Saturday-Open House

looking from the photos, i do have a lot of female cousins than male cousins.anyway, open house was so exhausting.it started from 12pm till 12am.my last guest was my neighbour.

maternal side.

fedre!so cute!

paternal side.

aiman!!so cute too right!i told my nephew,"come take a picture with me,if not i switch off the lights". apparently,he's afraid of the dark.hahah.

okay, 3 more weeks to school!OH FREAKING NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i like no doubt and i really like gwen stefani.the next time they come to singapore, i might consider watching them. and below this is the part of the lyrics of 4 in the morning.really like it.

You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me


I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

it's not too late i guess to wish all my muslim friends and cousins, Salam Aidilfitri. I seek forgiveness from all of you, even to my non-muslim friends if i have hurt you in any ways.
this year theme colour for my family is ORANGE!

my bros got the wrong shade of orange.

Mam and I.

famously known as the M sisters plus mam.haha,mcm paham,"famously".


second day.my eye looked swollen.cause of contact lens :/


alright,so many raya outings to plan and go!!oh no!!

i am coming to 19 this year. i am not as matured,i am still capable of being childish.i dont live this world enough.i might not experience real pain or agony like some others do.i am pretty blessed.i might not know about this world enough.but dont underestimate me.i know somethings that you dont. you gotta accept that fact.you might know more than me.however,i dont live this life blindly so what you're saying is totally unfair.i've lived up to 19 years to know certain things about life too.i might know certain things that you dont even if it's just minor stuff that i know. ACCEPT THAT FACT. you make me feel stupid, feel like i've wasted my 19 years.i have experienced things that you dont experience before.please,just accept this fact and i will accept the fact that you know more than me.

i'v been busy.

friday- shopping at orchard with mam,sis and bro.breakfast @ al-falah mosque with family.it was good and i wished i could breakfast, terawih there again but it's kinda late right now.insyaAllah next year.
saturday- geylang with mam and sis in the afternoon,geylang with K and family at night.i spent almost 10 hours at geylang.i was really exhuasted by then. it will definitely be the first and the last.anyway, it was good spending time with your family :)
sunday-breakfast at madjack,bukit timah with Ccks friends. at last, i get to meet haikal for such a long time.dude, thanks for remembering me.
monday- the start of kuih making.since i was the only one helping my mam, i had to do almost everything.my mam and i did 4 types in a day.haha, my mam is a superwoman.
tuesday-kuih making part 2. breakfast with K at clementi to get wanton mee.i still prefer malay wanton mee.i dont like steam wanton as much as i like fried wanton.hahah,sorry awak.
wednesday-kuih-making part 3.terawih at last.
friday and saturday will be busy cleaning the house i guess. and then it's hari raya. how time flies ~

you know what..you can have everything in the world.you can be the most happiest person.but what if you're the only one who is happy and the people that surrounds you are not?i just realised.i can be really happy,but what if my happiness is short-lived because the people that i love is not happy?i mean, how can you be really really happy when you see your mam,dad,sister,husband,wife is not happy? that's why the most important thing for me in life is be happy and the people that circles me are happy too, at least.

Iftar with Cousins-

last Sunday,we decided to breakfast together and even though ada orang bubble, we still had fun! Ry, hoped you had a good birthday!








well, we were all late because we decided to drink teh tarik at 11pm.sib baik bulan puase takde hantu so aku tak takut sangat.

ps/: i yet to go geylang.probably be going this saturday to get headscarves and such.hai,dont feel like being in the crowd and it's gonna be really hot.

my template was screwed but i kinda like this too.

be back soon :)

the thing about me is i am a realist.i am not a dreamer. i do dream of certain things,like having a car,a home,a husband,a job.but if you realise,those things are realistic things.everyone is capable of achieving a car,a home,a husband,a job.everyone,means people,like in Singapore.i never once dream big,like dreaming of having my own business or doing something extraordinary.i have yet to pursue something that i'm really passionate about and i dont know what i am so passionate about,apart from K.when people do talk about their dreams, i do find it hard to believe that it will happen.it doesnt sound convincing enough to me.i just nod,give my support.even if i had an idea of doing something big,it will be off my mind soon enough cause,i dont believe 100 percent in it and it's entirely unconvincing,unachievable and unrealistic.it is sad,because i find that i will not succeed if i dont dream big.having dreams,will be part of your motivation to do well and succeed but i dont dream and i will not do well,i think if i just set myself up to realistic goals.the only advantage is i wont be disappointed if i dont achieve my dreams but what's disappointment? we faced that everyday in our lives.sure i can go through many many disappointments.so i decided from now onwards i try,i try to change my mindset.i try to dream a bit by bit and see how it goes..but changing your mindset is hard enough so we'll see how..but one thing for sure, i'll make sure my dreams of travelling and having my own kind of wedding and performing haj will be succeeded.InsyaAllah.Amin.

dear K,

I love you. i always love you, when i am angry, sad or happy, i love you.

truly,

M.

HAHA!i dont know where that came from.so random and cheesy.very cheesy but i feel like posting that.sorry y'all. dont puke on your screen.and K, please dont laugh at this.hahah.

sorry.i was bored.very very very bored.

hey hammie, i got to know paolo nutini from your tumblr.didnt expect him to sound older than he looks but nice songs!haha :)

alright, i know i have not been updating.what's there to update. currently having my holidays and i have 7 more weeks to school..oh God, what i am going to do.seriously, i am not enjoying as much but at least i should be thankful that ramadhan is during my holidays and i could fast at home and perform terawih prayers but other than that, i am just slacking at home.so there you go..story of my life.