lets start of with cheers to the end of Term 1.

is petrified upon receiving a thong from Kat,especially in pink.

is happy upon receiving a thong from Kat.














awesome,awesome girlfriends.
"just kidding!"

school has started and we'll see how it turns out after 6 weeks.looking on a bright side,no autocad or 3d to do!save myself from the backaches of carrying a laptop :)

Oh,kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on a moonlit floor,lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make fireflies dance
Silver's moon sparkling,so kiss me.

weekend had been great.

saturday- beach road,sarbat and singapore flyer with K.

sunday- lunch at sakura buffet and shopping with cousins.

aww,life has been good for the past 3 weeks.now,back to school.

i would lie if i say i'm not scared.i am scared.i am worried.i do not want feel anxious about this.after all,i have given everything and i do not want to be let down.i do not want to think that there will be other person better than you.i do not want to think that there will be a better person for you.waiting makes me anxious.you'll never know what will happen when you wait.

but i will not worry too much because in the end,i know whose love i should be in need of and He will not let me down.

unbelievably,i've been staying at home for straight four days.i was being a sloth at home,doing absolutely nothing(okay and some chores).since i was fasting for straight three days,i didn't get out of my bed for the most afternoon.i've been on facebook,surfing the net,watching ugly betty and some movies and reading basically.as much as i want to go out,i kinda prefer to stay in my bed.

anyway,le boyfriend is back to tekong.it makes me remember those times when he was still in camp,which was not that too long ago.i know things are going to be different after he ORD .i see so many changes in his life;his graduation,his post-grad,NS,ORD. and me,i'm still stuck in school.he is not the only one who has to adjust to changes.well,that's a part of relationship that i just begin to realise.

okay,i better stop.i don't know where is this heading.
have a great weekend,i think i will!

i had a good weekend.

friday- everyone was not at home by the time i was up.since i do not want to stay at home for the whole,i went out by myself to shop at town.it felt good shopping by myself,no one to worry about.well,i wasn't alone all the way though.met a friend after that.thank god i do not have to stay home by myself at night.it's depressing enough.

saturday- meet my four girlfriends.henderson waves,popeye at flyers,fireworks and double helix.great time as usual.especially the fireworks.

sunday-had my fav wanton mee and sugar cane at beach road with K.


one more weekend left and that's it.totally not looking forward for school.prays hard there is no 1:1 model scale.

okay i have to stop listening to glee's songs.i know i'm pathetic but that has been the music to my ears for the past months.it's not my fault you know,nowadays the songs we listen on the radio is too much.i can't stand some of the songs played and it's getting more rubbish-er every single day.you know you always hear people say they can't live without their music but i'm different.i can live without music.i don't bother to have mp3,i don't bother updating myself to what's new,i don't bother downloading songs and i've recently stopped listening to my music player on my phone.but i do appreciate music sometimes,but i guess i'm not into music like i do.

i know it's only the 6th day out of my 3 weeks of break but i'm getting bored now.
oh no.

okay i know i have to start on my journals and intech.sorry guys for reminding.hehehe.

I'm forever Yours,
Faithfully.

this 2 weeks has not been a great week.i don't know why i was feeling emotional and it's definitely not about school.i can't blame on my PMS.being a girl or a woman is not easy.our emotions are so unstable.one moment we can be happy and the next we are sad.one moment we are so sure and the next we are not.it fluctuates easily.instead of fighting it off,we like to be in depth with our emotions thus making us feel more emotional than ever.we like our emotions to take control us.that differs us from men where they never let their emotions control them but instead use their brain to think but well,that kind of man is hard to find i guess cause men nowadays are as sensitive which makes me puke.anyway back to the point.maybe we are just born that way but i wish sometimes we women,has a control and authority with our feelings and emotions.i wish we can sieve things out easily.like which is important and which is not thus we are eliminating the unnecessary feelings and emotions which might bring ourselves into trouble instead.because we worry too much where there is actually nothing to be worrying about!and this worryness also lead to our self-esteem.i can continue but it seemed that i am starting to ramble.okay i was bored.i mean still am. i shall stop and put my messed-up head to rest.

To Sir,With Love

Those schoolgirl days
Of telling tales, and biting nails, are gone
But in my mind,
I know they will still live on and on
But how do you thank someone
Who has taken you from crayons to perfume?
It isn't easy, but I'll try
If you wanted the sky,
I would write across the sky in letters,
That would soar a thousand feet high:
"To Sir, With Love"
The time has come
For closing books; and long last looks must end
And as I leave,
I know that I am leaving my best friend
A friend who taught me right from wrong,
And weak from strong -- that's a lot to learn
What -- what can I give you in return?
If you wanted the moon,
I would try to make a start . . . but I
Would rather you let me give my heart
To Sir, With Love

LOVE this song from GLEE and LOVE the Bohemian Rhapsody.

maybe we should take a break.

i need distractions!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Thong Girls.



had one of the best times with them.

this date,13 years ago,my late grandfather passed on.sometimes i wish he stayed a bit longer so i can get to know him more and learn sewing from him.


al-fatihah.


ps/:don't know why we didn't get his genes, if not i wouldnt be short.

monday!
can't wait for it to end.one project down, three more to go.

okay here's my portfolio website.excuse my lame designs.hope to work more on boards!

http://masturahsaad.carbonmade.com

bored and i miss you.

having fun huh girls