ahh,bloody hell.i've been sneezing for countless time and it starts to get on my nerves.and i hate to drink the panadol flu.it was incredibly disgusting cause the flavour was lime. anyway,i have tons of homework.like the first time in my secondary school life i have pile of homework.

-maths ;worksheet,two pages,four sided.
- english; compo and compre
-social studies; three source based questions
-malay paper 2;three sets of worksheets.
-geog;a few worksheets

okay,i need to exaggerate a bit cause i never have a lot of homework that i needed to finish in a short period of time cause saturday,is the only day i'm gonna be free.i'll be away on sunday and be back by monday.i'll be at pasir ris beach and have to overnight there and i'll be sleeping in tents which i don't find it exciting at all cause staying in tent is very stuffy!

my cousin from malacca just told me that i put on weight.ahaha,yeah i mean really a lot.but,i don't know whether i should learn to love my body.

anyhow,what ms ibaidah told the class just now was true.like,for instance she take comments or a dream as a motivation.she said that she made through education because her mother wanted to take photograph with her wearing the cap(that's what she says.she meant the university graduation some sort of cap) and also because she wanted to own a credit card.yeah for me if people critised, looked down or do not believe in me i take that as motivation and i'll definitely prove them wrong and i also i have a passion in life :)) i don't just waste my life for nothing okay.

okay people,that's for now.

HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO IQMAL YASIN AND GORDON ONG!

yum,yum chocolate cake here i come!

i bought a file for my brother.hope he like it.

just now,i felt like a kid.i was fetching my brother from school and i saw a ice cream van.i felt like eating rasberry ice cream.i was the among primary school students and they all,including me were saying like this,'auntie,auntie one ice cream!'

i had fun in school.laughter indeed is the best stress getaway.

i'm feeling stress?only god knows.


ps:the last conversation was a mistake.i regretted it.

oh gosh.exams are coming but at the same time,i have plans coming up.there's a small family gathering with my mam's side next saturday i guess.i don't know whether it's confirm yet but i have exams lah and i wanna go cause i'm missing my cousins!and yeah,i'm missing my cousins on my dad's side too!

anyhow,i had to teach my both brothers just now!i went bollocks teaching them.i definitely very concern about their studies cause i know the importance and the need to get good grades in order to good paying job.really,this perception has been circling around my head for long time cause only with higher education can get you far and because i have a dream,i value money and lastly,i value happiness.i honestly feel that life would be more happy if you were to have more money.although it may sounds a narrow-minded conception but i just feel that way.despite that i'm now living with happiness that does not determined much amount of money,but i wanted to have better life when i grow up.

whatever it is,it's my thought so don't bother.

morever,i don't know when i'm going to blog again.
so,if you see me disappear you should know what i'm busy mugging.nevermind,i only have to suffer and suffocate for another 16 days.on the 10 may,it be will a joy for me.(though last paper it's on 15 may but it's english paper,nothing serious)i just can't wait to go out to town or esplanade or wherever.it's been months okay i didn't get to have fun.but it's gonna be for awhile cause 29 may marked the start of malay o level exams.

okay seriously,i feel like i lost the ability to blog.

so,goodbye

i had a nice satisfying sleep yesterday night.i slept like a pig and woke up at 11.30.anyway,yesterday night i watched a walk to remember.oh,it was a touching love story that can make me shed a bucket of tears.i understand i'm quite vulnerable.i wanna watch it again.anyway with the cd?

after maghrib,my family went to have a dinner at marsling.my mam told me that my brother looked like dori from finding nemo.really,let me show you.








he look like dori right?!oh gosh,my brother is ugly.

we went to sheng shiong after that.as you know,the stuff is cheap and we kept buying things without realising till we got the receipt.

okay,i totally don't what to talk about.gosh,i'm getting the syndrome.'lazy-to-blog-syndrome'.i guess my updates are getting lame man.

so see ya.

spot me !

