from stardust-

Yvaine: You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me anymore. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.

i've always love this part. just your heart, in exchange for mine.

life has been pretty bleak but oh well, i hope it turned out better.

anyway,this week been pretty slack..i wanna slack till next monday cause that's when i am going to start on my last project of the term!! really looking forward for it to end.haha, what the hell,havent really started, cant wait for it to end. alright in the meantime, i am gonna watch confessions of a shopaholic again during the weekend and read my book!

i dont really quite expecting it the moment i asked. now, here i am thinking of what's gonna happen and i just had to blog. the fact is, i am really terrify. i dont know what's gonna happen.i think i'm ready to accept whatever that comes to me, but i dont know. i am just teriffied.

God, my heart never hurt this much

Saturday Night-

it was awesome, meeting my good old friends and what else we like to do but shisha when we're together.

dinner was hilarious.

yus's going ns soon!aww..just wait till all of them in ns and it will be so hard to see one another.

alright, see you guys soon..it either be break-fasting together or jalan2 hari raya :)

ps/: i thought i put in a tiny more effort into the last previous project, but i realized, i don't. i'm in denial.i thought i did.the only way to show that you put in effort mas, is when the lecturers are pretty much happy with what you have. so it means, you still havent put in the heart and soul to any of your freaking projects. i know i cant satisfy all but i can make them pretty much satisfy.. if only i wasnt so lazy or cannot be bothered-type of attitude. how do i do this!?

i took this quiz at http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx and here's the result.somewhat true, somewhat not.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

project 2 is done!!we have one last project and that will be the end of sem 1. i cant believe that we will have critique next week..but the good side is, is gonna be a slack- week so yeah!

anyway, after submission, went to vivo with the bimbs and while we were walking, we saw a huge crowd outside adidas shop and at that moment, i screamed liverpool, and all of us went running to the crowd. the ironic thing, we are not even liverpool fans!hahaha!so freaking hilarious. we even waited and perspired to get a chance to see them. and i didnt even see!cause i am short.so wasted perspire, seriously.this memory, i shall not forget. this i will remember too. we were all acting like kids today. it has been a long time since i had fun at the playground. girls, thanks for the time :) xoxo.

be back soon!i'll be quite free from next week onwards but after that, hell no.few more weeks to holidays!

not so hectic today..i'm gonna finish soon by tomorrow's night..and i will be back.
cant wait for weekends!!!!!!!!

i think draco malfoy is so so so wicked hot in the movie.i love the whole black assemble.black tux, tie and shoes.and luna, gotta be one of my favs characters in the book beside ron and the twins :)
if you ask me about the movie, i wont tell you cause i'm not sure i love it completely.

anyway, i have been pretty occupied. one week to submission and i will go crazy from mon to thurs. and when i am done, i'll make sure, i enjoy to the fullest before the last project! dearest friends, you know who you are, make sure this saturday sentosa is on :) and i'll go date K on sunday! such motivation!!

it's now 1208. i think i am not sleeping anytime soon. here i am when i should be doing my sketches but argh, inspiration is what i need now and i am not getting it. lets take a break. design has turned be into somewhat paranoid.i get paranoid when i am not on track. also, when like few days to submission, all i ever think of was finishing my work, model etc. it never get off my head until i started doing it!is crazy..cause there were times when i even dreamt about my work.i couldnt concentrate on my prayers and even when i am resting, it will bug me.i hate that bugging feeling but it's the only thing that will make me do my work.quite honestly, i am looking forward to graduation but on the other side, i dont know what am i gonna do after that.i know i want to continue my studies in different areas though but still, i need to work right? it's scary..the word itself is quite intimidating. my future is quite intimidating. whatever it is, i will not think too much. is all up to Allah now. He knows the best and i just gonna do what i should do.

