Friday, March 31, 2006

THURSDAY

today was great.me and the malay peeps were talking and laughing.the joker was evidently dan.bloody hell,our my mouth was aching from laughing.then,after school went to lot 1.thank you to yan dan for the free pens!when i reached home,i was stunned to know that today was my cousin's solemnisation.i really thought it was friday night.so when i reached home,i was rushing to get ready.i think i was overly dress cause i looked like i'm going to get engaged.i was just wearing a cream long dress over a white lace.anyway,me and my sister went to masjid kampung siglap to meet our relatives there.we got lost although we're in taxi.then,met them there and had my prayer before going to the girl's house.i was surprised when i got to know that my cousin going-to-be-wife was rich and lived in a penthouse.there was swimming pool!so cool.then,me and the girls did not get to see the akad nikah cause the house was jam-packed.instead,i got to see a cute guy.ahaha.when we wanted to go her house,there were a lot of guys,i mean really a lot going out from the house.they were the guys that sing the marhaban thing.the guys really took up a lot of space.we're really wanted to see the akad nikah cause it was in jawi language!not fair!then,the decorations in the house were bloody nice and the hanging rose was beautiful!kak em(the wife)was so cute cause she was posing to the camera and showing off her henna which drew a smiley face.then,it's time for us to go.the dowry(hantaran)was all expensive and branded.the girl's and man's side gave things like prade show,gucci bag and wallet,bvulgari and mont blanc rings.i think they really spend a lot of money.(so,before marriage,better safe a lot of money)we went home by the provided bus and i reached home almost 12.

NO PICTURES.BROUGHT MY CAM BUT BATTERY WAS FLAT.IDIOT.

ps:waiting for my cousin to send me pics.




WEDNESDAY

during nyaa,it was a blast.thanks to syahril.ahaha.although the theory was lame but heck.the war games was fun and i was really very enthusiastic,pretending that i was really in war and holding that dummy rifle.then,we played water bom.i was the mastermind,telling people to throw at syahril and he was drenched but i was wet too cause of ira!that was wednesday for me!sad thing,i need to pass my kayaking test and it includes capsizing!

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

OKAY GUYS.I'VE CHANGED MY EMAIL.ONLY ALLOWS THE HUMANS THAT I KNOW/LIKE.biased,i am.

anyway,i was really LAZY,UNINTERESTED,DISPASSIONATE(study also need passion huh)when it comes to chem and the beginning part of biology.chem,i was staring into the thin air blankly.the mood wasn't there.

after school,me and the girls looked at the guys playing sepak takraw(latest trend for the guys)from my classroom.we're like trying to attract their attention.ahaha,but i was making fun of them.like calling sadiq mat jiwang and then calling yusri mat bedah.

so,you know our today's topic?MARRIAGE.during our character development programme(like CME lessons)or preferbly cdp,we're discussing about marriage.it was funny instead of serious.mr peng was saying that girls wanted men to take her to beach,propose under the moolight blah.blah.so mushy huh.then,the guys will always tell their girls,"there are so many fishes in the sea but you're none of them".if you read this carefully,the phrase means the are so many girls but you're none,not even a girl.you're not compared to a girl.do you guys get the joke?hmm,nevermind then.

okay,won't be updating tmr!

Monday, March 27, 2006

school was okay and bloody hell,there was no physics test.mrs loah resheduled it.i'm fortunate enough not to study for that intended class test.

anyway,i have tons to say!but i hope people won't get bored as my topics are always attention-grabbing!(i doubt so)nonetheless,i'll continue to blog.so,the next paragraph may sound boring but you can skip and see what's my next topic!

yesterday,as usual i will watch the apprentince.since watching apprentince,my interest for business-making grow.but i'm more focus to advertising kind of business.so,from what i noticed,whenever the candidates for the 13th job interview are in the board room fighting for their position for the job,they constantly talked about how much they had gone through academically and their work skills.they bragged,not really brag but they said they went to this university,get the top position.
then,they will manipulate mr trump.tell him their successes and whatnots.but,i think mr trump is looking more of a person who has the character of a business-like and especially,leadership qualities.he's obviously looking in terms of academic too but if you're bloody smart and goes to top university like harvard and you have a disgusting attitude,lack of leadership qualities and people can't work with you,so what huh?although you manage to find a stable job but you're living misery as you cannot work with your colleagues.having tough time working with your colleagues can lead to stress and also quitting the job.so,for me,i would able to lead but maybe not in terms of academic.maybe not yet.

so,the fun one.in school cikgu fazilah talked bout relationship and as usual,i'll be in one her examples.but her example just now was actually describing me.i shall not elaborate what she talked bout but latter part,you'll know what's about.

