the best thing bout school was the ghost
story telling by our relief teacher which
happens to be a ccks-sian.so told us bout
the school and now wonder there's ghost
cause our area used to be a cemetery.

sec 1 orientation.was.sucks.like.shit.
i know this will be coming.we're
unprepared and was rushing cause
we don't want to showcase anything
yet and we're late.so,me being the
only guides asked the girls from
classes to gather and i started
talking to them without having
any idea of what to say.lucky us,
we have another orientation on
next saturday.people seems not
interested.i was talking and they
were giving me this kind of look.
they didn't even laugh when i said
something funny.yeah,i did bad-mouthed
bout other uniformed groups.

footdrill was even worst.i got a scolding with
lin cause some of them was marching in
the rain.mr peng started to raise his
voice and almost wanting to take our
ranks.i was being cool at that time and staring at
his eyes but after that,i let it go.i just hate,
hate a lot when i get humiliated or people
having the wrong impression of me.i know
he have a good impression on me but i killed
it on my own.it's okay,i won't blame anyone though.


i put on a bravery fight
by getting myself a defeat.

TO MY GUIDES,IT'S OKAY.YOU ALL
DON'T NEED TO FEEL GUILTY ALRIGHT.
JUST FORGET WHAT HAPPENED.LOVE YOU GUYS A LOT!