This post is for my dearest friend and lover who reads my (boring)blog,
I love you Muhammad Khidhir.I'm staying here with you till the end and after.

Wondering whether I am unlucky or jinxed..But this "unnecessary" thoughts could lead to another.Have faith!

Morning faces

First aeroplane trip with familly to Bandung this morning.
Khidhir's first trip to Phuket.
We're coming back the same day.Alhamdullilah,feeling happy and grateful as ever..

Never missing school but missing these girls :)

Ya Allah,if the truth is better knowing,then You shall reveal it to me.If it is not,blind me from it so it shall never be reveal.

I crave your mouth, your voice, your hair by Pablo Neruda

Don't go far off, not even for a day
Don't go far off, not even for a day,
Because I don't know how to say it - a day is long
And I will be waiting for you, as in
An empty station when the trains are
Parked off somewhere else, asleep.

Don't leave me, even for an hour, because then
The little drops of anguish will all run together,
The smoke that roams looking for a home will drift
Into me, choking my lost heart.

Oh, may your silhouette never dissolve
On the beach, may your eyelids never flutter
Into the empty distance.

Don't leave me for
A second, my dearest, because in that moment you'll
Have gone so far I'll wander mazily
Over all the earth, asking, will you
Come back? Will you leave me here, dying?

Favourite poem of all.