March is ending soon and it has been more than a month since school has ended.I am trying to enjoy every moment of my freedom left before I embark on a new episode in life.As much as I tried,there is still a thread of worryness at the back of my mind,quite worried on how long this job hunting will take me.But I try not to let it bug me as much because I know it will come.I know it will and I will leave it to Allah because I have already tried what I can.March has been really really good to me.I get to meet my girlfriends often now as we are working together,I get to spend time with K without worrying about school,I get to spend time with my cousins,I get to see K's family and had a good time with them,I get to see my Ustazah which I havent seen in 2 years and I get me-time especially.And also it's the month of K's birthday!(I still owe him something).It is also the month that confirmed my graduation and I did pretty good for my last semester.Besides that,I am loving the experience that I am experiencing right now.I wouldnt call myself a teacher but I was given the opportunity to teach and feel the hardwork of being a teacher.I kinda like teaching and it is getting on me.I like interacting with kids cause they make me laugh sometimes and reminisce of my secondary school days.I always said that teaching will be my last resort but I don't know now.I might,might take up teaching if I can't find anything else so it still a last resort!We'll see how my life entails.

So that is how life has been treating me good.I know that once I started working and hopefully studying,life wouldn't be easy.Life wouldn't be easy once I start work,then schooling up until I graduated,find a new job and ending up with a job or career that I love.If that is how my life will roll out for me.

Okay gotta get going.Will be back soon.

 

 really love this song.

HEART PAIN

results are out and i am quite contented with my grades.i did well only at the end of this DID journey..
so now,the job-hunting continues..everything will come to you,you just need to wait for it.

yesterday was K's birthday but this boy has been working so hard.instead of giving him presents,he bought for me dresses.to you who has sacrificed so much for me,happy 23rd birthday.

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i miss school by looking at these pictures,i miss my friends the most,the times we spent together but never the assignments or projects.I am glad that is over.Tomorrow,the results awaits.Praying that all of us 5 will graduate together..

this blog in dire need of pictures

taken with my two cousins Fiza and Nyna at marina barrage last saturday

i don't care if i am tired,as long as i am still young,i want to do something productive.this is the only the period of our life that we still have energy to do whatever we want.i don't want to look back and say,i wish i have done this when i was much younger.

currently: just started working today and i can choose as and of when.and i've already landed myself in a job interview this thursday.wish me all the best.

something's not right tonight.I can feel it.

i will definitely miss the times with these four girls...me,rf and kat doing trance-dancing and hamie and queen,the two blur ones.HAHA!

Me: "When the whole world is against you,there will be one person that is with you and that is me".
You: "Nobody else i would ask for..And the only one I need".

I want to remember this forever..

True love is tested when one is in a situation..how far would the other go through it together with the one.
The phrase then applies.."through thick and thin".
Highs and lows,you'll find me there..

it has been a week since school has officially ended.it took me longer that i thought to update this blog of mine.i've graduated.now what?instead of feeling joy,i feel stranded.as for now.currently i will never know how my future will be like.once again.it is hard not to think or worry too much.i try not to make any big plans for myself.just praying to God seems to be better at the moment.truth to be told,i am scared.i hope it turns out good because i do not want history to repeat itself.just gonna hang in there a bit,try my luck here and there and see how it goes..God has His plans for me and i just have to wait.patiently.