it rained when i walked back home from lotty 1 and this is how i felt.
TRANQUILITY.CALM.HAPINESS.GRATEFUL.LOVED.

i've been listening to eisley for the past few days. last time was amy drughouse now, is eisley. i've been meaning to write this.

Answers.life is about questions.i've always asked myself a lot of questions.why do i feel this way? why do i fated to meet him? why does this challenge seemed never ending? why do i feel happy? why they behave like this? and to all these questions,i had no answer.i want an answer. and i asked myself again, do people ever at a point of their life get desparate for an answer too? i've always been searching, scourging like a rat for an answer. i demanded it. i wanted it now.this instant. i think people do feel this way too where they just want an answer to everything. being technologically dependant, we searched our answers in the internet.type it," is he the one?" under the search engine,hoping that whatever clarification we found on the net will helped us answer the question. for some, they buy books,to help them find the answer.is really amazing with what the world has to offer now. we could now find an answer in books,internet and television. answer that we should know, that in our hearts nobody could understand.but somehow,is the answer that we find in internet,in books right all along? it is true? true to our hearts? the answer is no. never. the only person that know the right answer is us.the answer is within us,no books no website can answer our questions. i think because we people are sometimes too tech savvy and being tech savvy means, being instantaneous. this makes us think that we can find an answer in the internet,instantly. there is no way we can find an answer that instant. we have to go through several phases,several obstacles to finally reach the answer to everything. but sometimes, we looked for it too hard that we are blinded from the answer,which is there,infront of our eyes.well, what can we say. life is about questions,but never about the answers.