the fact that i am spending most of the time at home and not working(like how the rest are doing),i feel that i can get use to this.staying home and doing whatever that i like.i just realised that finding a job is not my priority right now but if i am given an oppurtunity,i would not miss it.

yesterday,alas,i made a trip to the library.spent the time choosing the right books.however,all the books that i want(james patterson,mitch albom etc)is on loan.wth.gosh,don't tell me i need to reserve the books.anyway,after that i made another short visit to the hospital.it has been a week and my nenek is not waking up.the thought of not knowing when she will wake up is pretty concerning.after that,my family and i had dinner at arab street(where else!)and shop a little.

anyway,while the whole day that i have been out,i made some scrutinisation.haha,i observed a lot of people.don't underestimate my power of observation.i can even notice the minute flaws just by observing.

observation #1
i saw this guy who wore really very very tight skinny jeans.if his legs could speak,the legs would say that he is suffocating.

observation #2
i saw this guy in the train and his fashion sense was an alien to me.he was wearing a huge diamond(fake of course)cross necklace and the same one on his ear.omg.is wearing a cross is some kind of fashion must wear accessory?

observation #3
this guy,suddenly made a new friend in the train just because he wanted that new friend of his to send him the game that he was playing in his hp.haha,it was amusing cause he has a lot of guts to ask a stranger to bluetooth you that game.

observation #4
i actually,saw an indian guy trying to hook up an angmoh.this happened at along arab street and he asking a lot of questions.one of the qns he asked was,"so what are your plans tonight?".omg,he was definitely asking for sex.are we women what cheap?or because some of the women now make themselves look cheap?

i told i am skillful in this.

PROM 07- SINFUL NITE

FRIDAY was my prom nite,the night that i had been waiting for since i step into secondary school.so,imagine how excited i was because i can dress up and just let my hair down.so,the prom nite was held at le meridien hotel which was not as class as i was expecting but nevermind.the event was pretty fun,the food was great(i ate more than 55 buckeroos),endless photo-taking and the songs played was making me feel hype!good thing that they hired a DJ.

the only thing that was waiting for was to dance.hah.so the moment the MC said we can start to dance,i was the first person to go up front.the good thing also,the lights were off so nobody could actually see me dancing!i think i was a bit crazy to actually be jumping up and down with my heels cause after that,my feet hurts!

i had so much fun,i wish i could replay back.but all good things come to an end(and i bloody hate that phrase!)



ah loy and his never-apart toy.

geography lessons was always good.


the only cheena girl that i can rock with!

the girls that were by my side throughout the year 2007


okay,i was inspired to pose after watching so many cycles of America's Next Top Model.

i think this is the best thing happened in november and now back to my boring life with nothing to look forward to.

i know i have been away for quite a few days.lots of things that had happened,good and bad during this short period of time.i have been busy with prom shopping(which is utterly frustrating for me)and more importantly,my granny is seriously ill.

monday- shopping with stel at town but i found all the dress that tried on looks horrible on me.i don't know why.
tuesday- received bad news.all the relatives thought our granny was in nazak cause she was unconscious and we all thought she was moving on.but after about 6 hours of waiting,we called an ambulance and she was sent off to changi hospital.it was so tiring and i was at pasir ris for almost the whole day.
wednesday- i was at changi hospital from morning till night.there is like blood clot in my granny's brain so she is like in coma(but i'm not sure),unconscious all the way.
thursday-since prom is on friday,i do not have something to wear so i went shopping with leha and fatin.thank you guys!alas,i found something really simple and do not show the fatness in me.haha,seriously.
friday-PROM!

so,here i am,feeling a tad exhausted.i don't know when my granny will wake up,she might not wake up for a long time but everything is in God's hands.it is scary and i pity my mam cause she must be feeling real scared and worn out.this really came as a shock cause she was absolutely fine.so i hope nothing happens during the prom night.

ps:the next person who is going to ask me whether i am working or not,you will be verbally abused by me.(i will find something later!any recommendations?)

BITCH TIME

first of all,MY FREAKING O LEVELS IS OVER OVER OVER!
AND IT IS TIME TO PARTEY PARTEY!
when the clock strikes 1030am i was grinning all the way.i shouted yeay!
and guess where i celebrate after the o is over?!!yes,i heard you right!sentosa!
(mind me)

initially,i made the plans for an outing with malay peeps but you know,some are eager to find jobs and only 5 people turned up.hizam was the only guy so i think it was a privilege for him cause he knows our true secrets.hah!

anyway,we reached pretty late and only when din and lala came,the fun started.you never guess what we did.so,pictures are limited cause the rest,it is obscene!

and and i love to bath with the girls.i'm not a lesbian.i prefer if they were guys.opps.(that was a joke,a dirty one)






aah,sunset.

oh my!prom next week and i yet to find the the perfect dress.
i hope stel is free this week?

HARI RAYA-6 NOV

hari raya with friends was great.knowing that next year hari raya with them may be different,i enjoyed each moment with them despite the fact that we were all tired and sleep deprived.





mas,she just want to act kerek.

yusri's house is purple and i like it.

hari raya or karaoke session?this was at cikgu's house.and i get to karaoke too!gerek but orang yg terpaksa bertahan sudah tentu rasa tidak gerek.hah.

there are some things that i need(not want) to do.

1)borrow loads of library books.
2)deposit my hari raya money into my bank account.
3)go exercising.(it has been months already!)
4)find a job(but i predict i would not find anything and going to rot at home.argh!)
5)lastly,study for biology MCQ paper.(study real hard cause i screwed the theory.)

but here i am feeling utterly bored and knowing that i can do all of that,but i refused because i am procastinating.i am getting bored,really bored already at home.masyaallah!

here's what i want to do

1)go sentosa!
2)hunt for prom dress
3)plan for some more friends outing.

and the want always seem more attractive.wth.

i heard halaqah class is back today?yahoo!

since amalina haven't send me the raya pics,i would postpone the update tomorrow or someday.

you know,the days that i had been absence from blogsphere world,so much had happened and with each day passed,i am so reluctant to leave my friends.because we all know that by next year,everyone is going separate ways.it hurts to leave the good memories behind but life do go on.i am so jubilant at the fact that my life is going to be different next year and i am going to meet new friends and adjust myself again to change.change is good.

okay,i have some pictures to show.two days before the BIG O and two days after my b'day,the gals decided to give me a suprise treat at pizza hut.how sweet of them.we are all crazy,going out two days before the Os.however,it felt good to go out and enjoy the breeze at the esplanade especially when it is weekdays.now,i can even do it everyday!






lala.

dinah.

IT'S ALMOST OVER.

i am back people!
one more paper(bio MCQ)to go!which is next tuesday.
it feels like the Os are over.after the paper on tuesday,i was already shouting for joy.gosh,it felt really good.the burden is off my shoulders.the stress is overwhelming.however,the results awaits me and i am totally terrified.i joked with my friends that if we all can't make it,we go to ITE simei together.haha,bull.by far,maths is the toughest.p.biology and yesterday paper was pretty tough too but just because i didn't really study for it so serve me right.

so i'll be back with hari raya updates!