alright,today school was such a bore and i won't talk about it.i slept late yesterday to watch ms universe.what a shame!ms usa slipped and fell!god,she must be really damn embarassed.

anyway,went to lala house.again.third time this month.watch freedom writers.the movie was really good.i really love it cause it talks about race discrimination and how this kids lived through that kind of situation.i am still confused whether to watch pirates cause some says is action less.

the sp experience was informative.the fun part was the media and comm! and guffawing at rahman.haha!anyway,i am thinking about the courses that i would like to apply beside media course.but talk big right,no action proved yet.which means get the fcuking good results first!

yeay!holidays tomorrow!i have yet to read tuesdays with morrie.with this kind of weather,i preferred to stay in library and read than walking along the streets of orchard road.call me boring but i love to gain knowledge than gain fats eating fast food when going out.


opps.a bit exposed.

i'm always overthetop.

ahah,seriously pukeable.

every cells in my brain are exhausted.well,the paper was okay.still,doesn't gurantee me a dinstinction.i was struck by anxiety yesterday.i do not sure whether i've put enough effort.jika tidak di pecah ruyung,mana boleh mendapat sagunya.haha.seriously.

tomorrow is going to be a long day.singapore poly experience.i am so looking forward to the direct admission to poly thingy.

eh,i have a crush.so how ah?

lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you.

coldplay soothe my mind.

replies to tag:

shark-fin:1)it's not our fault that you didn't get to watch spiderman 3!
lala wanna go with us cause we're more fun!
2)takde kerja ke baca org punye blog?haha,but thanks anyway!

secret-obsessions:hey!link me yup!how do come across my blog?

shidah-cuz:of course we should go out but i am very busy!so if wanna go
out,go out during week three of june.anything just call my
house!

raddDDx:thanks! long time no see also!take care too!

fatin:hey babe,thanks a lot!

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school has been %%^^&&*$$. really.i just really pray that this will be my last time.mock exam is mocking our brains!while other schools has only periods of malay,we have one whole freaking day of malay.do you think that's crazy or what?anyway,is over now!

monday is the showdown.

anyway,this week is hella fun!great laughters all around(read:no gossips intended).well,is leha and dinah birthdays!the girls,aisyah and me especially been really haywire.we beatbox,we sang out of tune.on thursday went to lala's house.we celebrate leha's birthday.suprised her with a cake.watched pandang belakang and screamed like nobody's business.mostly exaggerated screams and jumping on the tampolin.
friday celebrated dinah's b'day.took photos during class(friday wasted man!)use the fire hose and drenched she was!

can't forget the incident where this girl,she was holding her plate,eating and walking around the canteen.mean i was,i shouted to her(many times)"eh,sit down when you're eating!".but she ignored me!and aisyah wanted to eat try food but actually is a cat food!hahah!
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enuff said.boohoo,gotten our june schedule and oh lord!i have to come to school every single day,except vesak day,the last two days of fourth week!can you imagine that!crazy sia!only week three,is my so called free week cause school ends early.but so what?nevermind,with great sacrifice comes great results.eh,no?

i think i'm watching pirates on monday,after the os?!
pictures?maybe baby.(i just love that phrase)

school pretty sucks today.half the day was spent doing paper 1 and i did it halfway.i just wasn't feeling it.damn,i was bored to tears.i just couldn't write.like a proper one.so,the one hour left,i got myself to ponder about so many things.thinking about me,studies,feelings,love,injustice,
boredom etc.seriously,i couldn't get myself to write.maybe i'm overwhelmed with emotions.sod you hormones!you're screwing my head!(well,i didn't like the idea of blaming myself)

and now,here i am.feeling dreadfully sleepy but refused to sleep cause i had lunch and i need to wait at an hour more for my food to digest.i am feeling crappy right now.my mind is crappy.i am crappy.

this post is going to be crap too cause i am just feeling awfully bored.whatever it is,i am so looking forward to watch pirates carribean.i am also so look forward to shop,doesn't matter if i buy something.it sort of my emotional therapy.

and if i am feeling crappy,i will resort to eating chocolates.someway somehow it helps and i decided not to call chocolate,chocolate cause it's more like an emotional vitamins.seriously.

while i am crappy,i will get more emo and keep thinking about somethings.like how i hate person who misjudge my intentions and think i am a big show off when i was only being humble.and i myself misjudge people when they are studying and told to myself that are trying too hard and that they are a big show off.see,i am contradicting.

when this crappy feelings are not entertained,i get a big headache cause this will not resort to anything.it will go on until maybe i get to watch desparate housewives which will be in an 5 hours times.

so i am off to my crappy world.

