to get back in shape and the other is to remind me that i have less than 3 weeks and 3 days left to go.

ps/:dont you love that pink shoes?heheh it's the only bright pink shoes that i dare to go out wearing.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/home/you/article-1301921/Weve-gone-degree-Why-university-longer-passport-success.html

I really liked this article that i read weeks ago.it's very inspiring how people worked their way to their dreams.personally i think in Singapore,the way to success and climb the ladder on top is to be very educated hence having a degree.it is still relevant and you sure do earn a lot more only by your qualifications.there arent many opportunities in Singapore and i wished it could be different.finding a job that you want is never easy.people do not looked for what they want anymore.as long as they have a job,they are fine with it.what is more inspiring about the article is how young they are..they are definitely courageous and focused on what they wanted to do in life.
hmmm..interesting.how i wish i could be one of them..