yesterday was like the worst day i had in 2006.oh gosh,god is really testing my patience.okay,so the day goes on like this.firstly,my class got nagged by mdm haryati.time wasted.secondly,we got scolded my mdm asmahan.time wasted.

so,when english lesson,mdm haryati started to lecture us on how important is our study and blah blah.totally time wasted.

during chemistry was disastrous.the class were so noisy in the lab and people are making a fool of themselves and behaving like primary school kids.so,when mdm asmahan scolded us,she stated that the class 5/2 last year,only 8 people get their o level certificate.pressure hitting on me.

during chem,i was furious.i just gave up..everyday,i see the same shit from people. i see the students are like not wanting to care bout their studies.they didn't even care about what is ahead of them,the future.the students nowadays are lazy and their attitude is appalling.they think is easy to find a job huh?diploma is not even enough.they disrupt lessons and think that they are so smart,not bothering bout the topics or subjects that the teacher have touched on.they think they are bloody intelligent is it?for once,realise people.you have no o level cert,you won't get any furthur.right now,people just don't care.all they care is bout trend,friends,latest technology,being cool,money,bgr,fashion and etc.but if they even give a thought that when they have no qualifications in future,would they even get what they want when they had right now?bloody no.and then they will start to struggle and start to realise.bloody hell.wassup with teenagers nowadays?

so,being frustrated,there was assembly and which i found it very unnecessary to talk about the school mission or whatsoever.ms sim was talking and i was using my precious time to study physics.then,ms sim started to talk about the biology results last year from the 5/2 students.it was atrocious,i must say.i was there worrying about my biology,this stupid idiot fellow behind me was irritating and keep saying that we're gonna fail our biology.ms sim made me even more frustrated when she said that "might as well don't take biology".what the feck?you think pure biology is so fecking easy?you should try to memorise all the facts and for sure,you'll get your head round up.

i was pressurize on that day.i am so scared and worried for my exams.with teachers talking and pressurizing us,it made me realised whether i am able to cope it.but i know that i can and i should.

i see life with two main objectives now:studies and faithful to god/family/friends.that is my objectives in life right now.and i totally can't wait for this 'teenage life' to be over.it is tough but i am ready to face the challenge.bring it on.