GUYS THAT I AM INTEREST FOR WHEN I GET MARRIED(NOT WHEN I WANT RELATIONSHIP):
ps:this is just for fun okay.
-BRAINY.i am obviously interested in guys who are smart.in order to marry me,you need to produce me certificate of any unitversity.phd will be a bonus.
-GOOD-LOOKING.cause good-looking are only suitable for good-looking.ahaha,sorry notsogood-looking people.(gosh,i'm kidding.
notsogood-looking people,you may feel free to marry any good-looking people).does this mean i'm telling you guys that i am good-looking?anyway,if you're not good-looking,you need to have at least a shy-looking face.not shy until like pondan.
-HILARIOUS.you need to make me laugh until you hear me laugh
like kambing.that's when you know that you can entertain me.boring guys who constantly talk about their life is just so ..boring!
-POCKET FULL OF MONEY.this is great.although i may not spending your money to buy my monthly shopping,you'll see me wasting your money on insisting you buying a house at fifth avenue complete with a swmming pool cause i love swimming.also,i'll spend money on our kids and make them attend courses cause i want my kids to be multi-talented.
-COOL HAIRSTYLE.i don't hairstyle that looks like a mangkuk(bowl) or botak mcm penyakit cancer.funky like the chinese guys do nowadays or fringy like ariel.
-SENSE OF FASHION.this is a must.if you wanna wear shirt and jeans,make sure it's not just a shirt and jeans.wearing branded stuff would be additional thing cause he's just like me!

did you notice,this is all physical interest?how bout the inside of the person?ahh,who cares.i actually don't have time to further on my topic.i ook almost one hour to complete this update so if you don't read,i'll be heartbroken.

BYE HUMANS!

Sunday, March 26, 2006

hell,school's tomorrow.

and i have physic test.

today madrasah,the uztaz was being gross.talking about air mani,najis and then i don't how the subject on seluardalam came about.i was laughing all the way.then he asked the guys to show him the air mani next week.ahaha.bullshit huh.

seriously,i really wanna go out and have fun.it's been long time since i had fun.i also wanna take pictures.jelak lah tgk the same picture at my friendster.


okay guys.goodbye.

ah,another one hell of a week.

Saturday, March 25, 2006

ariel was so gorgeous at the anugerah planet muzik.i didn't know that peterpan was there but nvm,only two, andika and ariel turned up.
ariel is so hot.his wife must be enjoying it.oh,that lucky bitch.

anyway,i've eaten three chocolates in one week.this is awfully unhealthy.i've a limit of eating one chocolate in one week.

and i'm going out later at night with the neighbours.to eat again.oh my god.all the crunches that i did in the morning gone to the drain.ahaha.

you know what?i think it is weird to laugh at my own jokes.though i may thought it sounds funny,but what if the others think is not funny?mcm shiok sendiri gitu.so,i'm avoiding the word 'ahaha'.

and know what,this week is quite stressful.now,being in a new class which means more competition.i'm dying to get top 10 in class but my class are full of people with brains.and damn,i really wanna beat sheena one day.damn,i sounds like uvanese.must be because of few weeks sitting with him.

my class are just getting on with the express standard and oh man,is difficult.this is only the beginning and i'm expecting the subjects to be more tougher.is true that the teachers said.the brigde is wide enough for us to cross.



lastly,ariel my love.ahaha.opss.no 'ahaha' please.

