okay,here's the update about the wedding that took place at johor.
well,first of all i'm so delighted to meet my cousins from johor and also from malacca.they looked a bit different.especially abg haida!ahah,he looked like a samurai!

the solemnisation ceremony took place at 9 in the morning!!that's crazy isn't it.i missed it lah cause my family was late.the ridiculous part was that,the solemnisation thingy was at the mosque and the tok kadi had to nikahkan 7 couples at the same time!wah,it was really outrageous!
okay,the groom came to the bride's house.so,we the wakil-wakil from the brides had to stop the groom.my father made a ridiculous pantun and asked for money in order for the groom to get through.

so,the black,the headed and the hat guys is my cousins.haha.

the guys holding that thing that you use to cook.haha,stupid.

okay,cover up.

hoho,my cousin.

me,kak ijah and fizza.

this might be probably my last time with najib cause he probably be leaving for mesir for his university.and and,if he leaves the only grown up male cousin i had is abg ajir cause the rest of them lived at malaysia.so sad huh.

this groom always seen with his hp.

mak minah's family.stupid digicam.

stupid camera no 2.and beside me is my cousin's girlfriend.she looked a bit like nora danish if she wear make-up.

good camera but stupid eyes.

wanita melayu terakhir tau!

stupid masturah,trying to act like a model.FAILED ATTEMPT.

irah,iqah,masss,kinah,fizza and raihanna,my newest cousin!

trying to act cool but i think i managed!haha!

okay,lastly my newest nephew,ilham who loved to eat and eats everything!

okay, a big thank you to raihanna for the pictures.i was evil.i was demanding her to send me the pictures although i just known her this year!thank you babe!

HELLO!

i'm back and i'm pretty grateful cause my internet is back!thanks to my sister.i don't know what or how she did it,fixing back the internet in just few hours whereas me,i've been trying to get back the internet all these days and have been calling the stupid signet customer service.well,they didn't even answered my calls.so frigging annoying.

i'll blog about my cousin's wedding the next time.

anyway,guess what i've been doing this week!well,lazying and lazying around at home.initially,i felt so bored but i'm used to it now.and and,i'm also been feeling sick for the whole four days.

monday-sore throat and a bit of flu
tuesday-same thing
wednesday-sore eyes and bloody painful cramps
thursday-swollen and sore eyes.

and this sore eyes been spreading to my family.everybody have been infected except for my dad and my sis.this fault comes from my brother lah!his eyes is so damn red that i told him he looked like a satan.

anyhow,despite all this,there's a light in every dark tunnel.you know what!?i got the top 25% in level and i received 250 bucks!how exciting is that!!insyaallah,i'll received the money.i was profusely thanking ALLAH.i think saying thank you isn't enough.insyaallah,i'll get the money.well,i don't wanna be too overexcited.

if my eyes are okay tomorrow,i'll be heading down to national library.i've been wanting to go to the library eversince.i just love to spend my time alone scrutinise books so i can spend my abundant time reading.

and,probably,i'm going to shop on monday cause i need to get a jeans before that outing.i wanted to buy a GAP jeans but i don't know whether is within my budget.i have to fork out more on the jeans cause i'm looking for a good brand and a jeans that fits on any top.

okay,this is pretty long.mind me,i havent blog for about few days.

okay,something wrong with my internet connection,so i'll be away for awhile.

dammnit okay.i've been wondering what to do without internet.

try to persuade my sister so i can use her lappie.

so be right back.

yeah,i forget.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO HELFIZZA!
HAPPYM BIRTHDAY TO SITI AISYAH!
LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT!

i was incredibly bored that i re-read all my old post at my older blog.i was indeed,laughing alone cause of few funny incidents.these happened during sec 3 okay.

funny incident 1- dan ate a chewing gum and after that he put the gum on zul's hair and the gum stuck on it.they couldn't take the gum out of zul's hair so dan decided to cut the part of zul's hair that was stucked to a gum.it was hilarious.they started to throw that hair plus gum around.hahahaha!

funny incident 2- it happened around the drinks stall.i wanted to put back the cup to the bucket but instead,i threw it and all the ice hit the syahril,yusri and dan.so,they started to throw back at me.yusri wanted to throw the ice at me,so i ran and when he threw the ice,mr lim saw what he did so he asked yusri to pick up all the ice that was on the floor!and and,dan even spat on the ice so that yusri had to pick the ice that has dan's saliva.ahahahahah!poor yusri!

funny incident 3- do any of you guys remember the time when yusri wore amalina's skirt and he danced with that?!oh my gosh,that was bloody hilarious!!!

okay,this is all i remember.oh fond memories are so good to recall.

anyway,going to johor.what,again?!YES again guys.my cousin's getting married and hopefully i get to see all my cousins there.

alright be back by sunday with PICTURES.

hello filial readers :)

well,i doubt there's any.

sorry for the short absence.

if you are curious of why i've been missing in action,okay,i will tell you why.

hmm,

ermm,

errr,

actually,there's no reason for me to be absence cause i never fail to on this computer everyday.

