Certainty is power,firmness and stability of faith so great that it becomes as a towering mountain which no doubts can shake and no illusions rock.Rather,doubts and illusions disappear completely,and when they come from the outside are neither listened to by the ear nor heeded by the heart.The Devil cannot approach the possessor of such certainty;he fleas from him,fears his very shadow and is content to keep at a safe distance.- the book of assistance by imam al-haddad

everytime when i think something's wrong,when my heart is not at peace,i will go back to the chapter of that book.if something really great happened to you,will you ever blame your God?will you be mad at Him?i think this is when the certainty comes.No i will not blame God or anyone not even myself.i will be certain that whatever happens,there is a hikmah and Allah knows best.Quoted from the book, "certainty is the whole of faith".it sounds easy right?

anyway,today got to know of someone's death.not close to me but he is of my age,i think.so young but Allah takes him away.i am and was scared.if only i have lived my life with the constant reminder of death,i will not be wasting my time or sprawling over something that is not worth the time.but sadly i don't.