Friday, March 24, 2006

i wanna go out with the four chickens but there's so many things to do and so little time. and why the hell i'm calling my friends chicken?ahaha,no offence girlfriends.

what the hell.i have family/relatives chalet on the april 13.that's on thursday and i am schooling which means i'm staying there on weekends.lucky it's aloha chalet.

i don't understand why sometimes i am so grumpy,short-tempered and impatient at home whereas i'm totally opposite when i'm in school.weird.

BYE HUMANS,HAVE A NICE WEEKEND.
i doubt so.

Thursday, March 23, 2006

JENNY,YOU NEED TO SEND MS RIN THE GEOG PROJECT CAUSE TMR IT'S THE DUE DATE.I CAN'T SEND CAUSE I DON'T KNOW HER EMAIL.SORRY YA.
I GOT TWO BOGEH(LOST) TEETH.

bloody hell.now,i'm having extreme difficulty to eat cause i'm using my front tooth to chew.yeah,went to dental in school and the cute dentist told me i had a baby tooth and had i take an x-tray which was quite painful.the dentist poked this sharp edges to my mouth.but when it comes to extracting the tooth,the dentist injected my gums.four times okay.and it was freaking pain.my whole gum got numb and the dentist plucked out the tooth.she just pulled out my tooth.then,my mouth was aching cause i had to open my mouth wide for the whole 30 minutes.

and i don't how come the guys know i have a bogeh teeth.stupid syahril,you don't have to shout and tell the whole world that i lost my tooth.

anyway,today,shockingly,there were no remedials!so,i went home alone since the rest of the chicks having remedials.

kayaking yesterday was sucks lah.shit,lala and me we're doing so badly.sorry lala,i just couldn't capsize myself.

and now,i'm seriously lost for alphabets.

BYE.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

i'm trying to update on alternate days.cause i need to sacrifice my time on surfing net to other things like studying.but i can't sacrifice my leisure time of watching television.

like as if you all care huh.

you know bout the da vinci code.dan and my sister said they knew it from last year!i'm so outdated!that's so malu.

anyway,the normal acad students changed classes.i'm stick with 4/3 but some of the 4/4 came to our class as the result of the programme called 'through train where selected people get to skip n levels.i'm so relieved that mostly, fourthree-ians stayed.so,i really hoped that some of the 4/4 who came to my class will not feel left out.

anyhow,as i was about to change my email,syahril also changed his email!kepochi,ahaha.but i'm totally unsure of what email i want.need to ask for ideas.guys,just wait for me to add you okay.

AND,HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MUHAMMAD ARFIAN.YOU SUCH AN ASS.ahaha,i'm supposed to say something to him!

nonetheless,thank you to the lala dan zul yan and hafiz for entertaining me.i really think that without you guys,the lessons will be mind-numbing.

JENNY,DON'T WORRY.FOURTHREE-IANS IS STILL AND WILL REMAIN FOURTHREE-IANS.
you have 2 in 1 hairstyle huh.ahah,cool.

one thing.poor yusri.i hope he still motivated to study and put up with that kind of environment.you too jenny and syahril.

Sunday, March 19, 2006

i love sunday mornings.

sunday mornings(around 6.30 till 7.30) are the best mornings you will ever get.although i have to go madrasah early in the morning and deprive me from sleeping but the benefit is that sunday morning is so peaceful,the air is fresh,no vehicle and can somehow ease your mind.usually,mornings are the most hectic part of the day where people are rushing to work/school and harmful gases are in the air.sunday mornings are the best for me.

anyway,my uztaz said something funny.
you notice when something happened,the malay always use this cliche word which is 'alamak'.my uztaz said,ala is the short for Allah and mak is your mother so that's why the malay sometimes said 'alamak' as they are reminded of Allah and their mothers which are both important.
HE'S KIDDING OKAY SO DON'T TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY.no such thing.

just now,as i looked outside and saw my father playing badminton with my brothers,it somehow put a big smile on my face.thank god.

bye people.i guess i won't be updating,hopefully!!

HAPPY SCHOOLING!!