my holidays are boring now,so therefore,there's no use in telling you guys what i've been doing.

and actually,this update is totally useless.very useless.i have to warn you readers to stop reading cause you might suffer from reading-masturah's-lame-update-syndrome.

i am feeling so bored now,that i might do stupid things.what more,i am alone now and it is so depressing.how on earth does one-child with no siblings survived this difficult situation?i don't comprehend this at all.

anyway,im also dead lazy to go out.very lazy and money's a shit.i have to keep and save my money for shopping but i can't do now.i'm waiting for the day when december comes and i'm confident that all shops are having christmas sales,then i would budge my ass and walked out the house and go to marina square or orchard or vivo city to shop.oh gosh,money's a really shit.

what's more,the very generous government is raising the gst from 5 to 7.applause.i don't comprehend why.i think is about singpore being economically good now and globalisation or omething.yeah,whatever.you know,when i grow up and desparate to have lots of money,i think i'll work with the government.your salary is undoubtly satisfying.but please don't work as teachers.i think teachers doesn't have a satisfying pay and they worked their ass off more than the president.i wonder what does president do.you know,like everyone else,i wonder what is their actual job.but still,there's one president i hate.yes you hear my inner thoughts.george bush.come george,america won't be the top powerful country in the world.what's more with your going-to-be-soon fattest and the stupidest citizens.

oh my,i can't be saying such things in the blog.
come one,take some risks people and let your feeling and thinking be heard.what you call,freedom of speech.yeah,that's it.

okay,stop rattling mas.

i try to update a better one on friday okay.

yesterday,for about after 15 years,finally,i got to see and went back to my late grandfather 's kampung which is now named as 'Kebun Kami'.

well,it doesn't even look like kebun at all cause the kampung is really really old and i do not know whether the uncles would want to do something about it.so,the kampung is at johor and the place is quite ulu and surrounded by forest and animals.once they said that they saw a babi hutan!
you see,is it very very old and they had to demolish the living area which is in the middle cause there's a lot of anai-anai.

you know,i got to experienced really how it is to live in kampung,rural place.there's no tv or even a fan and it was really hot in a day.everybody helped out in cleaning the area,like sweeping away the dead leaves.
yes,it is surrounded by forest.

bandar girl doing kampung job.

irah

you know what,when i sat on this,i fell!it was so humiliating cause my back was on the ground and my legs are dangling above.no,i wasn't that heavy okay!!


after that,my cousins headed down to have seafood.yum.
kiddos.


okay,bye everyone.

so,yesterday spent the day with jana and lin at Ikea and queensway mcdonald.

embarassing moment #1 at mcd
my butt was sitting only on half of the chair and so,i was trying to pick up this plastic bag on the floor without bending my body and i don't how,but i fell off from the chair and hit the other chair where all my stuff dropped on the floor.yes,some people were grinned or laughed at me.hmph.

embarassing moment #2 still at mcd.
there was this handle behind my head on where i seat.i was laughing and laughing and moved my head to the back and hit the handle.yes,the people behind me saw it but i was so paisey to look at them.


alright.today was FANTASTIC.cause,i 've learnt a new sport today which was inline skating in school.i never skate before but i tried and tried,and now,i can skate!anyway,the helmet stinks like hell.then,lala jana and me played catching.it was really funny cause me and lala both fell down and i landed on my buttocks.tell you,it was damn damn painful but worth it of course.

school just now was a total torture.oh gosh,i was dying with boredom and all five of us desprately wanted to go home.so,we came up with few ideas that was totally unpractical.my idea was to wait for a car to enter school and then ran towards the open gate.jana's idea was to go to the back of the school and find a hole or something.dumb,hah.

so,i just told them to walk straight to the open gate since there's a lot of people coming in and out.i was asked by the guards to stop but i just ran out.heh.stupid stupid school.

went to orchard with jana after that to catch step-up.i rate it 3 out of 5.i finally get to see in lido 1 which is the biggest of all and only a few of people were watching.we sneaked kfc in and i bloody thought that i was caught by this guy cause he's pointing at me.so,i rushed to the door but it can't be open.i found out that he just wanted to show me the right door.dumb.

then we proceeded to bugis library and borrowed so many books.you see,i have a habit of borrowing a lot of books but not all i read.


this is when we got bored.we took the cleaner's stuff and play with it.okay,
please don't look at masturah's legs.i said don't look.don't ask why!

you see,where can you find such a good student like me?where?where?!
okay.in the lift.duh!

and as promised,did i promised you?okay,whatever.Baby Danish.oh cute!

and as promised,i end this post with my compo.i was very reluctant to put this up cause it's not that good and i was rushing so that i can watch ANTM.so,don't smirk and say,"not that good lah!".i was having hard time coming with this topic cause i don't want to misinterpret the question.okay,i'm done talking or typing.



'DREAMS'

These dreams kept playing in my mind. Rewinding it again and again, like an old piece of film. Just like when you kept playing and playing your favourite movie. I just woke up. The weather was bright and while people are being grateful, I just could not care less about how wonderful the weather is. All I was concerned was, the dreams. The endless dreams have been occurring in my sleep for three straight days. I have no idea whether these dreams meant something but it feels surreal.Oh gosh. Will something like that happen in my life? These silent thoughts are clouding my mind, not even a drop of rain, I could pour.

