this 2 weeks has not been a great week.i don't know why i was feeling emotional and it's definitely not about school.i can't blame on my PMS.being a girl or a woman is not easy.our emotions are so unstable.one moment we can be happy and the next we are sad.one moment we are so sure and the next we are not.it fluctuates easily.instead of fighting it off,we like to be in depth with our emotions thus making us feel more emotional than ever.we like our emotions to take control us.that differs us from men where they never let their emotions control them but instead use their brain to think but well,that kind of man is hard to find i guess cause men nowadays are as sensitive which makes me puke.anyway back to the point.maybe we are just born that way but i wish sometimes we women,has a control and authority with our feelings and emotions.i wish we can sieve things out easily.like which is important and which is not thus we are eliminating the unnecessary feelings and emotions which might bring ourselves into trouble instead.because we worry too much where there is actually nothing to be worrying about!and this worryness also lead to our self-esteem.i can continue but it seemed that i am starting to ramble.okay i was bored.i mean still am. i shall stop and put my messed-up head to rest.