Saturday, March 18, 2006

okay.just as i was lying around,i came to a thought.i was thinking why i should study maths physics social studies geography malay biology if i were to work in a profession or have a career that does not require those subjects that i've mentioned earlier on.for example if i were to be a english teacher,a event organiser,a housewife or a counsellor do i need a knowledge of geography,social studies or even biolgy?those subjects are not even related to my work.that's quite ridiculous.i know we need at least the basic knowledge but if i were to be a english teacher,it
wouldn't be necessary to excel in those subjects or even waste my time studying subjects as it does not linked to my work or career.don't you think so?unless you're working as a doctor or engineer then you would need maths and triple science but it doesn't not require ss geog f&n and also english.but we need to pass english in order to go poly though courses like bio tech won't even care much about english.you see,i want to join mass comm or media and comm and i know it requires good english grades but we need 5 subjects to go poly despite the course wouldn't care much or less about other subjects.i mean we need to know the basic maths or science but why do the education have this requirements on having 5 subjects passes in order to have a place in poly when a particular course need only a few specific subjects?

why wouldn't the education system just take the subjects that we need in that particular course?like if i want to join biotech,i would need maths and triple science but that course wouldn't even touch on combined humanities right?or if you wanna be a historian,you wouldn't need combined science right?i know basic knowledge of every subjects is important but do we have to pass all the subjects despite the fact that
the course do not determined that particular subjects?why wouldn't the education system follow the education system in switzerland?they have vocational training which means you go to the course that you have interest in.that would be much more better.

i respect the education system in singapore.it's very tight and have a high standard but it's not fair.what i meant by not fair is that if someone really excellent in maths and triple science and wanted to join an engineer course but that someone couldn't just because that someone didn't pass 5 subjects or either didn't pass english.that would be wasted right.hmm,do you guys get what i mean?hope so.

that sum up my topic for today.i know it sounds boring but it'a thought for the day.
tom hank as robert langdon.suits him and that's sophie nueve.

THIS IS GREAT!DA VINCI CODE COMING TO SCREEN!
19TH MAY AND IT'S WORLDWIDE.

but,the movie is not rated yet which means,i'm not sure whether it's n16 or R21.hopefully it's rated PG.i really wanna watch this movie!

hmm,who is going to accompany me?

Thursday, March 16, 2006

surprisingly,i went to gym today with the usual girlfriends.supposed to meet at 9 but i know everyone gonna be late so we entered the gym at 9.50.it was fun lah cause it was my first time there.i wish i have treadmill at home.

so,we started to do crunches.then this instructor,he taught us ways to lose the fats at the stomach.it was a tortorous and painful!but i think it's a really good way to decrease the fats at the stomach area.first time there,we got a free personal trainee.ahaha.we're gonna there again and have fun excersing.

hey, still wanna go out with my girlfriends lah.

how come my post for today is like so dull?

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

anyway,i think i'm going out tmr.it's been three days i'm at home and i'm totally enjoying it.i'm just to lazy to go out but tmr,i need to have fun.

i'm done with arithmetics.moving on to combined science.

no books to read.i finished with da vinci code.i was too excited to know the ending but it wasn't what i was expecting.the Teacher was that Teabing.Teabing,the Teacher.anyway i borrowed a book that i have read.dummy.

i hate household chores!guys,if you wanna marry me(i know you want.ahaha)please do think twice cause i'll be wasting your money on hiring a maid.

and guys,you need to be a profession/succesful career and earn more than 5000 bucks in order to marry me cause you need to support my monthly shopping.

ahaha,i'm money-minded but like as if i want to use my future husband's money cause i'll be full-time working.when it comes to money,i'm independant.so guys,still thinking of marrying me?(wassup with this thick-skinning?!)

i'm just bored.net supposed to be fun but it is making me drool.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006


JUST RANDOM.


went to malay remedial today.with reluctance okay.anyway,i was late for malay which i thought starts at 8.while in the bus almost reaching the interchange,i msg-ed jenny and then,i got to know from her that the malay remedial actually starts at 9.30.i looked at the time.one hour 15 minutes to wait.so,i decided to went home.what a luck.the malay remedial wasn't that bad.it wasn't even boring either.

