i am glad is the weekend. my week has been exhausting. staring at the laptop for hours and hours is exhausting,plus the journey back to back carrying the almost 3 kg laptop. i am done for the day.

gonna spend a relaxing time watching amazing race and survivor.

have a great weekend, i know i will.

meeting K tomorrow, alas!

oh how i love to look forward to post-submission.

i kinda like the way things are between you and me. Chillaxed, relax, no hurry, no rush. it's not as if we're getting married tomorrow.

school's tomorrow. this time, i'm going for quality instead of quantity and i am just going with the flow. hopes so, considering the person that i am, i dont go with the flow. prays for the best this semester.

19th Birthday!

to my four girlfriends, thank you so much for the celebration, the donuts, the pods(which i was craving for!!!), the surprise picnic and the perlini silver pendant. thank you for your time and i am really touched. i love each of you. friends for life alright?xoxo.

Awak, i miss you!come date me! :)

I think my expectations of life is simple. i just want to have a really good job that i love and enjoy for up until i feel i am done working. before i do that i really want to continue studying after i graduate. i was talking to K's friend and she said she was taking english in Nus. It somehow sparked me the idea to go and dream about Nus rather than Sim but you know, i do not want to expect much from myself.whatever it is, if i ever have the opportunity, i will grab it. I met with a new lecturer,she said she used to write local dramas for mediacorp and it sounded so interesting. i think i know where i am heading but i am praying for the best and Allah knows best.

:(

what's the difference from 18 to 19 huh?

oh well, it's in 20mins time so i shall wish in advance.

happy birthday to myself :)

19? what's new?i shall find out.

this shall pissed queenie's off. my self-obsessesed picture,currently in fb and msn dp.haahaha.

sorry people, i dont give a hoot,it's my birthday!

i had a great time yesterday.first up, west coast park with the paternal side. so the cousins,17 of us once again made plans to 'torn' and venture. right after the whole gathering, we met up again @ teban around 12.we made our way to pasir ris park to venture,meaning jalan2 cari hantu and pasal. hahaha, it was so much fun because we tried to find the maze and the swamp area.the swamp area was so freaking dark, there were no lights.so two by two we walked in and tried to find our way out. and of course there are cowards like me, but i tried to be brave.hah.fortunately, nothing happened and we see no ghost. the maze that we wanted to go too looked different than before, as they put lights, probably because the place is spooky.

after the whole venture thing, we went to changi!to see bapoks!!hahah, as usual, my dear cousin has a thing for bapok.there were quite a lot of them compared to the time when i was there.after that we had our supper, prata mushroom cheese egg and teh tarik.oh my, what a fulfilling supper.by the time i reached home, it was 5 in the morning.

it was fun all in all and lets do it again!puteri darling, pictures please!!

what a nice way to end my school holidays.

now i'm waiting to meet K.

school is at 8 tmr!

OH NO 2 AND A HALF DAYS TO SCHOOL!!!!!!

ALRIGHT, GONNA RELISH MY LAST WEEKEND

FREAKS OUT

FREAKS OUT

FREAKS OUT

NOT READY

NOT READY

NEVER READY

lets do this so that we can wear matching-matching baju kurung for as long..cheesy or no cheesy.

it's hard to leave my precious 2 months of holiday.school next week :/

on friday, i had a really good time shopping.i dont get to shop too often and i am "richer" only at a certain time of the year,sad i know.so it was just my cousin and I, on that day.i am so happy because i get everything that i wanted for that day,plus i didnt exceed my budget. to fiza, thanks for the dress you bought for me!!bestnyer dapat birthday present in advanced. :)

on saturday, i finally get to go on a date with my two best girlfriends, the double L, leha and lala. it was really good meeting them. we had dinner at popeye and had a really good conversation. girls, i really miss spending time with you.hope we'll meet soon, at the end of the year.

and today, jalan raya with my 4 girlsfriends!alright, i better go now.time to get ready.

ps/: wanna watch 500 days of summer with you.

i was talking to K the other day about how i find myself changing. when i was in secondary school, i was a sociable person.i will go around to the people i know and make conversations with them and just plainly being friendly. i was a friendly person back then, i still am. i loved socialising and talking to each different person. however, as i found my way to poly, i find myself not socialising, not being friendly enough(like how i used to)and not mixing with the others. i realised that i am no longer feel interested to know other people and i do not want to make conversation with people,pretending i like and am interested to get to know them. so i only go to the few that i really like and they like me too and we'll have conversations. i am becoming more appreciative with the people that are closer to me and they are enough. it is not that i am being arrogant or unfriendly, but i do not want to pretend that i like them.my feelings for others that i do not know are neutral.i realised, the more people you know, the more you gossip about people. i told K that i do not know if it is me or just the people there. K said it is me and he added "welcome to the adult world". maybe he's right. i do not know why i am acting like this. the people that i know in my course, they are generally okay, i have no problems with them and i do not dislike any of them. i do have friends that i genuinely like to get closer with, outside of my clique. i do, okay.but it's just a few.so if you DID people read my blog and you're not happen to be in my clique, it doesnt mean that i will no longer talk to you and please dont shun yourself away from me. i think it takes sincerity and time to get to know each other. if we happen to be friends for a lifetime, why not?

I have been really busy.the whole of last week was taken up.
monday-movie making with queen rf and hammie for kat's bday surprise
tuesday-celebrated kat's bday.watched ugly truth and had a relaxing dinner with a very nice view.
wednesday-meet up with K to do his Ns work.yes, i know,what ns work?
thursday- watched a movie again.phobia2.i did not want to watch it though but my movie tix was paid, so no complain right?
friday-raya open house
saturday-open house, K and his friends came over for raya.three of them stayed at my place till 3am in the morning.hahaha.poor you.you should just sleepover my place.
sunday- raya with K and his primary school friends.

by the way, i have 2 more weeks to school!!!!!like WTH!!i am not really looking forward.1.5 years to go and i dont know what will happened next.

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HAH!cheeeessssyyy. i know. pardon my boyfriend's unfriendly face.hahaha