POP(passing out parade) was absolutely brilliant.i was overwhelmed with emotions.ecstatic as there's no CCA and at the same time feeling miserable as i'm gonna miss my guides and the fun that we had.
i love you guys!

i enjoyed the the POP very much.the squabbling over our cca with ncc.yeah,they did critised us,calling us cowboys and in turn,i critised them.we're being inconsiderate and loud.sorry nadia,i know i was one of them that didn't cooperate.i had fun with the ncc.ahaha.lucky we're not in the same uniform group.imagine we are,it's gonna be full of fun huh.

i can't wait for our pop party!i'm gonna make my juniors cry!

okay.mid year is coming in just two weeks and it's gonna be a hell for me.this week,it has been quite stressful.

anyway,yesterday was POP rehearsel.it was a hell for nadia and heaven for me cause mostly,my friends were there.the ncc absolutely doesn't respect nadia and were fooling around.i was enjoying the whole rehearsel and laughing all the way.never ever in my life,i enjoyed doing rehearsels.

when i was in the bus,i eavesdropped again.ahaha,i'm such a busybody.i overheard this two guys talking about 2.4km and the trick to running 2.4km.i was bored in the bus and usually goes home alone,so i tend to listen to people's conversation.so,next time if you see me in the bus alone,don't sit near me or talk so loudly cause i might be listening.call me busybody okay.

today is 2.4km and i think i did well.i sprint all the way and got 14.50
when shaffiyan asked for my timing,he was shocked.of course he expected lala to be faster than me but heck,you think i'm fat(although i don't think i am), i can't run?such a common conception.

okay.tomorrow is actual POP!

oh damn it.i screwed in malay oral.damn it.the question:adakah awak pernah menghasilkan sesuatu?

of course,i was taken aback.first thought crossed my mind was,what the hell?i never hasilkan sesuatu!heck,i just answered her questions and my language was jumbled up.i don't know what was i talking about.lidah aku kelu!

after that,i was cursing myself.went home and began to mumble to myself.it's not that i'm out of mind but i went bonkers thinking about the oral.

but lucky,it didn't bothered me for long.in the bus,i was standing near to this two primary school students and eavesdropped to their conversation.they are so cute okay.i feel like pinching their cheeks.

girls are really weird.every little thing,they find it cute.like the way the boy hairstyled themseleves,or soft toys or whatsoever.they find everything that is cute that boys don't find it cute at all.but,as for me,cute are equally to babies,toddlers,children,shy guys and me.ahaha.

okay now,i'm off to bed.with great weather.

I'M BACK!AND INDEED,I AM REALLY HAPPY,DELIGHTED,CONTENTED,OVERJOYED AND ECSTATIC!

CHALET AT ALOHA CHANGI;IN CONJUNCTION OF OUR 20TH ANNIVERSAY OF OUR PERSATUAN(COMITTEE)

okay,i'm sounding like a thesaurus and slightly exaggerated.
but,i can't keep my happiness.i need to express!

anyway,on thursday night went off to changi aloha chalet with relatives.
the bus picked up every family and i was amused that the aunties and uncles brought a lot of stuff,even a mattress,like as if they are moving house.

look at the mattress! (taken when we're going home)

reached there around 11 and i'm off to bed an hour later.the second day was extreme fun.lazed around,filing up my tummy and sleeping.yeah,i was eating a lot.food,after food.










the view from our chalet!cool huh.

at evening,we started to play games.firstly,we played manhunt,not in search of body nor muscles but hair!hair at legs!the most hairiest,will win.ahaha,it was a laughter for everyone.










waiting for the manhunt contestants to get ready.










the contestants.










don't ask me why.ahaha,i can't believe this is my uncle.










showing off their muscles,but they don't know that we're looking at their hairs!

after that game,we played charade.ahaha,it's funny okay.










drawing.










guessing.










my team got second and we won a packet of maggie!

we stopped for awhile and started to bbq for awhile.then,the next game was for children.they used water boms and irah tried to sabo me but failed.instead,she got herself wet.

the next game was for couples.i was shocked,amused and shocked again.because,the parents have to pass this small sweets through mouth and getting themselves kissing each other mouth to mouth.it's rated RA cause they were really kissing.can't you imagine,uncles and aunties,kissing!i didn't get a shot of it cause they were too fast.my dad french kissed my mam.how sweet!ahaha!