mdm fazilah wanted to meet me after remedial and asked me why i didn't attend her remedial yesterday.i was guilt-stricken(no such word)cause from her eyes,i can see her disappointment.just like the disappointment that ms ibaidah shown to me.i don't think i wanna skip any remedials anymore.making people disappointed is the last thing in my mind.

yesterday my dad and mam said few things to me which i found it amusing as they were speaking in english or should i say broken english.

dad:"my daughter always grumble when there is no food."she cannot be independent"."i want to buy her handphone but she don't want.she want expensive one"

mam:"she always rely on her parents"."she always disturb her brother.her mother is her second target".

ahahaha.i teased them on their english.need english lesson from me.





i'm doing multi-tasking.studying plus surfing the net.what the hell?

Monday, March 13, 2006
















Aku tak mengerti, apa yang kurasa
rindu yang tak pernah begitu hebatnya
aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tau
meski kau takkan pernah tau

aku persembahkan hidupku untukmu
telah ku relakan, hatiku padamu
namun kau masih bisu, diam seribu bahasa
dan hati kecilku bicara

Reff :baru kusadari cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan
kau buat remuk sluruh hatiku

semoga waktu akan mengilhami sisi hatimu yang beku
semoga akan datang keajaiban hingga akhirnya kaupun mau
aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tau
meski kau takkan pernah tau

<33 this song. suits you.


I CABOT MALAY REMEDIAL.OPPS. I MISS SCHOOL!

Sunday, March 12, 2006

<33.


AHH!
I'M BORED AND HUNGRY.NO FOOD AT HOME.
NOBODY'S HOME WHICH MEANS NO FOOD.
BLOODY HELL.
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I AM NOT MOTIVATED TO DO REVISION.DAMN IT.
MY RESULTS ARE OKAY BUT I'M NOT HAPPY WITH IT.I FAILED BIOLOGY AND MATHS,AS USUAL.MY AVERAGE MARKS ON OTHER
SUBJECTS ARE 60 AND ABOVE BUT SO WHAT?

YESTERDAY NIGHT,I WAS STARING AT MY RESULT SLIP.I WAS THINKING ON HOW I CAN IMPROVE MY MATHS.I'VE MADE SPECULATIONS AND I THINK IF I CONTINUE FAILING MATHS,IT WILL BRING MY POINTS DOWN THOUGH IF MY OTHER SUBJECTS ARE EXCELLENTLY GOOD.NOW,I AM SO WORRIED.

NEXT TERM WHICH MEANS AFTER HOLIDAY,I'LL BE IN A NEW CLASS AND WE'RE GONNA LEARN EXACTLY THE O LEVEL STANDARD.IF I CAN'T HANDLE N LEVEL MATHS,I DOUBT I CAN HANDLE O LEVEL MATHS.OH SHIT.

WHAT FOR WORRIED MAS?YOU'RE STILL NOT GONNA DO ANYTHING.

AND THEREFORE,I NEED TO CHANGE MY ATTITUDE.WITH THE LAZY KIND OF ATTITUDE,I WON'T GO FAR.BLOODY HELL.
HOW MUCH I WANTED TO PASS O LEVEL.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

holidays here.plans coming up.revision coming up.(like as if)

saturdays are my hungry-day.

i'm hungry and my parents out to johor to see my cousin's getting engagement and i didn't go obviously.

da vinci code is getting more mysterious.i'm at page 135.long way to go.

