this is how i feel now.tranquil.i am feeling peaceful, like whatever burden and worries i have is lifted.i feel grateful.blessed that i have God,Rasullulah,my family,khidhir and friends.i feel overwhelmed by yesterday's qiyam with the girls and women.jazakallah khairan to the one of the treasured person i have known Kak Muna.I love you.Thank you for guiding us.Thank you Allah.