Tuesday March 20th 2008

It was one day before your birthday and we had a date.I think at that time,I didn't even know it was a day before your birthday.It was the most unforgettable date I ever had with you and that was what exactly I described the date on my diary.Unforgettable.It was a simplest affair but the simple of all leaves more memories.We had dinner at Seoul Garden at Ngee Ann City.I wrote that you were really good to me.You being gentleman,taking the utensils for me and asked the waiter for the brownies because I wanted one.That simple gestures of yours impressed me the most and bring warmth to my heart.

After dinner we walked around Orchard Road,busking in the lights of neon and the buzzing crowd.But it didn't stop us.We walked aimlessly and finally had a stop at Borders,which we still up till now often come when we're in town and don't know what to do.We were looking through religious Islamic books and had the same interest.Everything was so perfect that night.I never felt any calmer or serene that I shared with another man.The night ended when you sent me home,the first guy ever to send me right to my doorstep.You gave me a shawl you bought from KL and you lied to me before that you didn't buy anything when I asked.You just wanted to surprise me actually.And that shawl still lies here in my bed,right beside me when I go to sleep every night.Because it reminded me of you.Of the first thing you ever bought for me.

After that wonderful and special night,I had fallen hard for you.You didn't know this but that night had left a huge impact on me.I was thinking of you day and night.I wanted to tell you right away but I hold back this crazy feeling that I had for you.It has been too long since I felt this way for someone and it made me happy.I then prayed to God to make this happen,right and give me the strength that I need.

To the simple dates that we had :)