FRIDAY

NYAA TRAINING

for nyaa training, we went to a new place to kayak which is at sembawang.this time,i'm dealing with the sea.the whole ncc cadets followed us so we're short of kayaks again.anyway,i have to take single kayak and initially,i was quite scared as i'm not good with controlling of the kayak.so,we learnt how to capsize.was very terrified to do it.it's not like as if i have hydrophobia but i was scared of drowning though i'm wearing a life vest.adli was there waiting for me to capsize.even the whole sec 2 and 3 cadets were there to witness.they were saying "freeshow" but i purposely took a long time to capsize and then they went off.so,i took the courage to capsize.i went near to the shore and check the depth.then,i capsized myself.i didnt even followed the procedure cause i badly wanted to get out of that kayak.so,when i resurfaced myself,i found that the depth was half of my body.i was amused by myself.ahaha.i thought it was quite deep for me but absolutely not.adli was there to guide and i embarassed myself in front of him cause i got stucked with the string(i don't know what's call).stupid me.i tried once and i dont have the time to do it again.next time,i'm going to capsize myself in very deep water.see if i have the courage.then the sec 2s came up to me and they said they salute me.ahaha,they are great.it started to rain and we washed up.the girls toilet is awesome.it was huge and they were no doors.just curtains to close up.then when i was getting down the stairs with joshua and syahril,i slipped and fell hard on the stairs.syahril was laughing at me!bloody hell.ahaha.in the bus,i got bullied by the ncc boys.syahril,adli and the sec 2 boys.mentang2 i'm the only girl,they took the advantage of bullying me till i got so fed up.that sec 2 boy said sorry though.ahaha.

CHARITY CONCERT.

so,i reached school and have to help with the charity concert which started at 1930.the concert went smoothly.the performance by chinese orchestra bore the people there.choir was not bad.i can't believed that keng boon was in choir!anyway,the performance by the movement and dance was terrific.the small guy was so cute and he danced so well.then,ms ibaidah,ms nora and mdm rosnah were the mcs.they were quite entertaining.then,it came to livebands.it was cool.well done to haikal's group(i can't recalled the group name cause it sounds so weird!),deepest sympathy and also neutral!neutral was awesome and one of the guys was so cute.ahaha.602 danced very well!was impressed by their breakdance.they were so cool!that's all that i find interesting.the concert was done and we have to put all the chairs to classroom and blah blah,i reached home at 2230.

sorry,it's pretty long post.

Thursday, March 09, 2006

i'm just an avid fan of blogging and that explains the everyday update that you get.actually,i'm blogging not only for the sake of my fans around there(yeah,whatever mas)but i just like to keep update of what's happening in my life and then i can reminisce.

anyway,i cabot social studies remedial today.my reason,too tired to even focus so no point studying.is like,everyday we have afternoon classes and i want a break.hell,with ss.i went straight home after school home okay.it's better than cabot class and wander around somewhere else.reached home,jump to the bed!i slept at around 1440 till 1700.great.

at home,there was no breakfast.i was actually quite mad cause breakfasts are important to me.but i was even more frustrated when i get to know that my daily need is not there.no instant nescafe.bloody hell.mam need to buy for me my essential daily need!dad need to buy fruits for me!and i need to remind them!

i can't wait for school holidays.boo to malay remedials which is on monday and tuesday!the only remedial that i have to attend and obviously,i'm either not coming on one of the days or cikgu will be expecting me turning up late.bloody crap.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

SPORTS DAY.

the event start at 7.30 but we meet at 7.25.i think next year,i'll be coming at 8 cause it's no use coming so early.funny thing happened during assemble.
me:hi cher!(mrs lim approaching and me feeling so happy)
she:what are you still doing here!!!(shouted to some other people)
me:(what the hell,i was being nice to her and she scolded me?)
anyway,watched the 100m,200m etc events by all level and adilah from sec 1,she's bloody fast and her stamina is very good.poor khairul anuar,he fell.that's a pity.so,i was running for 10x200m and before that we're discussing about who will be running first and so forth.as usual,i'm the third person to run.the sad thing was that we didn't win and we got fourth!that's really very close.sorry to the guys.they ran so well and i think the girls brought the group down.i was on the verge of tears cause i really want to win top 3.i understand that winning and losing is part of the game but i wanted to win more than anyone else.nevermind,i'll be still taking part in 10x200m and probably 4x100m next year.thanks to yusri for cheering me up.ahaha,we did hip hip hurray.stupid yet funny.

so,we went for swimming after that!was soaked in the sun and it's time to cool myself down.we're really excited and semangat till jenny did something funny.i was roaring in laughter.ahaha,what a stupid thing to do.we own that place cause there was a few people!so,we started swimming,i mean really swimming.i'm getting good okay and i can swim at adult pool already but i don't know how to balance myself there.if i let go of the handle or grip,i'll drown.but still,i can swim at the side only.for the very first time,i actually feel tired from swimming.if you really swim and used up all your muscle,you will feel fatique especially on your legs mucles.that's good okay.i wonder how many fats i have burnt.