I know it may sound silly, but these dreams tell me a story. I dreamt on the first night that I was accidentally hit by someone in the streets while on my way to work. Is not just someone, is someone whom is the most charming guy I have ever seen. Well, in my dreams, he apologized and looked at me in a very weird way, a way that a guy never looks at me.

His features were striking. He got a baby blue eyes, neat eyebrows and sexy-looking eyes that will melt your every single organ. His nose was sharp and oh boy, his lips is even sexier than Angelina Jolie’s.Startlingly, he asked for my number and being dumbstrucked, I gave him. I know it may sound like a 16-year-old dreams and a very unlikely thing to happen. I thought so too. I initially dismissed the childish dream I had in my mind.

To my astonishment, the second night, I dreamt about that guy again. The very same guy who asked for my number. But this time, the guy and I were having a fantastic date. It felt so good actually. I never had a dream that I totally enjoyed so much. The third night, it happened again. Oh my, this brings a jolt to my heart. I was actually dreaming about the guy and me holding a wedding. Of course, it is our wedding.

And now, I am feeling speechless. It is just some stupid dreams I had. I mean, I am 25 this year and I know my hormones is knocking so, I guess that should be the reason why I kept having these dreams. I sighed audibly and got ready for work. I smiled to myself.Overall, it is just dreams and look at me, who wants to be with me. I am nerdy, bespectacled woman who has unattractive features and figure.

Now, I am on my way to work. Just forget about all those and get back to reality girl, I thought to myself. And just as I was walking, I was hit by someone. A guy, who has that same baby blue eyes and sexy lips.

"I’m sorry", he apologized sympathetically.

He stared at me, looking straight in my eyes.

"Hey, can I have your number?" he asked unashamedly.

Oh my God. Is this happening?

so how was it?how?!

before i start,here's a picture for you guys to see.

Baby Naufan.

oh,isn't he's cute.

actually,i have more pictures of him and Baby Danish but i'll post it later.

lately,my updates are kinda blatantly uninteresting.sorry guys,i'm busy watching princess hours at youtube.hell no,i ain't as crazy over the hot korean guys as my galfriends but i felt so dull surfing through people's blog and reading about their boring lives(HAHA!as if mine's not),i resolved to watching that korean series.after that,i guess i'll be searching for movies at youtube.i never thought that youtube can be very useful.hmm.

anyway,i have not even touch on my homework.yeah,i have to write a compo and i picked 'Dreams' as my topic which is this year o level topic.the title is very appealing.i think i'll post the compo after i've done writing.

yesterday night's weather was really lovely.i saw kids running under the drizzle with bare feets.i was amazed actually cause their happiness is really noticeable.ahah,i wish one day i can do the same thing as them.i just love the breeze on my skin and smell the rain.

i'd just had a nice mee soto meal and ice lemon tea for lunch and also a chat with mam.

anyway,she said that the students should have a thought for the teachers who had to sacrifice their time to teach us although they shouldn't have been teaching us right now.i think she's kinda right.

as for me,i was initially quite serious about going back to school to study but,i haven't been coming early to class.usually,i'm 40 minutes late and doesn't really be attentive in class.of course huh,who wants to study when everyone was in the mood for holis.

okay,whatever.i can't wait for next week cause me and the gals are going to catch a movie.

alright.practically,this is a useless update.

lack for updates.

anyway,i've been very busy with raya you know.

saturday-open house for my paternal side.
open house for my neighhbours at 11pm
proceeded to cik osman's house till 1.30am.

sunday-open house for my maternal side.
raya-ing around bb and teban
went back home and raya-ing with neighbours till 12am

monday-raya-ing with friends which was rather boring.
raya-ing with neighbours till 12am.

tuesday-school.came very late at 9.00am
went to marina square after school all by myself to get a new shirt at
U2 and bought some candies.
raya-ing with neighbours at night till ____.

so basically,i'm dead beat.i can feel every exhuastion in every depth of my skin.
i think this is my last week of raya.i can't afford to go out anymore.

okay,some pictures.

at my house.

baby aiman faruki.

__________

this was last wednesday.and lala still havent send me the pictures!!!!!!!hmmph!



okay.this was at fox.gosh,i need to get that checkered blouse.but dammnit,must wait for the xmas sale.

hari raya with friends yesterday was exciting!i was really happy you know to go out together with friends.when mas it's happy,she starts to talks a lot!sorry guys if i'm too talkative or hyperactive!heh,you should know me.i'm sorry for making a scene at dinah's house.hoho.you got to accept the fact that everyone has its own fears.anyway,here's the pictures.

dinah

lala

salihah.

lin.

hoho.the so called bujang lapok.

salihah's house!

eh,can someone slap that girl in grey.

yaammm-pau!

ahaha.zul buang terbiat.wear shades!


ahaha.you see,aisyah's feet!spoiler ah!