waiting to pass sweets to their wives.

i can't get a shot of them kissing!damn!

passing parcel was the last game.dad had to be forfeited and he sang to my mam.it was funny instead of romantic.my mam also had to be forfeited.she have to drink up a bottle and then she purposely spit the drink to everyone.

then at night,around 11 plus me and my cousins went to old changi hospital.an abandoned and haunted hospital.we walked all the way there and it was eerie.there were no lights,thank goodness for the torch.but i didn't get to go in the building.i was standing outside,waiting for some people to go inside.i was scared but overall,it was really adventurous.

after the trip to OCH,we went to changi village.the purpose,to see BAPOK!we saw a few.i was a bit jakun cause the bapoks are really bapoks.they have breast and nice body but a bit manly.they were gathering there for whatever reasons.they wore sexy,bearing clothes,even sexier than what the girls are wearing.abg I purposely walked beside the bapok to see whether the bapok was attracted to him.ahaha,then we went to the changi beach,sat under the shelter and laughed all the way cause they were making hilarious jokes.then,we went back to our chalet and by the time,it was almost 4am.

THIRD DAY.early in the morning,we went for a swim.we swam for the whole morning cause we,including aunts and uncles were playing captain ball there.

at around evening,we started to bbq.this time,the food is really delicious.i ate a lot.more than you can imagine.from prawns,to otah,satay,chicken and more.

showcasing you my nostrils.

the boys have to be punished cause they lost when playing soccer.

the cousins.

bbq-ing.

the whole lot.

prize presentation was next.giving out souveniers.then,it was lucky draw.my uncle was so confident that he will win the top prize but he didn't and we boo-ed him.ahaha.after that the teenagers and young adults played rumah dayak and dog and bone.it was really enjoyable and quite a laughter.

the souveniers

LAST DAY.we went home and around 10 and now,i'm really exhausted and i have homework to do!!

today is the last day of kayaking and it was great.this time,we went to kallang river and i think it's better then the previous two places that we kayak despite the dirty and disgusting washroom.

i was really relieved that we did not need to capsize.i fear of drowning and i don't trust life vest.i think i watch to many movies like titanic and speed 2 cause,the people still die although they wear life vest.told you,the media influenced me to this conception.

and yeah,we did take photos!i'm gonna miss kayaking and the ncc guys!thanks to syahril and adli for coaching us :))

dan said i'm so semangat to update.the point-i am bored and there is absolutely nothing to do.

ANYWAY,WILL BE AWAY FOR CHALET ON THURSDAY NIGHT AND
WILL COME BACK BY SUNDAY OKAY.WITH PICTURES!WOOHOO!

i watched miss singapore universe.it was rather a disgusting and entertaining show for me.(i skipped the swimwear part okay)why i said disgusting?cause some are beyong average looking and one of the top three girls looked horrible.she got this "shocked face"plastered on her.really,all the girls are average looking,that's why singapore cannot even make in top 15 in the ms universe.i was 'eeeee-ing' all the way.my little brother even commented "muke cacat sey".god bless him with good taste.the entertaining part comes when asking questions cause some are really tough to answer and the question for the top 5 girls are easy-peasy.

anyway,enough about that.i have lots of things to do!like an assignment from DAD.can't you believe it?my dad asked me to do a letter of request to Land Transport Authority by wednesday.bloody hell,i don't have time.(yeah,but still have time to play comp huh)

OH GOD,i can't wait for the chalet.thursday,come here quick!

i'm gonna watch ms singapore universe today.not to see the girls wearing bikini or to care about how thin they are,it's about the qna!i love when they started to ask questions.mind you,ms singapore contestants nowadays are not bimbos cause you know why?girls are becoming more smarter.

i can't wait for next week which means tmr!cause it's gonna be a very short week for me.

on thursday,it was raining heavily and in a desparation of going home,me and friends went home with a cardboard acting as an umbrella.but,still i love rain!


hey dude,i'm waiting to have fun.

