thursday-saturday ; Seri Palma Condo, JB with Cousins

they have been with me since the beginning.

i love each one of you :) and not forgetting kinah.

2010- to anticipate or to not anticipate.

i do not like to be ignored.

I had lots of fun in JB with my cousins.

sleepover.movie marathon till 4.30 in the morning.house bunny&ugly truth.swimming.jusco.

sushi king.shopping.baskin robbins.grocery shopping.bbq party. ilham's 5th bday.balloons in the pool.swimming.mama mia in the morning.baju butterfly.pajamas dresses.kain batik.henna-time.girly talks.laughter.pictures-taking.manhattan fish market.home.

now, i am left with 1 week of holiday.NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

i wish we have another one more week. not ready for school at all. i bet is gonna be hell since it's our last term of the year.

before school reopen, i still have more shopping to do. i think i am crazy. i keep thinking of what more to buy. i shall put that to an end tomorrow. i shall go shopping alone tomorrow if i am not lazy.IF.

and my whole week will be taken up.oh god. i need more time for my assignments! F!

alright, enjoy your 1 last precious week my friends!

ps/: i love you.

new shoes.somerset.blisters.7-eleven.f21.shopped.41 bucks.dhoby ghaut.the cathay.avatar tixs.hungry man is an angry man.far east.sakura.dinner. full man is a happy man.blisters.orchard road. dhoby ghaut. avatar.ended.plaza sing.mcd.shakerfries.facing mcd house, eating shakerfries.conversations. 10.50pm.train.home.one lucky girl.

tonight till saturday will be at yanie's condo at JB. ALL GIRLS ONLY. i cant wait. we're gonna have our slumber party, butterfly pajamas, swim under the stars, bbq, movies, ice cream, girly talks and so on.

alright everybody, enjoy your holidays!!

xoxo

tomorrow's plan is to head to 313 somerset alone, and then proceed to watch Avatar(not alone). sounds good.i think i'm the kinda of woman who would spend her money on clothes.(if i have money)not the kind who spends on bags and shoes.

how could you be so heartless..

this song is dedicated to you.

hahaha.

here is what i've been up to.

monday&tuesday- staying at home doing work

wednesday- late lunch at earl swensen@ vivo city, shopping @ orchard, rooftop @ OC with K. one word, Amazing!

thursday- new year( in Islamic calendar)@ masjid sultan, dinner @ beach road with family.

friday- bugis, reading comic books @ the library with K, yeah i know but we ran out of ideas of where to go but i like reading comics when i'm with him and Spore is getting boring, dinner at seoul garden@ CWP with K's family. (ps, i am not the kinda girl who cling to their gf/bf's family.)

saturday- stayed at home, evening at a cousin's house.

sunday- arab street with mam,shopping.

oh my, 2 more weeks to school! yet another busy week ahead, and ahead.

ps/: to the fairies, would love to meet, but someone, initiate please :)

i have been busy.

nutty oreo yoghurt at earl swensen made me smile :)))

here's a thought(s)

how can you be sure of your future? the future to me is extremely unpredictable, there is no way guessing. you can't get a glimpse of the future or find hints to it. how do you be so sure that everything you plan now for the future will happen?how can you get so confident because i know i cant now.how do you know that what you are planning now will be good for you in the future?what if it turns out wrong?what if the thing that you've been hoping for to happen in the future turned out to be a mistake? what will happen if the person that you have hopes for will disappoint you in the future?okay maybe on the brighter side, what if the future turned out to be unexpectable, you turned into a rich woman and marry a rich, good looking husband? wow that will be real good.the point is, i dont know if should be making plans. i dont know if plans will disappoint me in the end. all i know is that it will hurt be real bad. haha, i dont why i'm suddenly thinking of this. it is not that i am a negative person but i' m afraid my expectations will backstab me. i am afraid people that i love will disappoint me. i'm afraid, i admit. but i shouldnt be afraid. deep within, i know something good will happen. it's just the thought of disappointments is overclouding my mind. the future should be anticipated. after all i never know. after all i might just die tomorrow.

on friday night when i had sushi, i got to be one of the happiest girl around.

tuesday was pretty good.maybe real good. i didnt expect to receive bursary from school and i didnt check my email back then and when i did, the school said i have to collect my cheque. alhamdullilah, i feel so so thankful to Allah, i mean i dont think i deserve it but oh well. so now have to use my money wisely and spend on what i need, and not want.

alright then.

ps/: holidays is here!!! but oh well, next week have to start on my journals :/

school is over for me. project submitted and had my critique today. now that i'll be having my holidays, i am gonna spend it wisely since i will not have another one at the end of year 2 because of internship. there is still so much to do, hope everything will go well for me.

last sunday-east coast park

i'm feeling a bit emo this few days and what i should be emo-ing about is school but it is not about school. here i am feeling unstress whereas everyone else is so stress out about their work makes me feel like, have i done enough? the answer is no and never. i have never done enough. i am trying now but right this moment, is not working. i dont know what i should do to improve. i am totally blank. and i say wow to these negative, pessimistic thoughts that currently running through my head for the past weeks.wow because first i am always looking on the bright side and always feeling optimistic. what the hell am i thinking?

and i really love the idea of disappearing.

maybe first start should be this blog.

I MISS MY SEC GIRLFRIENDS. YES ALL OF YOU..

and maybe the guys too.