weekends are here!

but,only to be spend on studying.i can't wait for it to end cause i'm going shopping with my sisters.sarah and masy.promise ya,wait for my exams to end!

anyway,yesterrday prison break episode was fantastic.guys,a must-watch.plus,the guy such a hottie.

exams coming.exams coming.

not well prepared.not well prepared.

i've been slacking around and dammit,exams are next week.let me tell you.this week has been quite stressful,till i swear my armpit hairs can grow white.but in the first place,i don't have any.whatever it is,i'm panic but it makes no different cause i love to procastinate.procastinate.and if i'm not satisfy with the results,i get angry.hah,so the masturah.

when you feel tired or nearing to sleep,one method.participate in the lesson!i've been quite responsive during classes.i think very responsive cause i love shouting (very loudly)answers be it right or wrong.this helps me feel tad awake.go try.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIS MASY!

and you're what?20?growing older sis.

hope you achieve your dream of having a guess watch.ahaha!soon right :D

and tell your bf to constantly remind himself of the date of your b'day.hehe.

HADY IS THE SINGAPORE IDOL!!

hoho,i'm so freaking out!jumping up and down.throwing punches in the air.

HAPPY FASTING TO ALL MUSLIMS OUT THERE!

time flies by,and in no realisation,hari raya's coming!

and yeah,during this fasting month,shall we all be remembered that there are people out there who have absolutely no food at all.so let us feel blessed that we only have to fast for half-a-day and appreciate for what we have.cause what we have is what some people doesn't have.

anyway,my brothers are mean just now during sahur.i was reading the Holy Quran and they saw me reading it.so they started to tease me by saying,"act alim sey" for few times.i was close to giggling but i put up a front and continued.then si cina sepet said,"aleh,bila puasa nak alim,before puasa zalim!"

alamak,ni budak nak kene tamparan masturah tau!but it's true.ahaha,of course huh i wanted to do more of good deeds during fasting month cause it's a sacred month for all muslims out there.i have refrain from few things like:
gossiping,cheating,lying,swearing and rude to older ones.but i hope to continue from refraining all those things even after the ramadhan.insyaallah.

haiya,today SI!but,i have no reason to skip tarawih.i don't think my parents allow me!nevermind.bear in mind,akhirat is more important!

i get pissed when the phones rings,especially when i'm alone.ahh!

weekends are here!studying all the way.go go go go mas!!

and and,puasa's coming in two days time!great,superbly great.

btw,this post is senseless.raahh,feeling _____.

yesterday,i merely gave up on revising for maths cause i was doing trigo and i'm totally sucks at it and it seems that i'm having great dificulty doing that topic.so,i tried another topic which is mensuration and somehow trigo was also related and so,i gave up.gave up,dammit.

and the strange thing was that,everytime i was revising,my stomach always groans for food.godammit,it was quite annoying.

and and,i'm on a stress mode.i'm not ready to take exams especially combined science.chemistry is getting tougher.oh gosh.my papers are all based on o levels.



i think i'm about to have a nervous breakdown.

oh,mummy!

ps:seriously,this post is like so whiney!

you know what?

i think when i'm blogging,i'm like talking to myself.whatever it is,who cares!

anyway,feeling really jubilant but at the same time,worn out.

cause,i'd a happy day.thanks to soccer.yeah,half of my class played soccer.it was really fun,like duh?soccer supposed to be fun fun fun!the fun-nest thing was that,we played with our bare feets.i love getting dirty.especially when the field is still wet due t0 the rain.and and,i scored 2 goals!eh,for once must be proud.heh!

and and,yesterday i already bought my baju raya.ahaha,kiasurism.i'm like really glad cause i do not have to hunt for my stuffs during puasa.though,i was reluctant to buy that baju as it was really really expensive.wasting ah.however,i like it.it's nice.

and and and,i can't wait for 22 december!cause my paternal family already planned on getting the same chalet.yeayness!

lastly,(i swear i'm going to end)i got pissed off cause i'm so disorganized today.all my homework are not done and i didn't bring my map for the geog test!and i'm late today but got away from detention.trick ah!

basically,i'm writing unnecessary stuff.
okay,i'm off!

i reckon that i'll be wasting my weekend on not studying.i'm going for kenduri later at evening and probably going geylang tmr.i wouldn't want to find baju raya during fasting.

and gosh,i hate when teachers started to rush us.it's not fair.my class still had few chapters to study before end-of-year-exam and ton of tests to do since the through-train classes had no common test.anyway,i've received my result for term 3.it was okay though.i still failed my maths by 2 bloody freaking marks!and yet,the best news,i finally finally passed my pure bio.i got 59/100.heh.

anyway,went to had dinner at shidah's house last night.cik hamzah kept calling me 'susu' for no apparent reason.bik jun said that i smelled like susu.ahah!what a joke.i think i stink!

sorry,it's pretty much long post.i wouldn't care if nobody read.
anyway,yesterday,i can't believed what my eye had witnessed.when he saw me and the girls,he turned his back,probably feeling guilty or something.i hate when people started to become so influenced by their friends.don't mind the good ones.i mean the bad ones.it's like people don't have any pendirian,no stand in their own life,not in control of their own life.must have a friend to turn you into this or that.i mean if your friends influenced your sense of fashion,or music or lifestyles is probably okay but if you are so influenced by your friends and started to lose your own moral values that your parents cultivated on you or your own beliefs that you have been holding on,then it's not okay.it's not not okay.seriously lah people.when can you become the king of your life and decide for yourself.

alright.i have to go.

alright alright!
waiting to buka.let me see.it's 6.45pm.around 15 minutes left!yeah,i fast today.and fasting makes me weak.it's okay though.

well,i've been indulging myself with this goddamn awesome book.thriller book by the way.i love james patterson.this book is about a rapist lah.so,this phrase made me laughed in the bus:

"Women nowadays were demanding that men accept the fact that female biological clocks were ticking....well,with men,it was their biological cocks were ticking.
Constantly ticking,those cocks.

