this week is the last week of school.i think is gonna be hectic.hopefully will be able to finish all my work by this friday and after that,ENJOY!!!
thinking what i should do this saturday.celebrate the end of term 1 year 2.wow,time is getting fast.too fast.

right now i dont feel like doing anything at all but i know i had too so yeah.. but doing for the sake of doing will not get me anywhere but as for now,i dont care as much.1 week to submission.i know i can do this.so much for trusting that i will have enough time.

tomorrow's plan.
gonna start doing the my work and my motivation will be,meeting K after that cause we're going shopping!!and i still havent update on my last saturday..tomorrow alright.

alright people,have a great weekend.

next week is practically my last week of school.so the final project is in and looking at my progress,is a bit slow cause i think i might be able to finish it my next week.hmm,sounds like procastination and arrogance.


okay be back soon.

i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

ee cummings

this for you. Happy 1st :)

i am not sure whether happy is the right word to use when rf asked me whether i am happy in design.i have thought about it and i think i am very grateful very thankful and content.that is exactly how i feel.i think is not where your are now,is more of what experience,knowledge and skills you can benefit from design school.design school has stretched my capabilities(if i ever have any).indeniably i am happy to meet amazing people.you know who you are.and without you my girls my school days would be so over.

and ps,i miss my spiritual friday/sunday nights.

okay hammie said i don't blog often.hey i am busy,with assignments and my never ending tv shows at night.

anyway,i had submission on tuesday!one more project before term 1 ends!!yeah baby!!

alright i think i'm done.

hahah!i don't know what else to say!

i spent 4 straight hours drawing.when i mean straight,i don't get up,only have one or two water breaks and that's it.my whole neck hurts.i dont feel good about my ideas but i don't have time to think.shit.

anyway, yesterday was my cousin's engagement.it was great to see everyone and we celebrated mother's day.the parents had to play games which were organized by some of my cousins.hahah,hilarious!and hajar counted the total of hamzah's family.70 in all.70.so good luck whoever marrying me.

i can't wait for next week.12 may,submission and 16 may :)

my mind is exhuasted.i'm tired eversince monday.quite a few things had happened in this few days.thank Allah,thank You,thank You.

first,my beloved sister has flown a thousand of miles away.i didnt get to send her off on wednesday.the news came as a shock,feel so happy for you sister.but very worried for myself.no more fridays and sundays nights.i can't believe that it ended sooner than i expected.what will happened to my faith after this?gotta find another teacher i guess but no one can replaced you. i love you lots and i keep you in my prayers.insyaAllah.

secondly i didnt get to attend Khidhir's passing out parade.i have always imagined myself going there with his family and taking lots of pictures.due to some reasons and swine flu is definitely one of them(take a chill you govt ppl!).

thirdly,i am the midst of my assignment.due next tuesday.i don't know whether i'll do well but i tried my best.i drained every thought that i have.i have seeked the very corner of my brain so i hoped it turned out okay and not some mediocre work.*prays hard.and all of these left me drained and my mind cell-less.