hey, i am back!
had a FANTABULOUS time @ malacca/kl with my cousins!
i love you girls, see you on saturday and sunday!!cant wait!!
will update soon again.
as for now, is SCHOOL TIME.dang!!

someone said my blog is boring.

Whatever.Haha.

the truth is, i cant seemed to think of any topic to talk about.and i dont want to type a paragraph long about my everyday doing. you'll be bored.and i bet you dont want to hear about my love life.it would be nauseous for some.

and right now, i dont seemed to have anything else to say.
it's just that i got my grades and is not looking so good for me.hmm..and school starts next monday.great.

okay, think that's all for now.i am going to malacca/kl tomorrow!

see ya soon..

youknowyoumissme.xoxo.

Saturday- Father's Day Celebration @ WCP



for the very first time in my life, i kite-fly!gawd, it seemed like i have no childhood.this kind of thing, you should be doing when you're a kid.

hahah, i remember when we were all struggling to get the kite up in the air.

some of the guys went fishing.

and the girls, we just sit, talk, eat and camwhored.haha



my cousin matrep.

pak long! sampai pakai kain!!haha

all mothers have to say their wishes to the fathers.and they have to say in front of everyone, what's so attractive about their husbands.hahah..so funny!

my mam, as always get emotional.haaii..

abg I! melayan adik sedaranyer..


UNO in the tent!!oh my god,it was so hot,even though it was raining outside.haha.everyone wants to end the game asap.



alright, that's all for now!two more days and i'll be off to KL.

i cannot wait for next thursday.i cannot wait to meet my cousins on my mam's side.we're gonna have a blast in kl.but for now, i will see my cousins on my dad's side tomorrow.picnic at west coast!

and i miss my bimbs!!!queenie will be back tomorrow and kat will be back on sunday and then we have our bimbs outing!!see ya girls soon..xoxo

yellow.

orange.

@ Upper Pierce Reservoir

on Sunday, K and i decided to jog and upper pierce.we went around 5plus. on the way there, there were monkeys along the roads!!i was shrieking and K even tried to get near to the monkeys when we were on the go.i was quite afraid that the monkeys ran and then cling on my legs or bag.haha, anyway, when we reached there, my dear friend here decided not to run!!what the hell, we went all the way there and he decided not to run? haha. so we just sat there and caught the beautiful sunset :) i have never seen a sunset this close. the place was quite nice but oh well, too far. just gonna jog along the yew tee canal next time. we then had dinner nearby. prata for dinner!prata cheese and there's even prata cheese with mushroom inside and not forgetting teh tarik :) so ended up, we gained weight instead of the intention to be fit,healty and calories-less.

i was reading through sis Muna's blog and i found this.

why people backbite and how to stop back bitting
number 6 on the list.

6. Conceit and lack of awareness of one's faults.

Such people should think about their own faults and try to correct themselves and feel ashamed to criticize others when they have many faults themselves.

It was said to Rabee' ibn Khaytham, "We never see you finding fault in others." He replied, "I am not satisfied with myself enough to dedicate my time to finding faults in others." (Subhanallah!)

read the bold. very very very very true.i shall remind myself with this and may Allah remind me this.

mas you are not perfect to even talk about other's unperfections. you are not perfect too.but it is hard not to talk about people,it is, cause i am a woman and women, oh god, they way they talk about others, there is no end to it.that is also the reason why more women end up in neraka than man.

anyway, thank you Kak Muna, i hope you dont mind me,copying this from your blog :)

the other day, when we were walking, i never felt so good. though the sun was burning our backs and the distance to get there was never ending, it felt short to me. cause you know why? i wasnt even thinking of the scorching sun and i wasnt even thinking how far long we will get there.i was enjoying walking with you, anticapating the place, anticipating the relaxing time we will have when we get there. also, i was enjoying the view with you and the conversations while walking. oh boy, even though we reached there with our clothes drenched with sweat, i could feel my lips stretching ear to ear.trust me when i said you made me happy. and i will not regret every single moments that i had with you.

i have just realized that i have lots of things to do during this holiday and it involved with school.
great.just great.report freaking writing,which i loathes,tod journal and intech dossier.i'm not complaining right?

anyway, next week k will start his shifts work,hai the thing about police.i seriously cant wait for him to ord.10 more months.i'm not complaining right?

i had fun today.first up, the bimbs had lunch in foodcourt 3. we took about an hour deciding what we should do.movie,karaoke,queen's house, lot 1,tiong bahru blah blah..and on top of queen's whining and her insistent cryings of wanting to go home and just sleep..we ended up playing board games in the library,how cool is that? since queen is going philippines and kat's going china that might be our last meet up till 24th?so we played,"a game of life" and yeah we have a "life". it was fun,laughing at each other,okay,more like me laughing at them and also reading magazines with rf and pointing out to the topic of sex when we see one.hahaha.ruifen teach me!!hahaha

great i love times like this.we need one before school start again and the madness,anxiety,stress, deprivation,no-life comes.

hai,design is so hard for me.it really is.i didnt give a hoot about design courses when i was back in secondary school,looking for courses.it didnt came across my mind, at all,trust me.until i was given that slip and found out that i was only qualified for all design courses since i got d7 for my math.(surprise!)however,at this point,this minute i feel the urge to do better,to look up on architectures and read more.even though,i know i might not continue design in the future, i dont want to waste my time and by the end of the three years when asked,what have you learn?all you could say is,model-making.i dont want that to happen.like khidhir said, knowledge is not a waste.any knowledge shouldnt be a waste.since ITP is coming next year,i need to my best.i think i might have a chance doing great for ITP cause i dont think they might want me to come up with concepts,design,which i am not so good at that, so i want to finally satisfy myself with pleasanable looking grade for design studio module.InsyaAllah with Your help and guidance. well, one thing for sure,i hoped this spirit that i have right now will not rekindled anytime soon cause you know one day you might be up for it and the next day,you're not.

alright that is a very long post.i dont know,this has been on my mind for a few days.

okay people have a great weekend.

xoxo.

i know i have not been updating for a quite sometime.

so here's an update.

school- i am done with school!term 1 has ended.i had my critique on Monday.it was okay,the lecturers,total 8 of them were being nice.like hamidah too,i feel the greatest urge to do my best next term and i cant wait to start on my new project.i was quite inspired by ama's model.(ama if you ever read this,i am impressed by you)however, before i move on to other stuff,i need to find inspirations and this is done by only reading and looking at other's architecture's work.so during this holiday,i shall do that.

anyway about my personal-self(to those interested),i am doing great.i am content but i think something's missing and i know what it is.my faith.i miss my spiritual friday and sunday nights :(

and i am meeting some of my cousins soon for my cousin's wedding.i miss my cousins so so much.i feel so belong when i am with you girls.muacks.
and and, me and K we're doing great.falling in love with you,every minute.

LASTLY,great news,my friend Dinah got engaged!AMIN.knowing the guy for so long,i think is time for them you think?attended her ceremony last sunday.when i looked at her,i cant believe that one of my friends might be settling down soon and time comes,it might be lala fatin or leha's turn or maybe me.haha.it is great and i am so happy for her.





nervous.haha,dinah is so funny,she cant keep herself quiet.




alright that's all for now.i will be back soon,now that i have the time.
xoxo.