This was last weekend. the last wedding of the year.cant wait for next year though!insyaAllah, more to come. cousins getting married and engaged.



the desert, i think was really good!!!all are modern cakes, tarts and brownies!


my family, except my brothers!haha, look got someone pose mcm model.hah!

cameraman said, vogue!attempt, failed.

right when the bride and groom left.feeling feeling dot duduk atas pelamin.

and this was yesterday!lala's sister got married!

alright, that's all for now.be back.

tonight.

introversy vs extroversy

it all started with this article : http://www.theatlantic.com/doc/200303/rauch
and i got this from reading hamidah's tumblr.since i didnt have time, i bookmarked the article and read it today.then i asked khidhir to read it too.

here's a thing: i am extrovert. he is introvert.

and that article seemed to explain an introvert person and i think the writer got it right cause khidhir's like that most of the time.enjoys being alone, find me tiring cause that is what introvert will think and more intelligent and independant than extroverts,which is me.so both of us were chatting and i think we're quite amazed with the truth in the article.for me, especially when they talk about extroverts
" Leave an extrovert alone for two minutes and he will reach for his cell phone."
that was what i did in school today..when rf ham and queen went to the washroom and i was left alone, i took my phone out straight away. i hate being alone but a few hours will do but i dont think more than that i can be able to withstand.

so there's quite a vast difference between me and him and it led to this article which is a follow up of the previous article.K found this though.
http://www.theatlantic.com/doc/200604u/introversy

and oh boy did i let out a huge sigh of relief.so in a way, opposite do attracts and when it attracts, you'll be baffled with how the attraction works..you say it's easier to get along with people with common interest but it's so much easier to get along with people who have different common interest and that's when life is more exciting!at least you will not be limited to one interest!

anyway, after reading, khidhir also finds out that my parents are exactly like us. my dad's introvert and my mam, extrovert.haha, what a coincidence!

alright so there you go. now the question is whether you are introvert or extrovert?
ps thanks hams for the article :)

i am pretty much exhuasted. my neck hurts :( from sitting too much and straining too much.
i am not even going to think of the days, months and years to come.

i am so afraid the colours wont turned out right :/

this was all last week.thursday-saturday



@melaka with my aunt. had a damn,good fulfilling dinner.the food was good and i love the telur bungkus!


haha, my two brothers wearing like as if they would wear at home.nevermind, we're in malaysia. i think is the only time we can dress down cause the people are the same too.

@ bangi, kl.stayed at a guest house.the road to the place was scary!!one way road and is a village road so yeah,quite scary.that's most of my girl cousins.we had so much fun together, staying in one room.so many talks and laughter. me iqah and fiza were up till about 3am in the morning, talking.hahah.



that fat orange boy is my brother.hahah.

the guest house.

at night, it was the solemnisation. we on the man's side come to the woman's side so we made our way to our future cousin in law, which is now our cousin in law!

haha!perasan.i love the backdrop so yeah, self explainatory.

the dowry.

the solemnisation.

my cousin!haha

legal and halal.i like that a lot but not for now.






the next day we went to setandang, which means, we go to girl's side wedding reception.

walking towards the girl's bungalow.





we had this renjis2 ceremony.haha, all the singaporeans makcik dont know how to do it. we had to be taught cause i dont think we have it here in singapore.

siblings both married on the same day.



and at last, the cousins!!i had so much fun there and i cant wait for the next wedding. i love weddings!

alright, it took me one week to post this. i just had my cousin's wedding reception. exhausted and i still have three more sketch to do. i am stuck!

be back soon
very very busy.

i cant seemed to upload any pictures. bugger. dont know what's wrong. anyway, school has been really hectic. i seemed to be stressing out on the first day of school because of the amount of work i had to do. i dont mind doing it, i am not complaining about the projects but time is out of my control. i have two submissions that include a presentation by monday and research and report to do. coincidentally, i have my cousin's wedding this sunday and saturday night, will definitely be taken up cause need to help out.but more like me checking out my crush.haha. K dont be jealous.but you're not so i still can check him out right?

but whatever, i will not think about whether i can finish it. i am just going with the flow.which is why i decided to watch transformers this friday!haha.work or no work, i still have a life.