how can you be sure of your future? the future to me is extremely unpredictable, there is no way guessing. you can't get a glimpse of the future or find hints to it. how do you be so sure that everything you plan now for the future will happen?how can you get so confident because i know i cant now.how do you know that what you are planning now will be good for you in the future?what if it turns out wrong?what if the thing that you've been hoping for to happen in the future turned out to be a mistake? what will happen if the person that you have hopes for will disappoint you in the future?okay maybe on the brighter side, what if the future turned out to be unexpectable, you turned into a rich woman and marry a rich, good looking husband? wow that will be real good.the point is, i dont know if should be making plans. i dont know if plans will disappoint me in the end. all i know is that it will hurt be real bad. haha, i dont why i'm suddenly thinking of this. it is not that i am a negative person but i' m afraid my expectations will backstab me. i am afraid people that i love will disappoint me. i'm afraid, i admit. but i shouldnt be afraid. deep within, i know something good will happen. it's just the thought of disappointments is overclouding my mind. the future should be anticipated. after all i never know. after all i might just die tomorrow.
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