that's it for this week!and next week will be a whole different thing.more assignments.you know i realised,there isnt one day,one day i come back home from school doing absolutely nothing.there is always something,for me for us to do.

i can't wait to meet K tomorrow and wear my new skirt.hahahah,random.i can't wait to pour my heart content to him.hai,having a bbf in camp is so tough.the past month has taught me so much. to learn is to experience pain and disappointments.there's always two side of things,the bad and the good.i take as much postiveness as i can and learned that if i want this to work,i have to face more of the bad.hahah,like as if we're together for 3,4 years.and and,this is the only phase in life where actions do really really really speak louder than the words.

alright have a good weekends everyone.

i'll spend my time juggling schoolwork and love.

i know i am stress when the only thing i think about is my assignments and i would never put it aside until i finished doing it so.

i know i am stress when i have the sudden urge to buy a big bar of chocolate(the last time i did that was o levels!).

i know i am stress when my mind doesn't make sense and i am thinking negatively....

alright,the assignments are piling up and it seemed that i am not coping it well this time around.and is not the semester project yet.i know why.the other things(beside school)on my mind is also taking its space in my brain.i can't think straight today.

things got better when i had gems.my module is about accents and slangs.i LOVE the module cause of the awesome lecturer and the loud,open minded responsive people like me!i love the part where we tried to do the SPG accent and fiona and me remembered about the noose.babarella!and we waved like SPG at the end of the class to this expat guy(he was a guest in our class).hahaha.i think if i ever cant find a job that suits me,i might be an english teacher but of course,i need to brush up a lot on my english!

and things seemed better at night when i started my cad drawing.i am on track now so relaxed a bit.i get too tense up when i am not on track.

enough bout school!can't wait for friday!

today truth hurts.

weekend has been okay i guess?nothing out of ordinary.okay maybe one part.i has been the doing the same thing that i am afraid i'll get bored of this eventually.it is a scary thought.i shall change my mindset.damn,how can i be so negative right.i'm sorry.

anyway sunday,i went to yus's open house.lala and I were famished at that time.so satu2 nasfu ba aliff be ye.hahaha.seriously.we had such a good time laughing about monyet,me laughing like i caught an asthma and about ayam kat bibir.i miss my secondary school friends so much.sometimes i wish i would come to my class and see those familiar faces instead of the ones in my current class.and not that i don't love my foursome.

and and on sunday,i purchased myself a skirt!!my first ever!alright no big deal but heck.i am so going to bangkok when i turned 21 so i can buy many cheap dresses and skirts.

and today,just sucks.wondered about so many things.and i did a bitch move.like i always do when i am not satisfied.

Last Saturday- GJ Jalan Raya

jalan raya last saturday was awesome. well it was my first with K. Thanks for inviting me :)


haha,muke nak kerek! (ps Ama this is for you.remember what you want to see last friday?)


hahah!my face was like in a mess!!compared to the previous.couldn't be bothered touching up.

martini in the house.haha,not!!

the whole lot of bunch.

i admit,i like attention but i don't seek for it.

girls.

girls.

idris's house.part paling kelakar. remember his potrait!hahaha.

okay this is K and my sister's group of friends.obviously i am the extra one but i am escorting my sister as well.hahah.and imagine what time was taken? about 1am in the morning!i was fecking exhausted!10am till 1am.

more jalan rayas to come K? InsyaAllah.

i love weekends.when one whole crazy week just ended,all i want to do is come home to you. literally.

56 drawings in a week!!

18 more to go.this semester is making more sense to me i think.girls lets do this together!

18 and Legal-

Well,obviously someone turned 18 today.18,like oh my god!to tell the truth,i was a tad sad cause i couldnt get to spend my birthday with someone special just because he is camp.But when i think back,i had the best time so far when i am 18.18 will mean a lot to me cause so many good things had happened this year.i'm so happy,blessed and thankful.Alhamdullilah.


at home.

in school.they girls surprised me and i wasn't that surprised but it meant a lot to me girls.the thought that counts.


lunch + shopping! on him!

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Last Friday-Hari Raya with CCKS

girls.

guys.

leha.

lala.

5/2 rocks!

School has quite boring. we had photography workshop and i'm not head over heels over photography.i just like practical but the theory can be really boring.maybe because of the boring lecturers.well at least the trip to little india was quite fun.i do enjoyed taking photographs there.

anyway..

Monday- Farewell Dinner

Najib,our only bee among the flowers is going back to Mesir so we cousins met up cause we might not see him till june next year!so long!i had so much fun with them.kecoh giler!

everybody else is candid and i am not.

bj.

candid 1.

candid 2.

okay i don't know what i was doing.

ignore sarah's iritating face.haha.

Last Friday-Hari Raya Outing with Girlfriends + Lin's Bday Surprise.

Light up under the blok.

ooohhh the others did came up with something for my bday-advanced.

It was so fun with them.Really fun when i get to tease Aisyah!oh gosh!

alright that's all.

the only good thing that will happen on my bday is,desparate housewives season 4 is back!

haha,i am pathetic like that.

my wireless is working just fine.alhamdullilah.i proved you wrong.


school's starting tomorrow.and how i could i possibly be looking forward for school after what i did?oh babe,i hope you didn't keep any grudges and may our friendship stay even though what happened.i am guilty,still am till i know we're both okay.


and i have been so so busy with raya outing it's taking a whole lot of time.next week will be the last of the last.raya outing with secondary school friends!!!and also khidhir's friends.
girlfriends,i had a blast.

more updates when i get all the pictures.


and monday is the start of the week of being boyfriend-less.anyway,i'm so glad that you came to my house for raya :) mam did you notice how that my face will light up when i'm with him?!

alright my stupid wireless keep disconnecting.and is getting on my nerves but i am trying to be patient and pray that miracle will happen.sometimes i just want to leave everything to God. never underestimate the power of the Almighty. He might just fixed my problem.ah huh don't laugh at me people.i prove you wrong.

anyway,school is starting soon!!!!!honestly,i'm pretty scared.i heard yixuan is leaving so i am scared that when i come to school on monday,the number of people quitting increased.okay i don't know what i'm scared of.i want to leave everything to God,right?

alright,i think that's it i wanna say here.

Hey everyone! Selamat Hari Raya!

alright,lets just get to the point.


First day of raya,it was such a rush for our family.being car less,we need to make sure we get in time so that we could see everyone.so,we were from one end to another end of singapore.pasir ris to teban.so yeah.and we didn't have time to snap some pictures.and this is the only decent pic i've got and my dad looked like he's half sleeping.hahah.and and,i'm supposed to be brown but i looked a tad yellowish.hahah, i don't know how that happened.

mam's side.the whole lot of girls.

and this was the only picture taken at dad's side.we were late and they took pictures without us.next time aight cousins.anyway i wasn't in the mood to take picture all thanks to the pimples!!argghh!

last friday.

and last saturday,i was down with headache,flu and slight fever.totally wasn't in the mood to take picture.it was sucks,getting sick on festive season.

and this was the only best picture taken with my nephew.aww,he's so cute.

alright,that's all. i know my post is so lack of enthusiasm but heck.

be back.