anyway,i reached home and slept all the way to 6.school tmr and i haven't pack my bag and do math homework.bloody hell.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIAL!!
YOU'RE 16.
SWEET 16.



only girls will say "sweet 16".why girls have to be so crappy.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

i'm exhuasted,physically and mentally and i can feel the exhuastion on every bit of my muscles and energy is draining out.i don't understand why i am so worn out.


bloody hell.during assembly,sitting behind ismail and shameer made me
feel companied.they were making jokes and were making fun of the school song.i was restraining myself from laughing.dah lah the school song is very long and i have to wait for around 4 mins trying not to laugh.nonsense guys.please,don't disturbed me with haikal.ahaha,bullshit.

i don't why i was being so extra talkative after school.during biology remedial i was sitting with amalina and was laughing and cracking jokes.instead,i should be a bit disappointed with my biolgy common test result which not surprisingly,bad which means i flunked it.like duh,i'm expecting it.so weird you know.last year during end of the year,i was sick when comes to biology eoy and this year when it comes to biology common test,i fell sick again.what the feck?

we decorated the class noticeboard and it looks weird cause we use orange and black as our theme.one look,your eyes will pop out cause the colour is bloody bright.and,i've bought my o level assesment books.i should be finishing my n level tys but instead,i bought o level books.what the hell.this means i got a lot of assessment books to be done.

talking about revision,
why the hell am i updating this blog when i should be doing revision now?


SPORTS DAY TMR.

Monday, March 06, 2006

i got back my english common test and it was awfully done though i passed.i got the format all badly done.mdm haryati,as usual did her praising to sheena cause she got the highest and i said loudly "takde org lain ker" and i know she heard what i've said.anyway,who gives a damn.

i got my physics and i nailed it.i was happy cause i prove mrs loah.i was smirking all the way.never look down on me people cause when i want this badly,i'll do it.

i went to popular to see assessment books with jenny and i don't know why i get excited and semangat over assessment books and i can't wait to buy the books.i'm really gonna work hard for my combined science and as well as maths.hell to biology.ahaha.

YEAH,DESPARATE HOUSEWIVES AT 10!

bye peeps.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

okay.i got a new uztaz in my religious class.goody.he's funny and he keep using the word stupid.and he says like this "stupid the stupid".and he asked the RI guy where is the islam cemetery and he don't know!so much for being in RI but don't know where is the islam cemetery.hey,not insulting him but it's just that when you're bloody smart,people expect you to know everything.anyway RI guy,you're cute.

and that lead to my topic.you see,when you're smart,first in class,when you come from special school,when you're have a higher rank and whatsoever,people have a higher expectation for you and they expect you to know everything and not to fail in everything.right?take an example from my daily life in school.sheena,the smart girl.she's clever and everything.sometimes i go to her if i have problems in studies cause i expect that she understand.teachers always think highly of her and my class always expect her to get first in class tests.so,imagine that one day,she failed her class test or she disappoint her teacher or even don't know what's the teacher teaching when i ask her,people will tend to think or say "how come you don't know?how can you fail you class test?"but if i were to fail any class test people won't bother but if sheena,the smart girl fail her class test people would say "how can a smart girl like you fail a class test?"you get what i mean?smart people always has a
disadvantage.they have to maintain good grades and of course,they have to work extra hard because if not,they will be ashamed if they failed in any kind of situation.do you people get what i mean?

anyway,my topic may sound dull but i think i need to touch on this.
and yeah,something hit me really hard in the head,literally.made me contemplate what happened recently and i guess i need to have that empathy feeling in me.my school has taught me this a lot of time.empathy.empathy.empathy.if not,i'll be one selfish girl.and that's not the deal.

and i think i need to really do something about my weight.like duh,i've been saying this so many times but only action proves.nevermind,wednesday will be off to swimming!swimswimswim!
and i read sunday times,this girl she's 169 weigh 47 and i'm like 168 weighing heavier than her?!!!!!what an absolute shame!!!!

okay,i think i need o level TYS but i heard popular don't sell that anymore!!i have my sister TYS o level years ago but i need chem,maths and bio.bloody hell,have to start stuying again next week.enough of one week rest.bloody crap,this is the kind of lifestyle i have to go through for another two years.if the express students,they need to go one hell of a year but for na,we suffered more than them.

