hellidays are boring.i still go for school,which doesn't make a holiday a holiday.
anyway,feeling extremely lazy to study.revisions spent at mcd was a waste of time.i don't know why.is it because of the surrounding,environment or is it just me.i think the latter.totally,unproductive.still,i am continuing.mcd at teck whye cc have a lot of studious people.SG teenagers are indeed boring teenagers.sometimes i wish,we do not have o level and everybody has the same qualifications.same jobs,same earnings,same status.no competition,jealousy or enviness.just plain equal.and sometimes,you just do not know why you are feeling this way.unexplainable.unfanthomable.just outright bs.the actions that you did were unaccountable,unjustifiable.you do not know why you should live when you know you will face the imminent death anytime.you live like how the rest lived and you become a person that everyone wants you to become.probably,that is life part about.

and i don't know why i say all that bull.