ps:i sympathise anyone who reads this unworthless post.i am just an emotional wreck right for no apparent reason!(i mean,family fine,friends are great,studies are pretty okay.is just monday blues)

weekends are here once again.

and told you malay intensive was such a bore,tiresome and grueling.
but enduring is good.who knows,all this endurement lead to something good.

anyway,i think adam levine from maroon 5 is superhot!the cd cover is hot,the songs are hot!i wanna buy but i'm money-deprived.

actually,i don't what else to say,really.i'm bored.

there is no future if you still won't step away from the past.
okay,first of all,
HAPPY (belated)MOTHER'S DAY.
dear mom,i love you and you love me.that's all matters.(plus your cookings.)


so my family went out to arab street(our fav family hangout!)to have lunch at amirah's cafe,i guess.my sister was on the house,so BIG THANK YOU SIS MASY.the food was mediterranian and my tummy was bloated man!

eat like arab style.

s is for scrumptious or s is for sexy?

stupid poses.

too fast!

too,er high?blame sarah for her unskilled techniques to take a decent photo! stupid man!

oh my,you got a big mouth masturah!like 10cm in circumference!

cheena!

i seriously updated this blog about mother's day but blog is being a bitch.my whole entry was poof!gone what the hell!

i try to update okay!

three common test done this week.phew!

next week will be malay mock exams will be the nastiest weeks of your life.i've experienced it.i can't afford to get another b3,seriously.i need to do something about it.maybe read malay dictionary like i used to read english.please don't even suggest to read berita harian.i've made some pathetic attempts to read it.i don't fanthom why i could not get myself to read berita harian.

pe this week was awesome!i suggested touch rugby and after the whole game,i really sweat it all out.maybe i should just exercise more.i miss hitting the gym and going for swim!maybe june's the time.or any time i can find.maybe baby.

during free periods,we played this mind game.zul and rahman hit me so hard.lelaki dayus!ahaha,thinking about it,i can smile for the whole day.

and i got back my chem common test.a tad disappointment for me.probably i was hoping too much.i hate to put myself in situation where i have high expectations of myself but only culminated to a major let down.damn damn damn.it's only a frigging 30.5/50.why should i have high expectation of myself when i never get a2 for science?

this weekend gonna be very brief.both days out man.

probably update on mother's day.with pictures??

hey 500th post.



as you can see,my blog is dying.i need a new skin,a new profile,new fresh posts(stop talking about school)and will somebody tag my board!i doubt somebody is reading.i need everything new!


well,heck.i am still going to blog cause is my hobby.was my hobby.

anyway,i watched SPIDERMAN 3!!!so bloody excited i was!


okay,i try to make it concise.
-watched on saturday with leha and lala
-can't find any seats at cathay cause all were freaking full house
-went to ps and found the only availibility was at 9.5o,2nd row.
-yes,we bought the ticket with a lot of hesitation cause i damn scared i couldn't go home late.conservative girl right.
-yes,i ended around 1230pm
-lala mam drove us home and i was back at 130am in the morning.
-definite yes,first time in my life i went back late with friends
-definite no,my parents didn't scold me!


the movie was damn bloody great and i love the tobey being emo and his dance moves are so cool.i am so gonna dance like during prom.what?!
is a must-watch-if-not-you-lose-out movie.



new specs!purple is the new pink okay girls.yeah,somewhere in bencoolen.

i look damn fair lah,like ang moh.
okay mas,where's your link?

more pics when lala send it to me.okay lalaalalala.

next up:
PIRATES OF CARRIBEAN!
well,i would love to watch shrek 3,fantastic four,ocean thirteen but damn,why are all these movies come at the same month.my pocket hole can explode man.

after the saturday,i felt good.
but one thing sure sucks-the hot freaking humid weather.
this past weeks,the weather is giving us no justice at all.mercy mercy please!bad weather=excessive sweating=me sweating like a guy=embarassed me.

first of all,

HAPPY 46TH BIRTHDAY TO DAD!

this morning,i woke up with much anticipation knowing that there will be macdonalds for breakfast today.

so,i have to admit that i have the best yet breakfast in this whole year.i mean,breakfast always a quick and fast one for me esp on weekdays.besides that,i am going out later(AT LAST)to watch SPIDERMAN 3 6.30 show i guess at the cathay.yes i know that's pretty late but i need to study first.boohoo,i got physics,eng and biology mid years next week

and what,still dares to go out!ahaha.i think i'll be focusing more of physics than bio.i mean,that's what almost everyone would do!

this is what i have been looking forward.i need my fresh air.i think the school's atmosphere has choked me.

the only fun thing that happend to school this week that during pe,the malay gangs played volleyball and it was exhalirating and hilarious.it kinda made my whole week.

so i see ya.