........................

Tick cocks."

AHA!

a rapist point of view.rapist is a scary man.shivers.

hello y'all!
anyway,feel pumped up to go to school tmr!but one thing,i havent did my chem worksheet and didn't study for the test.ohh!wth!i can't remember which chapter to study!nevermind,i do it in bus tmr.


anyway,anyway,i went to the beach today!well,bad luck.it rained.worst-er luck.it rained when we're still in the lorry!so we had to use canvas to cover ourselves which didn't helped much.lucky Allah was being nice cause it stopped raining.so we played some ball games at the beach.it was fun!with the neigbours!

ahaha,useless canvas.

last thing.
i really wanna this arwen's necklace from lotr.can be find at esplanade.damn it,i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna this!

heh,secretly taken.nice right.but i don't know how much it cost.

alrightey!

alrightey.
went out yesterday with my galfriends.it was really tiring but yet we had fun!
so check out the pictures.not just any pictures huh.classic!






and yes.i dressed differently.it's not girlish.glamourous is the word.wth!

emo scene.

me:"jana,i'm sorry"
jana:"fuck off!"
aha!




coolest washroom ever.classic!


faking it or what?

it's looks real right.

thanks to my babes jana and fizza for the time!i enjoyed it very much!



okay.goodbye cause homework yet not done.

ps:ideas aren't supposed to be snatch.

You know,some people have difficulties controlling their body.
it is called a tourette syndrome where children are not able to control their body movements.they either blink their eyes repeatedly,or shake their heads without having the control to stop shaking it.they even have no control over what the words that they say like this kid who keeps saying the word 'coffee' and 'medal' for quite sometime or either just do any movements repeatedly without having the power to stop doing it so.and this happened like every few minutes or something.when i heard this story,i was really overwhelmed by the fact that they have to live that way.they told that they were being teased by people.it is so sad and i really really admired their courage to go out there to the world and be normal though some may see it as abnormal.

and still,people like us are still not appreciative enough.

and yeah,i have a soft spot to those special children.

can't believe that the star of the 'crocodile hunter' steve irwin got killed by stingray.so unexpected.at least i thought if he were to get killed,it will be a crocodile eating him alive or something but just otherwise.

nevermind about that.

brother getting excited.cause cause this was their first time at esplanade.oh,poor thing.

heh.anyway,pictures quality not good cause i used hp camera.so-not-promising-pictures ya.

you know what,i think my one whole will be wasted on absolutely nothing.i can foresee that.oh gosh.

feel like going out tmr.hmm.

went out with my family yesterday.
to town and the esplanade.

and,i got pissed off halfway especially while i'm at lucky plaza.i would never every go to that freaking place anymore.my family were finding a place to eat so my sister suggested a food center at lucky plaza.the place was goddamn packed with foreign people!particularly the maids!they were talking loudly and too many of them.how i wish i could just say,"well hello,do you think this is your country?,get away!"yeah,lucky these maids only know how to conquer lucky plaza.imagine if they started to conquer esplanade!die die.

so on the way to esplanade,felt much better.headed off to lau pa sat to eat dinner.satay for our tummies.but i don't really favour satay.i could only eat a few sticks.

nevermind still,i love family-outings.yeah,i can't wait for the upcoming holidays.insyaallah,our plan is on!insyaallah.

well,pictures later.

as for now,i wanna say good job to the self-proclaimed girl.

come on mam,i'm hungry :

surprise surprise,i did brownies again.hah,i don't why but i kinda enjoyed doing it.i ate tons today for dinner only.i ate goreng pisang with gula,brownies and mee kuah.no wonder,i'm getting fat!nevermind,it's okay.

anyway,i can't stand staying at home sometimes without absolutely nothing to do.it irks me so i need to do something at least.so,so i went to lot 1 to do some necessarym shopping.aha,i bought some stuff from popular cause my sister gave me a 10 bucks voucher.probably going out tmr,the day after tmr,the day after tmr,tmr.whatever.but one thing for sure,i need to diligently study for my eoy which is coming in one month time.

anyhow,happy belated b'day to my dear dearest cousins,syakirah!see you during 16 sept okay.btw,i'm so jealous.your shoe is a beauty.i want that shoe too!

okay,my update for today is pretty boring.and so do today.

bye.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

especially to all the teachers have taught me!
you guys are great.

and,i almost wanted to wish mrs luah a happy teacher's day but i was so hesistant.remembering what i've done to her made me so guilty.i know i'm a bad student.

so teacher's day celebration was not bad.my girlfriend up there is so chio.fizza,you know what i'm talking bout.her class was dancing to a song from high school musical.4/8 was trying to do a mcr video clip-alike.whatever it is,i enjoyed it.the sad thing is,cross country cancelled cause of the rain!while everyone was really overjoyed,i was tad disappointed.i wanna run okay with that kind of weather and was planning with fizza to get top 25(trying not to be so confident).

okay,holidays here.planning to spend my time studying alone at national library.ahah,see if it works!

aha,i looked fugly.no,doesn't got to do with my self-esteem.but i think i looked kinda not-too-fat-not-too-slim!yeah!ahaha,lameness got its way.

and yeah,he's got a girl :(

i just did the unexpectable.took up all my courage and guts.

So,DEAR GOD hear my prayers.