OKAY,ENOUGH BLOGGING.I'VE SAID TOO MUCH.
MAM MADE BROWNIES!!YUM!

Saturday, March 04, 2006

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i really do look ugly.people,notice my trademark sign!

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i do think i look better(better,not pretty)in tudung or what you called headscarft.


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you see,everyone has a good and bad-looking picture captured. but i do think that i have more good looking ones.ahaha,i'm kidding!i have lots of bad-looking picture especially during the ndp days but i don't intend to put here cause if not,jenny and me will be very embarassed.really.

ps:not trying to show that i think i am pretty.


I'M FINISHED WITH ANGELS AND DEMONS.
DA VINCI CODE,HERE I COME.

saturday are so good.just spending time reading.study?urrm,later.

Friday, March 03, 2006

during reccess as i was sitting with jannah,ms ng came up to us and told us that ms tan wanted to see us.feeling curious,we walked to the general office to see her.so,ms tan our vp started to talk to us and initially i was puzzled but i got the point.she was trying to tell me in a indirectly way of what i did.so,we did reflections and she lectured us all the way till we missed one period of biology.hell,great.i may not have the right to say about the situation right now but i really do think that i have the perfect liberty to say that just because of the incident,it blemish the reputation of my religion regardless of any reason and people just love to judge so we can't stop what they are saying or thinking. you see,people are now thinking that we do are 'terrorist' violent and agressive people cause of what recently happened but i don't want them to think that my religion is a religion with no dignity and moral values.i shall not tolerate.

and if teachers are reading my blog,there's one thing i want to say about mr narain.my friend from 4/2 had their cdp lesson with mr narain and they had to discuss about the danish-islam thingy and mr narain actually drew a caricature of our prophet muhammad on the whiteboar.his drawings were described as a rude picture and that is being unrespectable.he also drew a buddha god.i know by saying at blog is a coward thing to do.i should just come up to any of the teachers and told them what happened but it seems that teachers always have more authority on everything though sometimes they may be at fault.

i know freedom of speech maybe to a certain extent and i am aware of what i have written/typed.

i joked on how our blog gaining popularity but an advantage always come with its consequences therefore,i'm trying to restrain of writing bad things about teachers.ahahaha,i didn't really do that because i may end up getting sued!but i know,never critise other religion.it's a major turnoff for me.


jolly good.weekends are here!

Thursday, March 02, 2006

I'M SICK.

damn it.flu,sore throat and also headache.and please,i don't want to get asthma after that.

anyway,there was bio and geog test today.biology,for confirmed i will/am going to fail the paper.i was writing crap and i forgot some points that i thought i should know.

anyway,there was a lot of people getting sick.in my class,9 people were sick and in 4/4 almost the whole class went home and only left with around 8 students.is there some kind of virus?ahaha,i told my class i was having bird flu.isyh,choy.

so,despite being so sickly i went to school because apparently i don't want to miss my class test and also the precious lessons.yesterday was the worst 2.4km i had because i continued running even though i wasn't feeling great.

i got my chemistry common test and it's 17.5/30!!bloody hell,i lost to swee phoon.i challenged with swee phoon but i ended up losing.ya,should be thankful.

and,i fell down again without people witnessing it.i was climbing the stairs to go to the washroom.i usually take two step up and i fell down again.bloody hell.must be something wrong with my shoe.

and,we met with mr tan(actually with ms sim)and then he said that ms sim wanted to tell us two news.one about our school getting a value-added award.i was not trying to laugh.it's funny cause she asked the sec 4s to come down all the way just to tell us about that award?ahaha.


okay,guess that's all.