okay.people may wondering why i can online with both different emails.
the answer,the old email is at windows messenger and the new is at messenger 7.5.i can't sign out from windows messenger cause i don't know where the hell is the window messenger.i can't find it at my desktop so it will automatically online without me signing in.
just don't pm me there cause i find it very irritating.

anyway,school is getting fun!life is getting interesting.since when my life is not interesting?

okay,during malay lesson,cikgu asked me a question.
"apa yang membuat ibu kamu sedih?"
i definitely can screw this question.i said,"yang membuat ibu saya sedih apabila saya tidak mendengar kata-katanya dan tidak membuat kerja rumah.kerana saya ini seorang perempuan yang malas.bukannya saya tak nak tolong,saya malas dan tidak ada masa untuk membuatnya."

i just told the whole class a bad point about me and disgraced the masyarakat perempuan.cause,girls should be doing all the household chores.you know what?hilmi was cute just now when he really got embarassed.even cikgu said that he will give extra points to hilmi if he were to smile.ahaha,cikgu gatal.

okay that's it.
















all posing maut.this is a
hard-to-get-picture.
so,consider yourself lucky.

damn it.i was hoping to do biology test today but practically everyone didn't study for it so mr leong postponed it to friday where i'll have another geogrphy test which is on the whole freaking chapter of agriculture.

anyway,i just wanna expressed how glad i was when mr peng proposed to us the project for youth for causes.and,i have to meet him tmr morning at 7.15!that's the time i just finished wearing my shoes!

during cdp,it's bout the bloody marriage and there was on homosexual which to me,i find it acceptable and tolerable.it's not that i am homosexual(goodness sake!i wanna make babies!)it's just that in the next generation,all the less and gays will be more open to public.just wait and see all those freaking kunyah and butch.

look at the fats and eyebag i had accumulated.

look at our noticeboard!can even play chess/dam.
























look at jannah.siao sey.











that's all.

WARNING,EXCESSIVE PICTURES UPLOADED.
ps:but the pictures are pretty.



SATURDAY

okay,i've been away.on saturday,i had to attend what you call setandang.i'm not sure lah.it's the boy side went to the girl's wedding ceremony.it was at bedok community center.almost reaching there,the bus parked somewhere and when the guy's side came,the kompang will start playing. the food was delicious and the berkat was a notebook with their names on the front!so cool.

the wedding car on its way

the boy side coming to the girl side.abg shafiq sempat pose!
the kompang started to play to signal that we're coming!
the girl's father stopped us!

the grand wedding brought by fatimah mohsin.
showing off the silat.look at the chandelier!
look at the wedding cake or should i call cupcakes?

while in the bus..

the guys got bored and camwhored.ahaha.

we reached at my cousin's place and got bored.


we then celebrated putri's b'day and ucu bought her b'day cake which was used to sabo people.it was hectic cause ati was chasing the aunties and they were running in a flash just like running a 100m race.mak gi even left her sandals to run away from getting saboed.it was fun as i was
safe from the sabotaging.hehe.

look at the cake!they still eat it despite what happened to the cake!

so,at night.talked to abg mamat.we talked for abour 2 hours plus and he's 23.he talked to us about how he became punk and his experiences.so
inspiring.

i dunno which idiot wrote that.

act cute but cute.ahaha,whatever shit.

SUNDAY

okay.now it's the boy's turn to held a wedding ceremony at their place.i was wearing glamourously but i have to do help out.i was carrying plates and cups to the boys so that they can wash.but everytime i came to them,they constantly disturbed me esp abg shafiq.yeah,i got teased with hakim again.i find it very amusing.ahahaha.
to show that we are the kendarat.so cute huh?

the pelamin
.
the cake which was used to sabotage everyone.it was more hilarious cause the uncles joined in.

you see,so glamour already then need to do unglamourous work!

the just-got-married-couple.


my cousin is a matrep!


my father is like datuk mana entah.ouh,datuk S.
the anak dara and the bujangs.

this should be solo picture!

look,i'm wearing sandals!i got tired of heels!
the charmed ones.

kak em is cute.

last but not least,the whole bunch of relatives.


YEAH,CAN'T WAIT FOR OUR CHALET!

bye guys!